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Staying home alone on a Friday

Flat on the floor looking back

On old love

Or lack thereof

After all the crushes are faded

And all my wishful thinking was wrong

I'm jaded

I hate it

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you

I'm not sure who I'm looking for

I'll know it

When I see you

Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom

Staying up all night just to write

A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox

I could have passed you on the sidewalk

Could I have missed my chance

And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

You'll be so good

You'll be so good for me

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What else should i be

All apologies

What else should i say

Everyone is gay

What else could i write

I don't have the right

What else should i be

All apologies

In the sun _ in the sun i feel as one

In the sun - in the sun

I'm married

Buried

I wish i was like you

Easily amused

Find my nest of salt

Everything my fault

I'll take all the blame

Aqua seafoam shame

Sun burn with freezerburn

Choking on the ashes of her enemies

In the sun - in the sun i feel as one

In the sun - in the sun

I'm married

Buried

Married

Buried

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

All in all is all we all are

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Originally posted by dgmodel

Time is never time at all

You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth

And our lives are forever changed

We will never be the same

The more you change, the less you feel

Believe, believe in me, believe, believe

That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain

We're not the same, we're different tonight

Tonight, so bright

Tonight

And you know you're never sure

But you're sure you could be right

If you held yourself up to the light

And the embers never fade in the city by the lake

The place where you were born

Believe, believe in me, believe, believe

In the resolute urgency of now

And if you believe there's not a chance tonight

Tonight, so bright

Tonight

We'll crucify the insincere tonight

We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight

We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight

The indescribable moments of your life tonight

The impossible is possible tonight

Believe in me as I believe in you tonight

~~~smashing pumpkins!!!!:D

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Your words to me just a whisper

Your face is so unclear

I try to pay attention

Your words just disappear

'Cause it's always raining in my head

Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles

'Cause my words get in my way

I smoke the whole thing to my head

And feel it wash away

'Cause i can't take anymore of this

I wanna come apart

And dig myself a little hole

Inside your precious heart

Cause it's always raining in my head

Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than

A little boy inside

That cries out for attention

Yet I always try to hide

'Cause I talk to you like children

Though I don't know how I feel

But I know I'll do the right thing

If the right thing isn't feel

Cause it's always raining in my head

Forget all the things I should have said

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If you say my eyes are beautiful

It's because their looking at you

And if you could only see yourself

You'd feel the same way too

You could say that I am a dreamer

Who's had a dream come true

If you say my eyes are beautiful

It's because their looking at you

If you wonder

Why I'm smiling

It's because I'm happy with you

And the warm sensations touch my heart

And fill me, through and through

I could hold, you close, forever

And never let you go

If you say my eyes are beautiful

It's because I just miss you sooo...

Now my heart is an open door

Won't you come inside for more...

You give love so sweetly now

Take my heart, take me completely now

If you say my eyes are beautiful

It's because their looking at you

And my eyes are just a window

For my feelings

To shine through

And by far

You are

More beautiful

Than anything I ever knew

If you say my eyes are beautiful

It's because their looking at you <333

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i often still feel the same, though the faces and names always change

----

she rings the doorbell

as if she forgot something

i answer

with a smile on her face

she points outside

it's snowing

a beautiful and gentle snowfall

as i stare at the tiny crystals

floating and weaving

dancing in the streetlight

all i can think of

are the countless many things

i wish i could say to her

to hear myself say them

to capture the reality

of the situtation

but instead

i continue to drown

in a sea of wishful thinking

amounting to nothing

but empty dreams

i stand there watching

the tiny snowflakes

and her

until she mutters a goodbye

and wanders out of sight

and i'm left here standing

cold and alone

and terribly sad

that the closest

i have to a soul mate

does not realize

what exists between us

afraid as i am

to admit it to the other

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my soul has been burnt

by falsely passionate fire

and rebuilt many times

upon the same foundation

losing ever more

of its true shape

yet often some fault

found and repaired

the last bit of arson

caused intense devastation

i felt defeated

and then there was you

chief contractor of my soul

owner of the original blueprint

swept the foundation clean again

with a smile and an open hand

quickly formed sturdy walls

of kind words and

gentle generous embraces

and filled its inner spaces

with fantastic adornments

long forgotten but never lost

which you had always kept

and now returned

carefully placing each fixture

precisely where it belongs

and threw the doors

of the finished structure

wide open for all to enter

now i remember who i truly am

and smile once again

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light mist

sweeps across my glasses

casting everything in a

bright haziness

emphasizing otherwise

insignificant flourescents

the entire world

shrouded, dark

but

absolutely glowing

i walk

to the point

look across the city skyline

look down

fear the distance

from the ground

decide on another

venue for meditation

i walk

to my usual spot

but no ducks tonight

to share my

silent solitude

usually interrupted

by vibrant quacking

and the river

crashing lightly

upon the rocks

at my feet

i walk

to the new pier

a grand park

of brick, grass and steel

i greet a fisherman

exchange smalltalk

his rod's bell

does not ring

he does not seem to mind

totally engrossed

as am i

in the surroundings

i could not stay

as if i wanted to

preserve the location

for another time

i walk

to a cab

and ride home

happier than i was

when i embarked

for reasons

i cannot yet explain

but i believe

they've something

to do

with

you

you who guessed

my sign

you who nearly guessed

my birthday

you who guessed

my talent for poetry

you who shared

my love of music

i wish we had said

more to each other

before you left

to wander

motivated by circumstances

not unlike my own

but you were preoccupied

thinking of someone else

i had to respect that

perhaps we may yet

walk

talk

laugh

share the same visions

revel in the same moments

it is a mystery

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Don't look so sad, I know it's over

But life goes on, and this old world will keep on turning

Let's just be glad we had some time to spend together

There's no need to watch the bridges that we're burning.

Lay you head upon my pillow

Hold your warm and tender body close to mine

Hear the whisper of the raindrops blowing soft against the window

And make believe you love me, one more time

For the good times.

I'll get along, you'll find another

And I'll be here if you should find you ever need me

Don't say a word about tomorrow or forever

There'll be time enough for sadness when you leave me.

Lay you head upon my pillow

Hold your warm and tender body close to mine

Hear the whisper of the raindrops blowing soft against the window

And make believe you love me, one more time

For the good times.

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destiny~

The journey’s long

And it feels so bad

I’m thinking back to the last day we had.

Old moon fades into the new

Soon I know I’ll be back with you

I’m nearly with you...

I’m nearly with you.

When I’m weak I draw strength from you

And when you’re lost I know how to change your mood

And when I’m down you breathe life over me

Even though we’re miles apart we are each other’s destiny

On a clear day

I’ll fly home to you

I’m bending time getting back to you

Old moon fades into the new

Soon I know I’ll be back with you

I’m nearly with you...

I’m nearly with you.

When I’m weak I draw strength from you

And when you’re lost I know how to change your mood

And when I’m down you breathe life over me

Even though we’re miles apart we are each other’s destiny

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From hand to hand

You bought and sold

Love is the shield against the weather

Became a storm for fear of being melted

Troubled from the day we came together

When you recover from yesturday's low

True slaves of passion and pleasure

I connect the ambers as I watch you grow...

You left along the way we came together

As you breathe, as you breathe into life

You will leave, you will leave

As you stray, as you stray far from hope

I will believe, I will believe

Flames of love and virtue

Cradle and coherse you

Shadows all around the place you've paved

Games of love remind along the way

Seemed shallowed by the way we came together

My heart carries on, but my head knows better

Troubled by the way we came together

As you breathe, as you breathe into life

You will leave, you will leave

As you stray, as you stray far from hope

I will believe, I will believe

Cause you are here today, and gone tomorrow

Basking in the fields of never never

You wanted today, but I wanted forever

Troubled by the way we came together

My heart carries on, but my head knows better

Troubled by the way we came together.

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But all I wanna know baby is

If what we had was good

I keep your picture beside my bed

And I still remember everything you said

I always thought our love was so rare, I guess I was wrong

Always thought you'd be by my side, Papa, now you're gone

(And I'm not tryin' to hear that sh*t)

What I wanna know baby

If what we had was good

How come you don't call me anymore

Still light the fire on the rainy night

Still I envision you holding me tight

Everybody say

Everybody say that we should never part

Tell me baby, baby, baby, why

Why you wanna go and break my heart

What I wanna know baby

If what we had was good

How come you don't call me anymore

Sometimes it feels like I'm gonna die

If you don't call me, Papa

Oh, you gotta try

I'll get down on my knees

Hoping you please

Oooh, won't you call me sometime, Papa

Why on earth

Can't you just pick up the phone

You know I don't like to be alone

How come you don't call me

How come you don't call me

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This is an insight

Into my life

This is a strange flight

I'm taking

My true will

Carries me along

This is a soul dance

Embracing me

This is the first chance

To put things right

Moving on

Guided by the light

And the spirit of love

Is rising within me

Talking to you now

Telling you clearly

The fire still burns

Wisdom of ages

Rush over me

Heighten my senses

Enlighten me

Lead me on

Eternally

And the spirit of love

Is rising within me

Talking to you now

Telling you clearly

The fire still burns

I'm talking to you now

The fire still burns

Whatever you do now

The world still turns

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i took my love, I took it down

climbed a mountain and I turned around

i saw my reflection in the snow covered hills

'till the landslide brought me down

oh, mirror in the sky

what is love

can the child within my heart rise above

can I sail through the changing ocean tides

can I handle the seasons of my life

well, I've been afraid of changing

'cause I've built my life around you

but time makes you bolder

even children get older

and I'm getting older too

oh, take my love, take it down

climb a mountain and turn around

if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills

will the landslide bring it down

if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills

well the landslide will bring it down.

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Nothing to do today

Nothing I want to do

Anyway

I think I'll lie here for a while

And try to escape

I'll block out the wind tower

Clouds run away

Leave me in the sun

I'm dreaming

On my own

Nothing to do today

Nothing I want to do

Anyway

I'll think of you

For an hour or two

And chase away the blues

You chase my blues away

Everytday

In my dreams

We say what we mean

We do what we feel

Love fills the days

You take my breath away

Nothing to do today

Nothing I want to do

Anyway

In my dreams there's no thrill to pay

No decisions to make

No consequence to take

And nothing grey.

Nothing was failed

No mistakes

And then I wake up

Nothing to do today

Nothing I want to do

Anyway

I think I'll lie here for a while

And try to escape

I'll think of you

For an hour or two

And chase away my blues

You chase my blues away

Everyday.

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Chill out,

What ya yellin for?

Lay back,

It's all been done before.

And if you could only let it be

You will see

I like you

The way you are

When we're driving in the car

And you're talking to me one on one

But you've become....

Somebody else

Loves everyone else

Watchin your back

Like you can't relax

You're tryin to be cool

You look like a fool...

To me....

Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?

I see the way your acting like your somebody else...

Get's me frustrated...

When life's like this

Then you fall, and crawl, and you break, and you take what you get

And you turn it into

Honesty

Promise me I'm never gonna find you faking...

NO NO NO

You come over unannounced

Dressed up like your something else

Where you are

Where it's at you see

You're making me

Laugh out

When you strike your pose

Take off, all your crappy clothes

You know

You're not fooling anyone,

What you've become...

Somebody else

Loves everyone else

Watchin your back

Like you can't relax

You're tryin to be cool

You look like a fool...

To me....

Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?

I see the way your acting like your somebody else...

Get's me frustrated...

When life's like this

Then you fall, and crawl, and you break, and you take what you get

And you turn it into

Honesty

Promise me I'm never gonna find you faking...

NO NO NO

Chill out,

What ya yellin for?

Lay back,

It's all been done before.

And if you could only be

You will see....

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When I met you last night baby

Before you opened up your gap

I had respect for ya lady

But now I take it all back

Cause you gave me all your pussy

And ya even licked my balls

Leave your number on the cabinet

And I promise baby, I'll give ya a call

Next time I'm feelin kinda horny

You can come on over, and I'll break you off

And if you can't fuck, that day, baby

Just lay back, and open your mouth

Cause I have never

met a girl

That I love

in the whole wide world

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we both lie silently still in the dead of the night

although we both lie close together

we feel miles apart inside

was it somethin' I said or somethin' I did

did my words not come out right?

though I tried not to hurt you

though I tried

but I guess that's why they say

every rose has it's thorn

just like every night has it's dawn

just like every cowboy sings a sad sad song

every rose has it's thorn

here it goes

I listen to our favorite song playin on the radio

hear the DJ say love's a game of easy come and easy go

but I wonder does he know has he ever felt like this?

and I know that you'd be here right now

if I truly let you know somehow

I guess every rose has it's thorn

just like every night has it's dawn

just like every cowboy sings a sad sad song

every rose has it's thorn

though it's been a while now

I could still feel so much pain

like a knife it cuts you the wound heals

but the scar

that scar remains

I know I could have saved our love that night

if I'd known what to say

instead of makin love we both made our separate ways

and now I hear you found somebody new

and that I never meant that much to you

well to hear that tears me up inside

and to see you cuts me like a knife

I guess every rose has it's thorn

just like every night has it's dawn

just like every cowboy sings a sad sad song

every rose has it's thorn

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Oh baby, pretty baby

Oh honey, you let me down honey

I ain't playin' childhood games

no more

I said it's time for me

to even the score

So stake your claim,

your claim to fame

But baby call another neme

When you feel the fire,

and taste the flame

Back off, back off bitch

Down in the gutter dyin' in the ditch

You better back off, back off bitch

Face of an angel with the love of a witch

Back off, back off bitch

Back off, back off bitch

Makin' love

Cheap heartbreaker, broken backed,

Nasty ballbreaker, stay out of my bed, outta my head

If it's lovin' you,

I'm better off dead

Back off, back off bitch

Down in the gutter dyin' in the ditch

You better back off, back off bitch

Face of an angel with the love of a witch

Back off, back off bitch

Back off, back off bitch

Emotions ripped, gone on a binge

Life lipped, I said you're off the hinge

Tellin' lies of such fame and glory

I don't even wanna hear your story

Back off, back off bitch

Down in the gutter dyin' in the ditch

You better back off, back off bitch

Face of an angel with the love of a witch

Back off, back off bitch

It's such a pity that you're such a bitch

Back off, back off bitch

It's time to burn-burn the witch

Back off, back off bitch

Back off, back off bitch

Back off, back off bitch

Bitch

Bitch

Bitch

Bitch

Hey wha'd'ya think he's tryin' to say there, anyway?

I think it's something each person's s'posed to take in their own special

way

Fucking bitch

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You are still the whisper on my lips

I feel it at my fingertips

It's pullin' at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst

Feeling as if I've been cursed

With a cold within

Days go by and still I think of you

Days when I couldn't live my life without you

Without You

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I've found a long way back to sanity again

Though I don't really know what I'm gonna do

When I get there...

Take a breath and hold on tight

And spin around one more time

And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say

And even if you don't wanna speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

'Cause I want nothing more

Than to sit outside Heaven's door

And listen to you breathing

It's where I wanna be, yeah

Where I wanna be...

I'm looking past the shadows in my mind

Into the truth and I'm

Trying to identify the voices in my head

God, I wish it were you

Let me feel one more time what it

Feels like to feel and

And break these callouses off of me one more time

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say

And even if you don't wanna speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

'Cause I want nothing more

Than to sit outside your door

And listen to you breathing

It's where I wanna be, yeah-ah...

I don't want a thing from you

I bet you're tired of me

Waiting for the scratch to fall off

Of your table to the ground...

'Cause I just wanna be here now...

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say

And even if you don't wanna speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

'Cause I want nothing more

Than to sit outside Heaven's door

And listen to you breathing

It's where I wanna be, yeah...

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say

And even if you don't wanna speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

'Cause I want nothing more

Than to sit outside Heaven's door

And listen to you breathing

It's where I wanna be, yeah

Where I wanna be...

Where I wanna be...

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We walked along the beach

What a moonlit night

He held my hand in his

He kissed me

He said "I wanna spend my life with you... I want you for my wife"

Just then I thought

What about the times you lied to me

What about the times you said no one would want me

What about all the shit you've done to me

What about that, what about that

What about the times you yelled at me

What about the times I cried, you wouldn't even hold me

What about those things

What about that, what about that

I took a pause, then a deep sigh

He looked right into my eyes as he said

"I know I didn't say somethin wrong"

I didn't have the courage to say

But then I thought...

What about the times you hit my face

What about the times you kept on when I said "no more please"

What about those things

What about that, what about that

What about the times you shamed me

What about the times you said you didn't fuck her

She only gave you head

What about that, what about that

Don't wanna live my life

In misery

Don't tell me you did it cuz you love me

I don't believe

I'm sick and tired

Your deceptive games

Wonder where you have been

I can't live life wonderin

My heart was poundin

But the time had come

To stop lettin my whisperin heart control me

And tellin my screamin mind what to do

I looked him straight in the eyes and then I said

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you think this life would make me bolder

but I’m running scared is all

I hang on everything about you

you think I’d settle down cuz I’m older

but I roll with the changes is all

I’m same old trailer trash in new shoes

she gets sad when there’s nothing going on

she says it makes her feel damn worthless

(chorus 1)

well you got to think with a girl like that

any love at all, is better than nothing

it’s better than nothing

I put my hands around your shoulder

you’re saying you’re scared is all

I think I know too much about you

you think this life would make me colder

I’d give in to the alcohol

I put my loving arms around you, child

you knew damn well there was nothing going on

is that what makes you feel damn worthless

(chorus 2)

well you got to think with a girl like that

any love is better than nothing

it’s better than nothing

you got to think, with a girl like that

any love at all, is better than nothing

it’s better than nothing

yeah she drags you down and she pulls you up

she pulls you up

says that she’s sorry now but it’s not enough

to pull you up

she’s sorry

I wake up quick just like I want to

yeah but I stay out much too late

you think this life can get a bit unkind but she stays

down till the worth is gone

and pulls you up, she pulls you up,

she pulls you up and over, over

(chorus 2)

(chorus 1)

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Let it slide overhead

When I believe in you my soul can rest

But as love that's really love can never fail

But fail it does

When we shine like the sun

You seem the only one my only friend

You're so pretty in white pretty when you're faithful

So pretty in white pretty when you're faithful

I resigned from myself

Took a break as someone else

It's like we've come undone

But I've only just become inflatable for you

You're so pretty in white pretty when you're faithful

So pretty in white pretty when you're faithful

When you're faithful, when you're... faithful

I don't mind most of the time

But you push me so far inside

You're so pretty in white - Pretty when you're faithful...

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