Its so easy to say the next morning your sorry for your performance but sometimes the damage is already done. When you go out as much as most of us do, alot of people only know the person you are when you go out. So if when you go out you get drunk and behave all crazy, that tends to be there only opinion of you. Its very hard to rectify these things once there are done, I think that its very honorable to want to change things for yourself for the better, (I know what I am about to say is corny) but the first step is admitting you have a problem. I am not saying dont go out and enjoy yourself just learn that you have to be able to always have control and to be able to think with a clear head, I am not one to talk cause on many occasions I have gotten out of control, but you have to decide when and were, not every time is a good time to get messed up.