Here is a something I wrote today.
Venting
Ever since mankind was born into humanity they struggle with making crucial decisions that guide the pathway for their existence. A few are superior but most are acceptable. With occasional mishaps thrown along the way people try and figure where they want their life to go. Faced with problems of others we try and lend a hand but only seem to assist them but are uncertain how to help ourselves. As this story flows into a novel of truth and bullshit please understand there are people out there who feel this way. Weather they have concrete reasons to feel this way or are just confused and lost in an array of emotions they are just like you and me. How is one supposed to find true happiness? Is there such a thing? Different opinions only come to show that there is no right answer to the many questions we convey. One cannot be happy with life unless they are happy with themselves first. Love starts with self-love first. Happiness is only seen when the one looking can feel it as if it were a blanket comforting them during a cold moonlit night. Through the drama and stress dealt with on a day-to-day basis some just accept this as being normal. Well, its not. They go on hiding away their true emotions and that blanket once used for comfort just seems to be a memory of the past. How does one start over? A clean slate would be nice for some of us. Can we go back to the drawing board and erase our tears? Can we swallow our pain as if it were a rum and coke we abuse so often to forget our sorrows? Can the facts of life be solved by the thoughts in others heads or just the thoughts in our own heads? Maybe a combination of the two is required. To help one lost soul are two minds needed? All these questions prove worthless to ask for one will never know the answers. Why do people keep searching for a meaning when all they will find is an empty ward of sadness and despair? Don’t go looking for a meaning it’s all there in your hands. You just have to have the strength to grab it and hold on and never let go. Make the best of your life cause its no ones task to do your chores. Making life easier may give the impression of being harder than screwing it up. Ironic as it sounds it seems to prove reasonable over and over again. Mistakes are so easy to make but appear impossible to fix depending on the circumstances. Wherever life takes us we should live it day to day and think only about the future as being a chance to change our past. As well off as one may appear to be it may only be a cover up. Almost like the makeup people use to cover up flaws. Don’t we just wish there was makeup for not just our bodies but for are actions made out of anger and/or fear. Jumping from topic to topic as you read this story of questions and answers it joins back to one thing in the end. That one thing is more important than any amount of money or materialistic thing in the world. That one thing is your own life. It should matter the most to you for without it you do not exist. Value your life and you will go far. For as long as you believe in something you will never have nothing. I am nobody, nobody is perfect, and therefore I am perfect.
PLUR!
01-14-03, 01:28 PM
Venting...Life???? 
Funny stuff.
I didnt mean that smiley shooting. Violence is not an option. I accidently clicked on that. Oops.
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