yup and before it happened i didnt think it would bother me at all he had booked the trip before we were together and even before he left i told him do what u want just dont tell me about it but once he came back i had to know and well i forced it out of me and he admitted to kissing some chick however i doubt it was just that now i may have been wrong for giving him the go ahead to what u want but i figured he would do whats right whats crazier is in my initial post i wrote maybe i should switch teams and well after my heart was fucking thrown against the wall i couldnt pick it up or move on at all then i switched teams because i had no trust or faith in men what so ever however my experience didnt help me move on it all, cause women and men are really more similiar then most people like to believe overall time was the healing factor, and now a year later i look back and i honestly can say i dont regret a thing...