namastasyai

Miss Kittie, You are correct about the childhood perspective... the awful pain of living is such an existential drama of illusion. Remember that you are infinite and that all of this is basically a game. Really! I'm sure that by now you're feeling better anyway. "All you need is Love." -Lennon ------------------ existence precedes essence

I was born in the Heights but we didn't live there very long, so I guess I don't have any real Brooklyn in me. But I go there a lot, if that means anything. Up with b'klyn!... ------------------ existence precedes essence

yay! S + D! Even though I don't much like Twilo, I LOOOOVE going to s&d.... BTW There is no <A HREF="http://www.clubplanet.com/guestlists/" TARGET="_blank">guest list</A> at Twilo for their S&D nights ( according to their website anyway ). Can't wait for friday!!! ------------------ existence precedes essence

Fortunately, I live in such a substance friendly home that no codes or hiding is necessary... but i really like "erin" and "sharon" - very cute! and "tickets" seems so appropriate. I just might adopt them! ------------------ existence precedes essence

Have you ever considered working less? I don't know, perhaps you have mad obligations or you love your work, but I think that most people can live pretty well on less labor. I am currently taking a masters degree (part-time, naturally) and I work at a nonprofit about twenty-four hours per week. I'm not able to save much, sure but trust me- it's MARVELOUS. I go out to play almost every night and almost always have slow, lazy hours in which to meditate, daydream, walk, read, listen to music, learn new things, make new friends, etc.. If it's at all possible for you to do so without becoming poverty-stricken or homeless or something, try negotiating for a lighter workload! Don't live to work. Work (a little)to live! And another thing, you shouldn't talk yourself into guilt for having a good time at your age. Just because a lot of your peers are miserable and boring doesn't mean that you need be as well! ------------------ existence precedes essence

Oooooh! The decadence! It all sounds very exciting to me. I was a mere lad when all of this was goin' down, but i do have to agree with the eewww factor as well. But ya' never know, if they cleaned the room between uses, it could be gloriously kinky to be fucking away and be looking down on the hordes of dancing bodies below in the main room. Hmm, well if I ever open my own place. . . ------------------ existence precedes essence

Count me in with the foreplayers... Touching and expressing closeness is REALLLY fine on MDMA but straight-ahead sex seems almost like a chore for me when on a good roll. Sex on 3 grams of dried shrooms! Or even just good old ganja! Or both!!! E is better in the clubs- dancing one's ass off. ------------------ existence precedes essence

Mmmmm, cannabis. Lovely plant... I'm wearing some right now! Seriously though, WSP is under constant police surveillance now- don't go there to ask for any drugs! A few years ago it was a regular market wasn't it? Those were the days... I get mine from a lovely pizza delivery service and it is the bomb. Dank, smelly, gets ya all silly in no time. I think I'll go have some right now... ------------------ existence precedes essence

I have taken a couple of cabs from NY to my apartment in P'tonNJ for around $80 and you spent 70 from Woodside??? Quoi? Was that meter fixed or what? ------------------ existence precedes essence

Aren't we all just craving ecstatic transcendent unions with others? ------------------ existence precedes essence

when i was 19, a sophomore in college, i danced at a male strip club in west hollywood, ca. I had made my rent and major living expenses for a whole year after the first month of four nights/week. easy and fun and quite an ego trip to have all of these men and women drooling. very very nice to have sooo much easy cash, unfortunately a lot of it evaporated into expensive drugs and trips to hawaii. Oh well, suppose i could try it again out here. Can anyone experienced recommend a clean nice place in NY/NJ? ------------------ existence precedes essence

masturbation, si! ______________ But sometimes I like to lay off the beat for a week or more just to alter my perceptions. and possibly experience a nocturnal emission which always seems to be accompanied by the most enjoyable dreamtime ;^) ______________ What's more, I don't think that a regular diet of sex could ever completely quench my insatiability. I have found that even when I'm gettin it so frequently that it hurts i still 'walk the dog' when i can find the time, which isn't hard. The only problem is needing all that post-orgasmic sleep! ------------------ existence precedes essence

i've always had been attracted to lots of south asian women and men. Not to any point of exclusivity, but i really have bee with many awesome indians. But of course what really matters is a person's totality of being: intelligent, sexy, sensitive, wild, and on and on ------------------ existence precedes essence

I'd rather be watched by the NY mafia(s) than by any of Giuliani's police thugs! After all, it's just a business, and we do like our e. . . well, i know i do. Russian mob, though, huh? That sounds kinda creepy! ------------------ "There is no beginning and no end, only the infinite passion of life." -Federico Fellini