I know what your going through. First of all, ending relationships ABSOLUTLY SUCKS, especially when u dont want to, its because u have to. I know that feeling. It's gunna be hard and u might even go back cuz that would make u feel temporarily better but in the long run it's not worth it...do what u feel is right for the both of you...but in the meantime, i understand what u are going through, and i know how bad it sucks. FEEL BETTER:( c.Lo