eh.. I liked cp a lot better when it wasnt advertised so much, and the friggin pop-ups werent there. When I didnt have to search through all the drama to find a quality post about whats going on this weekend. Im tired of people constantly trying to bash other people. If you are the mature ones, please, dont reply to the stupid drama starting posts. heh.. what else? I dont want to sound bithcy or be another one of those people that complains about the lost nightlife scene of NYC (how ironic), but its what I feel. I listen to the music b/c it touches me the way nothing else does. I go to clubs for those 2-3 hours when it feels that Im free...when I have nothing to worry about. In thouse couple of hours, when the DJ is playing just for himself, when the club is almost empty, when you are oh so thirsty, but cant afford another bottle of water, when ur feet yell at you to sit the fuck down, and you can feel the sun rising up to light up all the misery that sourounds us. I love that feeling... and it feels like I could be standing on the dancefloor forever. now, I went on this tangent, b/c some1 once asked me what I ment by the "underground" night life, and I didnt have an answer. To me underground is when its not about the money. When its not about what chick im gonna fuck, or how high Im gonna get. Underground to me is when people come there for the party, music, vibe, or just simply to relax at the end of the week, and have a good time. I dont give a shit if Im in the "in" crowd, which seems that this board has turned into with all the "ur a feg" :square: posts and what not. I guess Ill just crawl in my little hole, and find another place where I dont have to run into superficial, media bitten motherfuckers. so long maybe I should start my own site... any up for it?