crashedfx

Whatsup everybody, after being offline for a few months, im back. I missed you all.... :)

Sex on E is very good...... isnt it? Just while doing shrooms+e dont try going down on a girl...... Last time i tried that, i was receiving instructions from her genetals....

For each person its different ofcourse, but drugs educated me alot. On drugs life goes faster, so i think people grow faster as well. When i hit rock bottom cause of major drug abuse, i saw so clearly who really cared about me. Most unexpected people reached down to give me a hand and pull me out of the gutter, and many people who were very very close to me like my g/f gave up on me in almost one single moment. I dont blame any of them though for not even trying, God bless them all, i hope they have a wonderful life. As far as hanging out and partying, each person should try to tolerate drug crowd around them without joining, and try to have fun without any kind of substances. Person who can do that is truly blessed. This is where i failed so many times that i dont even want to try anymore. But thank God i still have many friends that im not bound to by a drug usage or anything related. "...most bad habits are tools to help us through life." - Nietzsche You win some you loose some.....

Damn rite.... Jar of K over a coke any time.... Quater of crystal meth over a jar of K any time.... 1 tab of acid over quater of crystal any time..... 2 tabs of acid over 1 tab of acid any time.... 3 tabs of acid over 2 tabs of acid any time.... 4 tabs of acid over 3 tabs of acid any time.... 5 tabs of acid over 4 tabs of acid any time.... 6 tabs of acid over 5 tabs of acid any time.... *continues for a few days* 300.000.000 tabs of acid over 299.999.999 tabs of acid any time.... But lets not get carried away...

ACID IS DEAD, ONLY NOT IN MY BASEMENT Officially i gave up..... I cant find no fuckin acid in this fuckin city. Month of everyday searches, and no luck whatsoever. Just bunch of assholes flapping their mouths about "having MAAAAD hookups". *crashedfx looks around if anyone showing sympathy for his miseries* Im just gonna go cry on my pillow, and say my nightly prayer... "Heavenly contact, who deals in brooklyn hallowed be thy substances thy liquid drops come they will be gone on acid as its not on extasy give me my weekly gel tabs. forgive me my bad referrals as i forgive those who sell fake extasy and lead me not into E+K crash but deliver me psychodellics. Amen...." Somebody kill me already..... :(

Aciiiiiiiiid, oh my god.... Salt on my wounds Cant find that shit nowhere. I miss it so much, that my significant other is getting jealous. LOL PARTY AT ZEROKEWL'S (LOL jes kidding) Zerokewl you da man! You got fuckin dopest beats streaming off your website. You got me hooked.

Ephedra is what they make amphetamines from, im %90 sure that the xenadrine with ephedrine would be much more efficient than the one without. Also the Xenadrine that contains ephedrine has Guarana Extract included, which as far as i know gives you alot of energy. Though your health would be much more damaged by the one that contains elements above. So its ur choice.... My personal advice, dont eat that shit at all, it doesent work. Hope this helps.

1) You do need a blow job..... I just didnt know that you need it so badly.... Lookup escort services on the net or something. 2) Shroomy knows wtf is up, cause i've been following threads with shroomy's comments. Definetely my partner in crime for the love of erowid.org and other equally informational websites. 3) Seratonin is a neurotransmitter to be more precise as well as Dopamine, lack of which has much more to do with depressions after tripping on E. 4) If you would fuckin pay attention you would see clear statement made by shroomy that manic depression and more common depression like the one in extasy hangover are two different things. 5) I popped more than a hundred pills since last summer and my seratonin as well as dopamine is fine, i have no permanent after effects. 6) And as far as medicine prescribed by shrinks.... Well you dont know "jack shit" about it either. Shrinks prescribe things called SSRIs which stands for Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors, commonly known as anti-depressants. Its very unnecessary to be "dependant" on them, when i had problems with depressions after serious drug abuse period, i took a course that lasted aprox 1 month, and i got myself back on the level and use of anti-depressants after that period wasnt necessary anymore. Dude, like i mentioned in my previous message, as your fuckin friend for official diagnosis issued by his doctor, if you want to prove your point so fuckin bad. And one more thing..... "Reapeat this a hundred times and your seratonin will be shot, possibly for life." According to your statement before on how much E u used to pop, ur neurotransmitters are supposed to be "shot for life" according to your own theory. Actually that would kinda explain your upsetness, agression and such big desire to get a blow job. peace

Well, they are comparable in my opinion.... Both are uppers ("stimulants") no? But yes you are correct about "fuckedup" part, but visuals appear usually on 3rd day, not the second. Though its caused by the substance, it has nothing to do with the chemical structure. Its just that eyes get so tired after 3 days of being up they start to "malfunction" a little bit, its like light acid trip visuals. But its not necessary to stay up for 3 days. Shit after a nite out rolling im able to sleep in the end of next day just fine and without any miserable "crashes". Its my substance of choice =) But everybody is different ofcourse. Just dont take anybodys word for it. You never know what it is until u try. *Devil's Advocate Smile*

Chemical is named "Chlorpromazine" that goes under the brandname of "Thorazine". Its most commonly used to treat psychotic disorders and to terminate psychedelic sessions. Read this article, its interesting: http://www.erowid.org/pharms/chlorpromazine/chlorpromazine_info1.shtml But i want to ask same question asked above "Why?"... Actually let me rephrase "WHY?!?!?!", nyc is been so dry and its so hard to find acid here, if you get ahold on some, find an amplifier that will extend your trip not the otherwise, cause that shit becoming extinct or something =) lol

HERE IS YOUR PRESENT: www.erowid.org Next time you plan to entertain us with a scary story about such hardcore drugs and about what they do to you: 1) Go to open up your present 2) Read up on the substance that you planning to lecture about 3) Try to not get carried away writing your fiction 4) Find people who still believe in toothfairy to target with your general warning Note: Sometimes also if you accidently happen to notice that detailed information about the substance in question matches your fiction, copy and paste paragraphs from your present to prove your point and sound like smart, concerned, mature young individual, and ofcourse attract the members of opposite sex. Ignoring that horse shit i wrote above, thank you for your concern for all us poor E abusers. Also if you want to make your point, please just ask your friend for an official diagnosis issued by his/her doctor at the time. When you get it, most likely you gonna be surprised to find out that operations had nothing to do with E and just forget about this thread, or you gonna prove everybody wrong.... Imagine the pleasure....

Word of the day is beautiful medicine named "AMBIEN" Its prescription only (which i had), so i have few of those lying around for emergencies. I never had better cure for morning coke crashes. 10mg ambien + 10-15 minutes = fuckin beautiful knockout. But personal opinion... Coke sucks ass in every possible way. Reasons: Short, Unstable, Bad withdrawals. Crystal Meth is the cure for the youth of our nation =) It sure beats coke by any parameter possible. Only minus that its almost impossible to get around NYC. :roll:

Well yes, i got tired of coke, when i realized there is such a beautiful thing as crystal meth....... Oh behave.....

Life would be so fuckin boring without few key elements: "Sex, Drugs, and Rock & Roll". ON FRIDAY AFTERNOON First we fuck, then take drugs, then we rock, the take some drugs, then we roll, then we take some more drugs, then we have some more sex, then we have some more drugs, then we roll, then we have some more sex, then we rest, then we have some more drugs, then we rock, then we roll, then we have some more sex, then we take some more drugs, then we shake our empty wallets...... THEN WE REALIZE ITS MONDAY Oooooppps i did it again......

Watch "Requiem For a Dream" http://www.requiemforadream.com/ Shows really nice what speed does to a person. Best condition to watch that movie is in crash in the morning lol