crashedfx

Whatsup everybody, after being offline for a few months, im back. I missed you all.... :)

Sex on E is very good...... isnt it? Just while doing shrooms+e dont try going down on a girl...... Last time i tried that, i was receiving instructions from her genetals....

For each person its different ofcourse, but drugs educated me alot. On drugs life goes faster, so i think people grow faster as well. When i hit rock bottom cause of major drug abuse, i saw so clearly who really cared about me. Most unexpected people reached down to give me a hand and pull me out of the gutter, and many people who were very very close to me like my g/f gave up on me in almost one single moment. I dont blame any of them though for not even trying, God bless them all, i hope they have a wonderful life. As far as hanging out and partying, each person should try to tolerate drug crowd around them without joining, and try to have fun without any kind of substances. Person who can do that is truly blessed. This is where i failed so many times that i dont even want to try anymore. But thank God i still have many friends that im not bound to by a drug usage or anything related. "...most bad habits are tools to help us through life." - Nietzsche You win some you loose some.....

Damn rite.... Jar of K over a coke any time.... Quater of crystal meth over a jar of K any time.... 1 tab of acid over quater of crystal any time..... 2 tabs of acid over 1 tab of acid any time.... 3 tabs of acid over 2 tabs of acid any time.... 4 tabs of acid over 3 tabs of acid any time.... 5 tabs of acid over 4 tabs of acid any time.... 6 tabs of acid over 5 tabs of acid any time.... *continues for a few days* 300.000.000 tabs of acid over 299.999.999 tabs of acid any time.... But lets not get carried away...

ACID IS DEAD, ONLY NOT IN MY BASEMENT Officially i gave up..... I cant find no fuckin acid in this fuckin city. Month of everyday searches, and no luck whatsoever. Just bunch of assholes flapping their mouths about "having MAAAAD hookups". *crashedfx looks around if anyone showing sympathy for his miseries* Im just gonna go cry on my pillow, and say my nightly prayer... "Heavenly contact, who deals in brooklyn hallowed be thy substances thy liquid drops come they will be gone on acid as its not on extasy give me my weekly gel tabs. forgive me my bad referrals as i forgive those who sell fake extasy and lead me not into E+K crash but deliver me psychodellics. Amen...." Somebody kill me already..... :(

Aciiiiiiiiid, oh my god.... Salt on my wounds Cant find that shit nowhere. I miss it so much, that my significant other is getting jealous. LOL PARTY AT ZEROKEWL'S (LOL jes kidding) Zerokewl you da man! You got fuckin dopest beats streaming off your website. You got me hooked.

Ephedra is what they make amphetamines from, im %90 sure that the xenadrine with ephedrine would be much more efficient than the one without. Also the Xenadrine that contains ephedrine has Guarana Extract included, which as far as i know gives you alot of energy. Though your health would be much more damaged by the one that contains elements above. So its ur choice.... My personal advice, dont eat that shit at all, it doesent work. Hope this helps.

1) You do need a blow job..... I just didnt know that you need it so badly.... Lookup escort services on the net or something. 2) Shroomy knows wtf is up, cause i've been following threads with shroomy's comments. Definetely my partner in crime for the love of erowid.org and other equally informational websites. 3) Seratonin is a neurotransmitter to be more precise as well as Dopamine, lack of which has much more to do with depressions after tripping on E. 4) If you would fuckin pay attention you would see clear statement made by shroomy that manic depression and more common depression like the one in extasy hangover are two different things. 5) I popped more than a hundred pills since last summer and my seratonin as well as dopamine is fine, i have no permanent after effects. 6) And as far as medicine prescribed by shrinks.... Well you dont know "jack shit" about it either. Shrinks prescribe things called SSRIs which stands for Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors, commonly known as anti-depressants. Its very unnecessary to be "dependant" on them, when i had problems with depressions after serious drug abuse period, i took a course that lasted aprox 1 month, and i got myself back on the level and use of anti-depressants after that period wasnt necessary anymore. Dude, like i mentioned in my previous message, as your fuckin friend for official diagnosis issued by his doctor, if you want to prove your point so fuckin bad. And one more thing..... "Reapeat this a hundred times and your seratonin will be shot, possibly for life." According to your statement before on how much E u used to pop, ur neurotransmitters are supposed to be "shot for life" according to your own theory. Actually that would kinda explain your upsetness, agression and such big desire to get a blow job. peace

Well, they are comparable in my opinion.... Both are uppers ("stimulants") no? But yes you are correct about "fuckedup" part, but visuals appear usually on 3rd day, not the second. Though its caused by the substance, it has nothing to do with the chemical structure. Its just that eyes get so tired after 3 days of being up they start to "malfunction" a little bit, its like light acid trip visuals. But its not necessary to stay up for 3 days. Shit after a nite out rolling im able to sleep in the end of next day just fine and without any miserable "crashes". Its my substance of choice =) But everybody is different ofcourse. Just dont take anybodys word for it. You never know what it is until u try. *Devil's Advocate Smile*

Chemical is named "Chlorpromazine" that goes under the brandname of "Thorazine". Its most commonly used to treat psychotic disorders and to terminate psychedelic sessions. Read this article, its interesting: http://www.erowid.org/pharms/chlorpromazine/chlorpromazine_info1.shtml But i want to ask same question asked above "Why?"... Actually let me rephrase "WHY?!?!?!", nyc is been so dry and its so hard to find acid here, if you get ahold on some, find an amplifier that will extend your trip not the otherwise, cause that shit becoming extinct or something =) lol

HERE IS YOUR PRESENT: www.erowid.org Next time you plan to entertain us with a scary story about such hardcore drugs and about what they do to you: 1) Go to open up your present 2) Read up on the substance that you planning to lecture about 3) Try to not get carried away writing your fiction 4) Find people who still believe in toothfairy to target with your general warning Note: Sometimes also if you accidently happen to notice that detailed information about the substance in question matches your fiction, copy and paste paragraphs from your present to prove your point and sound like smart, concerned, mature young individual, and ofcourse attract the members of opposite sex. Ignoring that horse shit i wrote above, thank you for your concern for all us poor E abusers. Also if you want to make your point, please just ask your friend for an official diagnosis issued by his/her doctor at the time. When you get it, most likely you gonna be surprised to find out that operations had nothing to do with E and just forget about this thread, or you gonna prove everybody wrong.... Imagine the pleasure....

Word of the day is beautiful medicine named "AMBIEN" Its prescription only (which i had), so i have few of those lying around for emergencies. I never had better cure for morning coke crashes. 10mg ambien + 10-15 minutes = fuckin beautiful knockout. But personal opinion... Coke sucks ass in every possible way. Reasons: Short, Unstable, Bad withdrawals. Crystal Meth is the cure for the youth of our nation =) It sure beats coke by any parameter possible. Only minus that its almost impossible to get around NYC. :roll:

Well yes, i got tired of coke, when i realized there is such a beautiful thing as crystal meth....... Oh behave.....

Life would be so fuckin boring without few key elements: "Sex, Drugs, and Rock & Roll". ON FRIDAY AFTERNOON First we fuck, then take drugs, then we rock, the take some drugs, then we roll, then we take some more drugs, then we have some more sex, then we have some more drugs, then we roll, then we have some more sex, then we rest, then we have some more drugs, then we rock, then we roll, then we have some more sex, then we take some more drugs, then we shake our empty wallets...... THEN WE REALIZE ITS MONDAY Oooooppps i did it again......

Watch "Requiem For a Dream" http://www.requiemforadream.com/ Shows really nice what speed does to a person. Best condition to watch that movie is in crash in the morning lol

(Adderall is not an E substitute. Dealers dont usually have them. Adderall can be bought from person who has ADD, if he/she is willing to sell.) Adderall is a mixture of four different amphetamine salts (Dexedrine) - Dextroamphetamine Saccharate, Amphetamine Aspartate, Dextroamphetamine Sulfate, and Amphetamine Sulfate. Adderall is prescribed to people with ADD. Adderall is abused in colleges especially around midterms. Adderall as well as many other stimulant drugs like Ritalin and Concerta, is perfect so called "study drug". It gives you ultimate concentration. It can used in clubs as well. Some people like it. Especially ones who like to roll on Crystal Meth. It can be a very good substitute. Both drugs are amphetamine based, so "high" is very similar, and it lasts just as long as crystal meth does. Adderall does not come close to any psychedellics. Adderall removes hunger and sleep. On Adderall you can stay up for days. After 3-4 days staying up person starts seeing hallusinations because body is overstressed and eyes are tired, however Adderall keeps you up. My personal experience was one of the worst ones, after staying up for 4 days i started seeing ghosts walking in hallways of my office building. It lead to worst type of paranoia. Whoever is using or thinking of using it to stay of for long time please remeber not to overexceed 3 day periods, or it gets really really bad. After long term of Adderall abuse, person experiences narcolepsy, chronical depressions, mental unstability, etc... And dont get me started on what it does to kidneys, liver and other very needed organs. Its one of the worst drugs to abuse on long term periods, cause most likely person abusing does not even notice serious changes in personality. (Off the record... Adderall can help person to get over serious heartbreaks for example, but it will cost you a load of health. Adderall keeps you concentrated on current day and there is no yesterday nor tomorrow. I did it once and i do regret it seriously, cause after it i started feeling like shit and having pains in lower back etc... and in general my health level went seriously down.) Correct me if im wrong. Hope it helps...

There can be so many different answers to this.... I mean it depends on how "bad for you" is he really? Dont rely on "that must be a sign", cause cmon thats just bullshit, if you believe in "signs" you might as well pray for fairy to swing her magic wand and make everything just like you want it. I cant give interesting answer to this, cause i cant relate... I cant even imagine who can even possibly be "bad for me". Dammit its usually complete opposite If you care enough for your future, you dont want to get back together with someone whos bad for you. I persoally so dont give a fuck about mine. I live one day at the time, and i'll keep it that way as long as i can.

OMG!!! I would be so down! CrackFest2K! Word up :drunk:

I've been there before. I wish i could've found out who that fag was, i would've kicked his fuckin forehead in. But he like disappeared. It was my last $20, thats why i was soo pissed off. But whats done is done. Dont sweat it bro, it happends often when u buy shit from people you dont know.

Yeah, it was mad kool. Though it got kinda strange at beginnin' when place was full of people, i think there was even more than 20 and everybody just came down from Vinyl and was there sitting quiet, like trying to accept the daylight. My eyez was still hurting from sun at that time though i left Vinyl before 8. I hope there was no mess left to clean there after we left. In any case, i had good time, and i hope everybody else did. I'm really glad i didnt skip Vinyl + Afterparty yesterday even though i have chewing gum on my pants from that seat in chillout room haha. I'm gonna have great time cleanin it off It was nice meetin' you all. Happy New Year! :drunk:

Goddammit.... Am i still fucked up from yesterday, or there is something wrong with that picture? Shit, but i do find it funny though...

Guys MS makes somewhat decent user-friendly products. There is a lot of shitty software made by them, thats true too. I use Windows 2000, and i had it crash on me like only once during this year, like kept spitting memory dumps on startups. If you want your windows to work good: 1) Try to by brand name comuters. Dell, Micron, Gateway, Compaq, HP... Whatever comes with pre-instlled windows. 2) In case you build/buy non brand names, keep your shit up to date, like bios, drivers, service packs, etc... Cause many motherboards come with like 5 year old bios and windows doesent cooperate well with them, especially ones with shittiest memory management like 95/98/ME. 3) Run "Windows Update" sometimes, it will look for latest security updates. One of the security updates you might want to check out is for MS Outlook 2000, you can find it here: http://office.microsoft.com/Downloads/2000/Out2ksec.aspx 4) Dont install everything that u see on Internet. Many programs, that are un-tested open-source made, might damage Windows without you noticing it, and crashing it many days/weeks later. 5) Dont rush into buying new versions of Windows, cause like any other product they are unstable. For example to stabilize Windows 2000, it took like 3-5 months. So wait awhile before buying XP, it had very bad security reviews. I personally use Win2K like i said, but i use it only for as workstation. For all server side shit, i use only unix based operating systems like OpenBSD or Linux. There is a purpose for every operating system. Except i dont find MacOS and Macintosh in general any useful for me, though Macintosh hardware architecture is much better then x86 Intel (Pentiums, etc...). AOL (Not including AIM): This is a fuckin worst piece of software/company/isp i ever seen in my life. This shit is sooooooo unsecure, feels like they trying to make it that way. I discovered shitload of exploits and unsecurities that its not even funny. Their service is slow and new versions of AOL are so unstable that it should be illeagal to release it, cause people who use AOL usually are not computer experts and when something happends, for them its very hard to fix. Their tech support is full of brainless morons, who dont know what they doing and read all instructions from piece of paper. I think for so many years that they've been around, their shit is supposed to be much better quality....

Closed at like 10AM..... Music was fuckin off the hook, but i was sooo tired to move anywhere. I met some of CP people, and everybody is mad cool, i happy that i came to Vinyl for after hours. It was nice meetin' y'all. Lets hope we spend rest of the year, just like we started it... partying As for everybody being "crackheads" as trancend said.... well i dont think that... hm... Well shit i should now shuddup, cause i dont even remember how i ended up in Vinyl in a first place....

Im not talking about any illegal drugs. But stackers fuck u up even worse than many "illegal" things. To keep urself awake, just by "Ephedrine Pills" from any good pharmacy. They will keep you awake. Ephedrine is what keeps u up. You dont need that other shit mixed in stackers.

Ciao la Principessa, Difference between stacker 2 and 3 u can find here: http://www.xenadrine-hydroxycut-stacker-2-3-4-eas-myoplex-betagen-betalean.com/stacker22.html http://www.xenadrine-hydroxycut-stacker-2-3-4-eas-myoplex-betagen-betalean.com/stacker31.html As on personal note, i can add that both of them are equally fucked up. I've used both. When u overtake either one it makes your heart race so fast that it comes almost to a level of heart attack. For me 3 pillz is a limit. (At same time). Just to let you know, if you already dont... Stackers contain Ephedra plant extract. Its like pure Ephedrine, its what they make amphetamines from. So its more mild than snorting speed or crystal meth. Or a long term use after effects are same, liver, kidneys... All that will be damaged. Read about amphetamines more, its all in this URL: http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/amphetamines/amphetamines.shtml Dont try to get a "buzz" with stackers, they dont do shit for it. And if you trying to loose weight, PM me and i'll tell you how to get rid of like 30 pounds within a 2 weeks.