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ok. My friend melissa and i are sitting here. ....trying to think of a place to go... our friend doesn't have 21 id so we need something 18 and older...but on the island (Long island that would be) coz we all have work tomorrow...otherwise....roxy looks good. ahhhhgggghhhhhhh help help help help AGGGG:confused: :confused: :confused:

Now...my ex boyfriend who i'm completely in love with, When we were together, there was always weed, and a little X,towards the end some K....( but recreationally) I usually let this all slide, hating to be the paranoid and annoying girlfriend. But we're sort of friends now, and things are getting pretty bad....to a point where, i can't sit here knowing about all this without doing or saying anything. THe thing is that with him, it's not just a club thing (he doesn't go to those anymore), a party thing, or even just a weekend thing...it's always an almost everyday and an any hour of the day thing. Last week, he told me he did Heroin...I started crying, and he said after new years he'd stop both coke and heroin...what do i do?? someone i know saw him this weekend and he was coked out again...i'm terrified he's ruining his life, he's so talented, and i have to do something...People tell me i can't be his savior, that he's gonna do what he wants to do, but i can't sit here and do nothing! ugghh, where do i start??? ......

UGGGHHH...i completely sympathize! Your ex should have had the respect to call u every once in a while! especially if he felt the way he says he does- it's just the threat that you're actually moving on! he's jealous, it's natural i guess, but he should have made the right move at the right time...but guys are never very good at doing that. I have the same problem with my ex...everytime he knows i'm seeing someone new...he comes back in the picture, with "i love you baby" and i always craawwwwl back...oh well

2001...oh jeez... you know when you feel like you've complete wasted a moment in your life...yeah that's the way i feel about all of 2001...ugghh...sure, it started off fine and dandy...i met someone i was crazy about...infact someone i fell in love with... only to realize that i was sooo wrong for trusting someone again...**Guys are not to be trusted, no matter how honest they may OUTWARDLY appear, in the end it's all just bullshit...so i fell into a depression...during which i didn't go out (what was the point..i didn't want to meet people, talk to people, i just wanted to sleep) so basically i didn't eat, didn't go out,, didn't socialize or speak to a lot of my close friends...just slept...then somehow i got suckered into thinking that maybe it was all a misunderstanding...i got suckered THREE times....that's what love does to you i guess...becoming more and more miserable with each time...but now i've decided i've had enough. I'm wasting my life away worrying about petty things, and being miserable over someone who just isn't worth it...so finally at the end of the year...i've decided to bring myself back to normalcy... go out and have a good time, and learn to be happy once in a while..so now..i'm trying to be happy with myself, being single and having fun...and i've joined CP! so a horrible year had a pretty decent ending huh?

OHH yay. this might just be what i'm gonna do new years...i'm 19 too, and every palce is 21!! damn. Ohhhhh i could KILLL the people i had plans with...turns out all my fellow partiers have work..and the one that isn't wokring thinks hse's cool and decided to go to the MTV crap (MTV is wayyyy over rated) and left me with no plans! BITCH! haha well i just wanna hang out with some cool laid back people, PARTY go CRAZY, ge smashed, and have lost of fun...

ahhh...ok. who doesn't have fabulous new years plans?? OH that would be ME! Last year i went to this absoulutely amazing party, but so far, my friends and I haven't gotten word of anything that sounds really great, now it's a little late to buy tickets for stuff...and my club buddy is too broke anyways!! If any one has ANY suggestions...let me know ASAP PLEASE!! ta ta and thanx guys.

A bunch of my friends are goin to exit...what i really wanna do is check out the Roxy scene...but c'est la vie, i guess, ...does anyone know who's spinning at exit tonight by the way?? is Draper doing after hours?? I'm not sure if i'll even go, i might hit up a few bars instead....muah...

Hmmm...listen, she didn't say you were broken up, and because u say you guys had great comunication, i doubt she would bullshit you, saying it wasn't over whent she thinks it is. Don't stress yourself over something that hasn't happened, After six years, it's obvious that she has to care for you on so many different levels, and that's not something you can forget in a week and a day...so just take it step by step, go with the flow, don't mope or stress, if u want to see how she's doing call her up and ask what's been up, how she's been, but don't smother! I understand the complete frustration anger and sadness that you're feeling right now, when my boyfriend left me this last august, i thought i was going to die, honestly...I mean I was so used to spending almost every second of every day with him, and having him to turn to when i was feeling like crap, or whenI was happy...and everything was so perfect. the time i spent with him was one of the most amazing episodes in my life...but i guess he wasn't the one, and things weren't meant to work out, atleast, i understand that now...but a few months ago...i was a mess i didn't eat anything, i slept all day and all night...i fell into a severe depression, and baby, i'm telling you, if you let that happen to you, it's not going to accomplish anything...especially if you're going to fall apart and you don't know for sure that she doesn't want to be with you. It seems that she does have a tons of things to juggle and just needs some space and a little time alone. and then again, she could be realizing that you ARE the one, and maybe she just wants to test what it would be like without you. But don't cling to extremes, just take it slow...ok hunnie...i hope you'll feel better...and she is a lucky girl to have someone who loves her as much as you do. *huggggg*

I could def use some tix! that'd be awesome, that line is such a bitch

definitely don't take 'em....get new ones if u really need 'em...from someone u know u can trust:cool:

well, dears, you see, i have to commute from the island dammit...and i don't want to do it alone.....and i'm a girlie...

AHHHHH I NEED TO GO TO ROXY!!!! I'm gonna try to convince all my friends to go there instead....damnnnn.....i'm so pumped for this!

i don't have 21 ID...is Roxy 18 tonight?? i wanna hit it up after the usual familly stuff...

Exit the 28th...i'm there...damn. roxy's the place to be from what I hear...but no one wants to come with me!! and everyone and their mother is goin to Exit...now i love exit...it's fun..it's been good to me- hehe...but i'm ready to try something different! well how do u think it'll go ne wayz?? give me some encouraging words to hype me up.. ohhh and i want to go out tonight it's xmas eve...what's there to do??? ahhh i'm getting cabin fever in here..... much love...

Yeah..being single around this time fawkin sucks. I completely sympathize, i'm depressed, b/c i have no plans for new years, all of my closest friends are working that night...and i want ot party and have fun! there just seems nothing to do nowadays, yeah i guess the routine has gotten old, i was sick of partying for a while, but now i'm back, but i'd really like to try something new. to top things off i'm still stressing over my ex, we're still talking, and he's playing head games! agghh...i'd like to spend it with him, but... oh well, if anyone has any party suggestions- let me know!!