jy

i'm here i'm here.. had a FUCKING rough few weeks.

I can't trust either and it's not because I lie to other people. Not being able to lay my trust in someone elses hands is because a few people in that past have ruined it for me.. usually that's what happens.

i hope you're feeling/feel better babe

nah i'm not going to call.. it's really not *my* thing

we develop an eye for these things babe

yeah i agree.. i said wtf too.. maybe she's leaving parts of the story out.

they are adorable!!!

oh my

yeah i realize it's cheating, i was just wondering what everyone else thought.. her boy is a good friend of mine and i feel almost obliged to tell him if she doesn't chose to. I'm hoping she'll realize what happened and just come clean about it but she just doesn't want to hear it. Bottom line is she doesn't think she cheated and swears the if her boy were to have done it she wouldn't care which I know is total bullshit.

yeah for sure but she seems to think there isn't anything wrong because she didn't actually touch the guy nor did he touch her.. so she wont tell her boy..

that mullet isn't evenly cut lol the left side is shorter than the right.

this shit happens to me all the time. I'm too nice and get stepped all over.. it fucking blows

talking to a friend and she tells me that this weekend she hooked up with a guy but didn't.. so i say wtf? either you did or you didn't. she has a boyfriend and was out with some friends, she had too much to drink and ended up going home with a girlfriend and a whole bunch of other people.. her and some guy ended up masterbating together.. is that cheating??????

loving the crooked bangs.

last night babe.. JONNY??? did you go babe?

lol, it'd kill the thrill!!!

once a cheater always a cheater.

who's going

it doesn't necissarily have to be 514.. and i dunno

you just have to follow your heart. I'm sure you love your girlfriend dearly but maybe it isn't the type of love you originally thought it was. Sometimes people grow apart or just aren't meant to be together but can make wonderful friends. Like you said when you went out with the girl from work it was the first time you didn't care what your girl was up to. I think that is a sign that you're moving on. I think you should tell your girl, afterall it's only fair she knows. If you're really interested in that girl from work like you say you are then I think you should do something about it. Don't stay with someone when you're questioning the relationship especially when the doubts stem from meeting someone else.

I headed out to a club with a few friends for a birthday. I haven't been there in two years and wasn't really expecting much because it's reputation is basically a place for little kids to get liquored up. Anyways it turned out to be Sex night and they had dancers both male and female everywhere. I just kind of laughed as these girls and guys stood on the bars and danced for all the people beneath them. As the night went on one of the dancers came up to talk to me, he started talking to me and turned out to be really nice. Anyways we talked for a little while but then he had to go because he was expected to be up on stage for another dance. He was cute seemed nice and when we were talking he was really interesting. He wasn't talking bullshit and seemed to be pretty fucking intelligent. Anyways he went back to work and I watched him give this chick a lap dance, I watched him grind his crotch in her face and get naked up on stage. lol so after his dance he got dressed again and soon after he came back to talk to me, we had a drink talked a little and then he said he had to go and handed me his number. I'm not sure if I should call.. just watching him dance bothered me, i dunno if i could handle that. any advice?

damn girl you took my best picture..

middle-of-the-night-sex when you wake up to yer boy goin down on you.

I like being alone

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