etherialboytoy

Ok, here is the story... The other night my boyfriend and I were having a discussion about our sexual partners. He is had about 18 and I have had about 4. We both agree that we want to spend our lives together, but I feel that I don't have men out of my system. I want to be able to have sex with other guys. I told him to give me a month, I had asked for longer but he declined. He told him I was not to give my name to them or any personal info that it would have to be a one nite stand, I agreed. I did tell him that within those 30 days I would go out on my own. This was on the 4th of July, when I was getting ready to go on this weekend on my own. He told me he didn't want me to. He is afraid I will meet someone and fall for them. I told that I loved him very much and that I knew it was hurting him so I wouldn't do it. The problem is that eventhough I love him very much I find it too hard sometimes to resist temptation. I love him and I don't know why I feel these urges for others. Can anyone offer any advice?

It's probably a combination of old age and taking drugs. I'm sorry but he is not as good as in the old days.

My boyfriend went to his first club here in NYC with a girlfriend LUXX this past saturday night. Ever since then he talks about how great that place is and how its not another kidds club where they play nothing but "ghetto trance music". He was raving how he enjoys the 80's fashion all the "club kids" from the old days are wearing that has been inspired by his idol "Patricia Field" of Sex and The City fame and Hotel Venus. He said that he ran into Sofia Lamar who is so amazing beautiful. I asked my boyfriend if he had asked what did she do with the penis she had removed. LUxx this Luxx that how do I make him stop. He says there is no other club like it.