cuban2def

yea but do u think jp will have a following in miami?..

check the website www.soundfactorymiami.com it has the address already.. i hope he has the same sucess he had in ny and i want to know who's gonna be his resident dj

i dont kno , but JP parties have changed, i was always going to SF way back in the day. i was with some people under 21 so i had not much choice this year, well i was very dissapointed with the way he spun, he was playin the same track for like hours it seemed, and the good tracks he did drop were'nt even on for long...then he seemed as if he kept messing up, i dont kno but i prob will not be going to another one. overall the party was ok, i had fun cuz i was with a bunch of fun people but, overall JP was def off from what he use to be like.

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but who is the girl in ur sigggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!! its my x

ur so true

the girl in ur sig i think is my x g/f! lol

she told me herself she is very confused...so i guess i jus gotta wait or go on my own..

well boyz and girls..i jus got bac from visiting the "GIRL" and happens that her uncle died on thursday ..and the X came by b/c he was friends wit him...she told me jus now i am what she wants and she will be wit me on christmas...so i dont kno what to do now..she says she needs a couple days..b/c now that her x has a reason to be by...she has to find a way to get rid of him..i am so confused..but she did call me...and met up wit me..and did tell me she wants to be with me on christmas ladies what do you think?

it was the one b4 this one who could not get over me...and is happy i got played...

i think one of x g/fs was readin this board and jus put this thing on the ny board about me..and her b4 this relationship!!!!!! crazyness READ!!!!!!!! Let's see if anyone out there can relate to this... I'm sick and tired of reading my ex's moral high road crap about how he was wronged and how other people (a.k.a. me) are just insecure and weak. Perhaps if you stepped outside your arrogance you would see that relationships fall apart on account of two people. Maybe you're in denial...maybe you think you've been great but maybe one day in a few years when you can actually see things clearly you'll see that you're the one copping out... you're the one who's too weak to see where you went wrong as opposed to blaming everything on just one person. It's all good though because I was weak for not standing up for myself and saying what I thought while I was in the relationship. Now at least I can see things in their entirety. I can see that I messed up a bunch of times but that in the end I don't have to question my goodness as a person because I was manipulated by the most powerful force in my life: guilt. I know where I went wrong and I tried to make up for it but here's a life lesson if I ever saw one: making up for where you went wrong once someone's decided they're going to close themselves off to you is pointless. They can't accept any of the good or the making up you have to offer because they're too caught up in their pain to see anything outside themselves. I wish I'd been better at times but I don't wish I was still in a relationship where I had to beg the other person to show some emotion- where it was all about pleasing someone who had forgotten how to truly love. Love is not respect for the sake of respect. Principles are important but if you live according to them just for the sake of them they're empty promises. Same goes for saying "i love you" all the time. I am now with someone that loves me completely; I am with my best friend, the best friend who saw me go through all this crap and stood by me. I'm with someone who's earned my devotion, respect, confidence, trust and makes me smile. I don't cry myself to sleep every night. I am a stronger person and I can see all the worth and value I have to offer a relationship and life. This may sound arrogant but it's not- not when you'd gotten to the point where you questioned your worth, your goodness, your morals, your ability to love. These things should not be questioned. If you fall out of love with someone and after years of pain you walk away it's ok. It's what you have to do and it's best for you both if you stick by your decisions. This is strength and not insecurity... That's my piece and the last time I'll ever sign onto this messageboard. I'm through. I'd hung onto a memory long enough but now it's time to focus on the positive and not the past. Peace out NYC messageboard...

thanx guys u makin me feel alot better!!!

i am so fu*king depressed right now

no naked but one where she looke ddamn good..i jus dont kno how to post