I feel the need...

[marcid21]

There's a chance you will be there

I'd like to know the truth

I'll find it out somehow

The chances aren't too strong

A chance you will be there

Please be there alone

Help me speak of love

Chances aren't enough

One's too good to miss

Chances aren't too strong

A chance is all there is

There's a chance you will be there

Wond'ring what to do

How to play my role

I'll leave it up to you

If I disguise my smile

It gives too much away

And what if we can't speak

What then shall I say

Don't you be too long

Something has gone wrong

The chances are all gone

There's a chance you will be there

Wondering what to do

How to play my role

I'll leave it up to you

If I disguise my smile

It gives too much away

What if we can't speak

What then shall I say

Don't you be too long

Something has gone wrong

The chances are all gone

[upjumpdaboogie]

You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.

And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.

You're trying hard not to show it, (baby).

But baby, baby I know it...

You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling,

You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.

Now there's no welcome look in your eyes when I reach for you.

And now you're starting to criticize little things I do.

It makes me just feel like crying, (baby).

'Cause baby, something in you is dying.

You lost that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling,

You've lost that lovin' feeling,

Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah

Baby, baby, I get down on my knees for you.

If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.

We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.

So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.

Baby (baby), baby (baby),

I beg of you please...please,

I need your love (I need your love),

I need your love (I need your love),

So bring it on back (So bring it on back),

Bring it on back (so bring it on back).

Bring back that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling

Bring back that lovin' feeling,

'Cause it's gone...gone...gone,

and I can't go on,

noooo...

Bring back that lovin' feeling,

Whoa, that lovin' feeling

Bring back that lovin' feeling,

'Cause it's gone...gone...

[upjumpdaboogie]

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There's just one thing I need

I don't care about presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I just want you for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true...

All I want for Christmas

Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There is just one thing I need

I don't care about presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking

There upon the fireplace

Santa Claus won't make me happy

With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

All I want for Christmas is you...

You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas

I won't even wish for snow

I'm just gonna keep on waiting

Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it

To the North Pole for Saint Nick

I won't even stay awake to

Hear those magic reindeer click

'Cause I just want you here tonight

Holding on to me so tight

What more can I do

Baby all I want for Christmas is you

You...

All the lights are shining

So brightly everywhere

And the sound of children's

Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing

I hear those sleigh bells ringing

Santa won't you bring me the one I really need

Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas

This is all I'm asking for

I just want to see baby

Standing right outside my door

Oh I just want him for my own

More than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

Baby all I want for Christmas is

You

All I want for Christmas is you baby

{repeat}

[nSyNcBaBy]

I never knew such a day could come

And i never knew such a love could be inside of one

And i never knew what my life was for

But now that you’re here, i know for sure

I never knew til’ i looked in your eyes

I was incomplete til’ the day you walked into my life

And i never knew that my heart could feel so precious and pure

One love so real, real

Can i just see you every morning when

I open my eyes

Can i just feel your heart beating beside me every night

Can we just feel this way together til’ the end of all time

Can i just spend my life with you

Now baby the days and the weeks and the years will roll by

But nothing will change the love inside of you and i

And baby I’ll never find any words that could explain

Just how much my heart, my life, my soul you’ve changed

Can you run to these open arms when no one else understands

Can we tell God and the whole world i’m your woman and you’re my man

Can you just feel how much i love you with one touch of my hand

Can i just spend my life with you

No touch has ever felt so wonderful (you are incredible)

Not a deeper love I’ve ever known {never let you go}

I swear this love is true

Can i just see you every morning when i open my eyes

Can i just feel your heart beating beside me every night

Can we just feel this way together til’ the end of all time

Can I just spend my life with you

Can you run to these open arms when no one else understands

Can we tell God and the whole world

I'm your woman and you're my man

Can you just feel how much i love you with one touch of my hand

Can I just spend my life with you

Can I just spend my life with you

Can I just spend my life with you [forever here with you]

Can I just spend my life with you

Can I just see you every morning when i open my eyes...

[nSyNcBaBy]

You're there by my side

In every way

I know that you would not forsake me

I give you my life

Would not think twice

Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should

When I say I love you darling that means for good

So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you 'til forever

Until death do us part we'll be together

So take my hand and hold on tight

And we'll get there

This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by

Without you in my life to guide me

Where ever I go the one thing that's true

Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it quite as much as I should

When I say I love you darling that means for good

So open up your heart and let me in

And I will love you 'til forever

Until death do us part we'll be together

So take my hand and hold on tight

And we'll get there

This I swear

So when ever you get there

Just reach out for me

I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever

Until death do us part we'll be together

So take my hand and hold on tight

And we'll get there

This I swear

And I will love you 'til forever

Until death do us part we'll be together

So take my hand and hold on tight

And we'll get there

This I swear

[nSyNcBaBy]

I don't know what it is tonight

Your smile, your eyes, yeah

Even in a candlelight

And you're so beautiful

More beautiful that you've ever been

I catch my breath

And fall in love again

I can't image where I'll be without you with me

I need you every day more than words can say

I want you in the life

And for all the life

This night will never end

You take my hand

And I fall in love again

I've been sure that a miracle

Could've brought you here to me

When I'm with you

Heaven's all I see

All I see

Caught up in ever touch

I feel the rush of this moment back when we're here

Each time we kiss

I can't resist

I fall in love again

[upjumpdaboogie]

So gone over you, you, you, you

{Yeah}

{New Monica}

{Woo}

Silly of me

Devoted so much time

To find you unfaithful, boy

I never lost my mind

Drive pass your house every night

In an unmarked car

Wonderin’ what she had on me

To make you break my heart, yeah

{You make me feel}

You make me feel I’m so gone (So gone), oh...

You make me {You make me feel}

Whoa and I love you to love you, baby, I {So gone},

ooh

Nights I couldn’t sleep, uh

You let the sun beat you home

I asked myself over again

What am I doing wrong

To make you stay out all night

And not think to call

What does she have over me

To make him not think to call home

{You make me feel}

You make me feel I’m so gone {So gone}, oh...

You make me {You make me feel}

Whoa and I love you to love you, baby, I {So gone},

ooh

Listen, boy, I’m a rowdy chick

Some times I have to fight ‘cause my mouth too slick

Baby, why you doin’ me like I ain’t worth this s***

Make me wanna ride passed your house and sit

Kick down your door and smack your chick

Just to show you Monica not havin’ it

So in love with you like a drug habit get

{So gone} You treat me so unreal

What she do, I do better (Ooh...oh...)

What she do to make you love her (What did she do)

Is it real or forever

Baby, please can’t we stay together (Is it real or

forever)

What she do, I do better (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

What she do to make you love her (Yeah, ooh...)

Is it real or forever (Is it real)

Baby, please can’t we stay together (Oh)

Whoa and I love you to love you, baby (Whoa and I love

you to love you, baby)

Whoa and I love you to love you, baby, ooh...

Whoa and I love you to love you, baby (Whoa and I love

you to love you, baby)

Whoa and I love you to love you, baby (Just to show

you Monica not havin’ it), yeah

{You make me feel}

You make me feel I’m so gone {So gone}, oh...

You make me {You make me feel}

Whoa and I love you to love you, baby, I {So gone},

ooh

Said that I need you

I don’t really need you

Said that I need you, ooh

[upjumpdaboogie]

All the ladies if you feel me, help me sing it now...

I can't believe i believed

Everything we had would last

So young and naive for me to think

She was from your past

Silly of me to dream of

One day having your kids

Love is so blind

It feels right when it's wrong

I can't believe i fell for four years

And i'm smarter than that

So young and naive to believe that with me

You're a changed man

Foolish of me to compete

When you cheat with loose women

It took me some time but now i moved on

Cuz i realized i got

Me myself and i

That's all i got in the end

That's what i found out

And it ain't no need to cry

I took a vow that from now on

I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i

That's all i got in the end

That's what i found out

And it ain't no need to cry

I took a vow that from now on

I'm gonna be my own best friend

So controlling , you said that you love me

But you don't

Your family told me one day

I would see it on my own

Next thing i know i'm dealing

With your three kids and my home

I've been so blind

It feels right when it's wrong

Now that it's over

Stop calling me

Come pick up your clothes

No need to front like you're still with me

All your homies know

Even your very best friend

Tried to warn me on the low

It took me some time

But now i am strong

Because i realized i got

Me myself and i

That's all i got in the end

That's what i found out

And it ain't no need to cry

I took a vow that from now on

I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i

That's all i got in the end

That's what i found out

And it ain't no need to cry

I took a vow that from now on

I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and i

I know that i will never disappoint myself

All the ladies if you feel me

Help me sing it now

Ya, you hurt me

But i learned a lot along the way

After all the rain

You'll see the sun come out again

I know that i will never disappoint myself

[upjumpdaboogie]

[Chorus]

I wanna get to know you

I really wanna fuck you, baby

I'm lost in your lovin'

I'm simply going to drive you , crazy

I wanna be your lover

I wanna get to know you, baby

I'm lost in your lovin'

I'm simply going to drive you , crazy

[Young Buc]

Im lovin' how you look in my eyes

Swingin' them hips when you pass

I'm visualizing my name tatooed on that ass baby

Jump on this Harley

Lets go smoke some of that Bob Marley

Sip some Bacardi

Then go pull up at the afterparty

I think we make a perfect couple

But you think I'm trouble

Maybe thats the reason you gave me the wrong number

She got me feeling like "maybe she the wrong woman"

Think im'a be chasin' the chicken head you own somethin'

Your toes painted half fixed all the time

And your Gucci boots the same color as mine

If you read between the lines you can see that I want you

I betcha I have you doin' what you said that you won't do

Making decisions shorty good things don't last long

Your girlfriend keep showin' me that thong

Before I head home

Im'a stop at your house and blow the horn

If you come outside you know it's on

[Chorus]

[Lloyd Banks]

Bitches be frustrated with the baller

Wonder why I call her

Maybe because I'm busy and she needs someone to spall her

Hiccups annoy ya from time to time I gotta ignore her

In order to let her know we'll be friends and nothing more

She loves it when I'm in town

Hate it when I'm not around

I get her and wear down

Next door neighboors hear the sound

Pictures hittin' the ground

Just enough to hold us down

I'm stickin' n' moving cruising after the third round

Just lay back baby and let me drive you crazy

I can make a 40 year old feel like a young lady

I admit I fell in love with her frame

And to make her feel special I let her call me by my government name

Her panties wet over fame

Fall in love with my chain

I wonder if I wasn't an entertainer would she remain

Surrounding me hounding me trying to be my only

I'm not your boyfriend I'm your homie.

[Chorus]

[50 Cent]

(Yeah) What would fuck me up more

Watching her lick her lips

Or watching her walk she hypnotize me with her hips (yeah) man

I sweet talk her if she like

Cause all she really want is a nigga to treat her right right

Look I'm legit now used to break laws

Now you can reap the benefits of world tours

Big house big Benz girl it yours

Mink coats Italian shoes stones with no flaws

You ain't go to look like a model for me to adore you

All you gotta do is love me and be loyal

Don't indulge in my past fuck what happened before you

Cause their be some honies gonna hate you that never saw you

Come here let my touch on you I let you touch on me

Put my tounge on you you put your tounge on me

Let me ride on you and you can ride on

We can do it all the night

We can have a balla night

[Chorus]

I wanna get to know you

I really wanna fuck you, baby

I'm lost in your lovin'

I'm simply going to drive you , crazy

I wanna be your lover

I wanna get to know you, baby

I'm lost in your lovin'

I'm simply going to drive you , crazy

I wanna be your lover

I really need to stand you, baby

I wannt be your lover

I really need to stand you, baby, baby, baby, baby.

[upjumpdaboogie]

Lina stood at the edge of a graveyard, flowers in hand. Slowly she walked into it, a look of deep sorrow on her face. She hoped he'd be there, but part of her knew he wouldn't. It had been almost ten long years, still whenever she thought about that day it brought her to tears. If only she knew if he could forgive her or not. Every year since that fateful day she'd come here, trying to put those demons that now haunted her to rest. But to no avail...

"Damnit! How could you leave me!" she yelled into the air. "I LOVED YOU! I still love you..." Tears streamed from her face. She wondered how she could have been so stupid, to have let that happen. She tried to tell herself there was nothing she could do to change it. It didn't help. She should have know better, even then. She'd never make the same mistake again, if she was ever in a position like that again. She doubted that would ever happen again.

She bent down sobbing, she'd never know if he hated her or loved her, or if he'd forgive her for what she did. How could she have been so dumb! She placed the flowerd by a toomstone without looking at it. "Forgive me," she whispered. She hugged herself as the chill wind started to blow harder and started to shiver. Her face felt as if it was turing to ice where the wet lines of her tears were.

Wherever he was, either in this life or the next, she wished she could ask his forgiveness. She longed to, she couldn't stand not knowing if he forgave her or not. Gods, if he hated her for what she did... how could she stand it?

Gods, how she never realized untill then how he'd become her strength. She couldn't imagine how she ever lived without him now, or how she could still be living with him gone. She had wanted to die that day. She still wanted to die, but if he had loved her he'd want her to keep living, and she knew that. She'd just have to be strong without him. Learn to be her own strength.

She'd kept smiling, she was Lina Inverse, she had to keep smiling. Not smiling would have known something was wrong, that she was weak. She didn't want them to know just how much independent her actualy had come to depend on another.

"If only I could have said something... anything..." she whiped away her tears. She replayed that day in her head. Why did she ever let Xellos talk her into looking for the Grimore of the Great Ones with him alone? Sure she acted like she just wanted more spells, more power. Oh, that was it, she was hoping there'd be something to help him in it, since the Great Ones were supposed to have known Shapeshifters.

Gods, what he must have thought in that two weeks they searched for it. Xellos had be trying this, but the thought of him had kept her for falling for his attempts at her. Unfortunately there was nothing that could help him in it. When she did get back that little stunt Xellos pulled must have convinced him something had happened between her and him. He had taken the Sword of Light from Gourry as he slept and ran off.

If only she knew what happened to him. All they had found was his cape, nothing else. He was probably dead, he'd probaly killed himself. He wouldn't have gone off without his cpae and hood to hide his face. If only she had told him, let him know why she went off alone with Xellos... "It was the only way he'd show me where the book was, and I thought it minght have something to turn you back into a human like you wanted," she whispered tracing the name on the toomstone again. "Zelgadis..."

She left the cemetary not really watching where she was going. Suddenly she walked into someone. "I... I'm sorry," she sniffled. She managed to look up at the person she walked into. Gods there was something familiar about him.

"No need to apologize, I think you've been apologizing for things for too long," he said softly

"I... I hurt him. And... and now he's... he's gone..." she started to cry again. The stranger hugged her suddenly.

"Its okay, I'm sure he forgives you," he told her.

She looked at him again... "Zel..." he nodded. "Please forgive me... I love you Zel." He leaned down and kissed her.

"Of course I forgive you my love," he said then faded away. Lina sunk to her knees and cried, not because he was gone, or that he forgave her, but because he did truly love her.

[upjumpdaboogie]

The Meaning Of Rejection Lines Used By Women

10. I think of you as a brother.

(You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in "Deliverance")

9. There's a slight difference in our ages.

(I don't want to do my dad)

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.

(You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes upon)

7. My life is too complicated right now.

(I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the

other guys I'm seeing)

6. I've got a boyfriend.

(I prefer my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's)

5. I don't date men where I work.

(I wouldn't date you if you were in the same 'solar system', much less the same

building)

4. It's not you, it's me.

(It's you)

3. I'm concentrating on my career.

(Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you)

2. I'm celibate.

(I've sworn off only the men like you)

1. Let's be friends.

(I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the

other men I meet and have sex with. It's that male perspective thing)

Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Men

10. I think of you as a sister.

(You're ugly)

9. There's a slight difference in our ages.

(You're ugly)

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.

(You're ugly)

7. My life is too complicated right now.

(You're ugly)

6. I've got a girlfriend.

(You're ugly)

5. I don't date women where I work.

(You're ugly)

4. It's not you, it's me.

(You're ugly)

3. I'm concentrating on my career.

(You're ugly)

2. I'm celibate.

(You're ugly)

1. Let's be friends.

(You're sinfully ugly)

[upjumpdaboogie]

In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey

Butane in my veins so i'm out to cut the junkie

With the plastic eyeballs spray paint the vegetables

Dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose

Kill the headlights and put it in neutral

Stock car flamin' with a loser and the cruise control

Baby's in Reno with the vitamin D

Got a couple of couches sleep on the love seat

Someone keeps sayin' I'm insane to complain

About a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt

Don't believe everything that you breathe

You get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve

So shave your face with some mace in the dark

Savin' all your food stamps and burnin' down the trailer park

Yo cut it

Soy un perdedor

I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me

Double-barrel buckshot

Soy un perdedor

I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me

Forces of evil in a bozo nightmare

Banned all the music with a phony gas chamber

'Cause one's got a weasel and the other's got a flag

One's got on the pole shove the other in a bag

With the rerun shows and the cocaine nose job

The daytime crap with the folksinger slop

He hung himself with a guitar string

Slap the turkey neck and it's hangin' on a pigeon wing

You can't write if you can't relate

Trade the cash for the beef for the body for the hate

And my time is a piece of wax fallin' on a termite

Who's chokin' on the splinters

Soy un perdedor

I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me

Get crazy with the cheeze whiz

Soy un perdedor

I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me

Drive-by body pierce

Yo bring it on down

Soooooooyy

I'm a driver I'm a winner things are gonna change I can feel it

Soy un perdedor

I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me

I can't believe you

Soy un perdedor

I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me

Soy un perdedor

I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me

Sprechen sie Deutches, baby

Soy un perdedor

I'm a loser baby so why don't you kill me

Know what I'm sayin'

[upjumpdaboogie]

Through the darkness

I can see your light

And you will always shine

And I can feel your heart in mine

Your face I've memorized

I idolize just you

I look up to

Everything you are

In my eyes you do no wrong

I've loved you for so long

And after all is said and done

You're still you

After all

You're still you

You walk past me

I can feel your pain

Time changes everything

One truth always stays the same

You're still you

After all

You're still you

I look up to

Everything you are

In my eyes you do no wrong

And I believe in you

Although you never asked me to

I will remember you

And what life put you through

And in this cruel and lonely world

I found one love

You're still you

After all

You're still you

[upjumpdaboogie]

If I had just one tear running down your cheek

Maybe I could cope maybe I'd get some sleep

If I had just one moment at your expense

Maybe all my misery would be well spent

Yeah.... Could you cry a little

Lie just a little

Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain

I gave now I 'm wanting

Something in return

So cry just a little for me

If your love could be caged, honey I would hold the key

And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me

And you'd hunt those lies

They'd be all you'd ever find

And that'd be all you'd have to know

For me to be fine

Yeah.... And you'd cry a little

Die just a little

and baby I would feel just a little less pain

I gave now I'm wanting

Something in return

So cry just a little for me

Give it up baby

I hear your goodbye

Nothins goin save me

I can see it it your eyes

Some kind of heartache

Darlin give it a try

I dont want pity

I just want what is mine

Yeah... Could you cry a little

Lie just a little

Pretend that your're feeling a little more pain

I gave now I'm wanting

Something in retrun

So cry just a little for me

Yeah... Cry just a little for me

woo ooo, could you cry a little for me

yeah, yeah

Jonathan Trager, prominent television producer for ESPN, died last night from complications of losing his soul mate and his fiance. He was thirty-five years old. Soft-spoken and obsessive, Trager never looked the part of a hopeless romantic. But in the final days of his life, he revealed an unknown side of his psyche. This hidden quasi-Jungian persona surfaced during the Agatha Christie-like pursuit for his long, reputed soul mate; a woman whom he only spent a few precious hours with. Sadly, the protracted search ended late Saturday night in complete and utter failure. Yet even in certain defeat, the courageous Trager secretly clung to the belief that life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences. Uh-uh. But rather, it is a tapestry of events that culminate into an exquisite, sublime plan. Ask about the loss of his dear friend, Dean Kansky, the Pulitzer Prize-winning author and executive editor of New York Times, described Jonathan as a changed man in the last days of his life. Things were clearer for him, Kansky noted. Ultimately, Jonathan concluded that if we are to live life in harmony with the universe we must all possess a powerful faith, of what the ancients used to call fatum; what we currently refer to as destiny.

Don't know why I'm surviving every lonely day,

When there's got to be no chance for me.

My life would end.

And it doesn't matter how I cry,

My tears of love a waste of time.

If I turn away...

Can't let go and it doesn't matter how I try

I gave it all so easily to you my love,

To dreams that never will come true

Am I strong enough to see it through

Go crazy is what I will do

Chorus :

Am I strong enough to see it thru?

Go crazy is what I will do...

If I can't have you, I don't want no other, baby,

If I can't have you...uhuhhh...ahhh!

If I can't have you, I don't want no other, baby,

If I can't have you...uhuhhh...ahhh!

And it doesn't matter how I try,

I gave it all too easily to you, my love,

To dream and never will come true...

Chorus :

Am I strong enough to see it thru?

Go crazy is what I will do...

If I can't have you, I don't want no other, baby

If I can't have you...uhuhhh...ahhh!

If I can't have you, I don't want no other, baby,

If I can't have you...uhuhhh...ahhh!...

[upjumpdaboogie]

Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

When you feel it in your body

You found somebody who

Makes you change your ways

Like hanging wit' your crew

Said you act like you ready

But you don't really know

And everything in your past

You wanna let it go

I been there, done it, humped around (ha)

After all that, this is what I found

Nobody wants to be alone

If you're touched by the words in this song

Then maybe

You got it, you got it bad

When you're on the phone

Hang up and you call right back

(Ooh) You got it, you got it bad

If you miss a day without your friend

Your whole life's off track

You know you got it bad when

You stuck in the house

You don't wanna have fun

'Cos all you think about

You got it bad when you're out with someone

But you keep on thinkin' 'bout somebody else

You got it bad

When you say that you love 'em

And you really know everything

That used to matter don't matter no more

Like my money all my cars

You can have it all and

Flowers, cards and candy I do it just 'cos

I said I'm fortunate to have you girl

I want you to know I really adore you

All my people that know what's going on

Look at your mate help me sing my song

Tell her I'm your man

You're my girl

I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world

Ladies, say I'm your girl

You're my man

Promise to love you the best I can

See I've been there, done it, humped around

After all that, this is what I found

Every one of y'all are just like me

It's too bad that you can't see

That you got it bad

You got it, you got it bad

When you're on the phone

Hang up and you call right back

(Ooh) You got it, you got it bad

If you miss a day without your friend

Your whole life's off track

You know you got it bad when

You stuck in the house

You don't wanna have fun

'Cos all you think about

You got it bad when you're out with someone

But you keep on thinkin' 'bout somebody else

You got it bad

You got it, you got it bad

When you're on the phone

Hang up and you call right back

(Ooh) You got it, you got it bad

If you miss a day without your friend

Your whole life's off track

You know you got it bad when

You stuck in the house

You don't wanna have fun

'Cos all you think about

You got it bad when you're out with someone

But you keep on thinkin' 'bout somebody else

You got it bad

[upjumpdaboogie]

Ecco ora mai, il momento temuto da tempo, sai

Gia so quello che mi dirai, e la fine di noi.

So che con lui

tu ti senti piu

libera di essere

di volere, di prendere

di contare di piu

Che sciocco io

io che ti ho dato tutto di me

Ora che vai

stai portando il mio cuore con te.

Un amore per sempre

dura solo un istante

Sono tanti ricordi che

svaniscono in te

Resta forse quel sogno

Una storia di amanti

ma a la fine vai via

da me

Questa citta` che mi penso

deserto di lacrime

Sento il cuore affogato in me

Mentre tu sei con lui

Dicono che no si muore nel'amore

Non perdi mai

Io mi sento morire ormai

fuoco dentro di me

So pure che dovrei essere felice per te

Ma, mentirei, perche volgio che resti con me

Un amore per sempre

Dura solo un istante

Sono tanti ricordi

che svaniscono in te

Resta forse quel sogno

una storia di amanti

Ma la fine di verlo

te ne vai, vai con duole

Un amore per sempre

dura solo un istante

Sono troppi ricordi

che svaniscono in te

Resta quel che momento

forse solo un istante

Ma la fine vai via

lontano da me

[nSyNcBaBy]

Originally posted by upjumpdaboogie

Lina stood at the edge of a graveyard, flowers in hand. Slowly she walked into it, a look of deep sorrow on her face. She hoped he'd be there, but part of her knew he wouldn't. It had been almost ten long years, still whenever she thought about that day it brought her to tears. If only she knew if he could forgive her or not. Every year since that fateful day she'd come here, trying to put those demons that now haunted her to rest. But to no avail...

"Damnit! How could you leave me!" she yelled into the air. "I LOVED YOU! I still love you..." Tears streamed from her face. She wondered how she could have been so stupid, to have let that happen. She tried to tell herself there was nothing she could do to change it. It didn't help. She should have know better, even then. She'd never make the same mistake again, if she was ever in a position like that again. She doubted that would ever happen again.

She bent down sobbing, she'd never know if he hated her or loved her, or if he'd forgive her for what she did. How could she have been so dumb! She placed the flowerd by a toomstone without looking at it. "Forgive me," she whispered. She hugged herself as the chill wind started to blow harder and started to shiver. Her face felt as if it was turing to ice where the wet lines of her tears were.

Wherever he was, either in this life or the next, she wished she could ask his forgiveness. She longed to, she couldn't stand not knowing if he forgave her or not. Gods, if he hated her for what she did... how could she stand it?

Gods, how she never realized untill then how he'd become her strength. She couldn't imagine how she ever lived without him now, or how she could still be living with him gone. She had wanted to die that day. She still wanted to die, but if he had loved her he'd want her to keep living, and she knew that. She'd just have to be strong without him. Learn to be her own strength.

She'd kept smiling, she was Lina Inverse, she had to keep smiling. Not smiling would have known something was wrong, that she was weak. She didn't want them to know just how much independent her actualy had come to depend on another.

"If only I could have said something... anything..." she whiped away her tears. She replayed that day in her head. Why did she ever let Xellos talk her into looking for the Grimore of the Great Ones with him alone? Sure she acted like she just wanted more spells, more power. Oh, that was it, she was hoping there'd be something to help him in it, since the Great Ones were supposed to have known Shapeshifters.

Gods, what he must have thought in that two weeks they searched for it. Xellos had be trying this, but the thought of him had kept her for falling for his attempts at her. Unfortunately there was nothing that could help him in it. When she did get back that little stunt Xellos pulled must have convinced him something had happened between her and him. He had taken the Sword of Light from Gourry as he slept and ran off.

If only she knew what happened to him. All they had found was his cape, nothing else. He was probably dead, he'd probaly killed himself. He wouldn't have gone off without his cpae and hood to hide his face. If only she had told him, let him know why she went off alone with Xellos... "It was the only way he'd show me where the book was, and I thought it minght have something to turn you back into a human like you wanted," she whispered tracing the name on the toomstone again. "Zelgadis..."

She left the cemetary not really watching where she was going. Suddenly she walked into someone. "I... I'm sorry," she sniffled. She managed to look up at the person she walked into. Gods there was something familiar about him.

"No need to apologize, I think you've been apologizing for things for too long," he said softly

"I... I hurt him. And... and now he's... he's gone..." she started to cry again. The stranger hugged her suddenly.

"Its okay, I'm sure he forgives you," he told her.

She looked at him again... "Zel..." he nodded. "Please forgive me... I love you Zel." He leaned down and kissed her.

"Of course I forgive you my love," he said then faded away. Lina sunk to her knees and cried, not because he was gone, or that he forgave her, but because he did truly love her.

[upjumpdaboogie]

I always dream that everything

Would be okay with me and you

I was wrong

Than i look into your eyes

I didn't see all the things i use to see

What's going on

You gave me a reason to believe

That we were always meant to be

But now i see, you were wrong

You can't keep running back to me

With all those baby baby please

There's no more, no more

Never imagine you would be a faded picture

I'm emotional, I'm emotional

Guess I'll be leaving, you're decieving, it's official

I'm emotional, so emotional

I can't forget that night

I saw you in the corner after tight

You were wrong

Still dancing on the floor

While i was watching from the door

So hurt

There you were

You gave me a reason to believe

That we were always meant to be

But now i see, you were wrong

You can't keep running back to me

With all those baby baby please

There's no more, no more

Never imagine you would be a faded picture

I'm emotional, I'm emotional

Guess I'll be leaving, you're decieving, it's official

I'm emotional

You had your chance (had your chance)

But you threw it all away

Thought you had my love always (oh baby)

I don't understand (don't understand)

Why you think that we could stay

A total unhappiness

Never imagine you would be a faded picture

I'm emotional, I'm emotional

Guess I'll be leaving, you're decieving, it's officials

I'm emotional, so emotional...

[marcid21]

i have a picture

pinned to my wall

an image of you and of me

we were laughing with love in it all

look at our life now

tattered and torn

fussing and fighting

delighting with tears

and we cry until dawn

(oh oh)

hold me now

(woah)

hold my hand

stay with me

let loving start

let loving start

you say i'm a dreamer

we're two of a kind

both of us searching for

some perfect world

we know we'll never find

so perhaps i should leave here

yeah go far away

but you know that

there's nowhere that

i'd rather be than

with you here today

(oh oh)

hold me now

(oh)

hold my hand

stay with me

let loving start

let loving start

oh hold me now

(woah)

hold my hand

stay with me

let loving start

let loving start

woah oh oh

you ask if i love you

what can i say

you know that i do

and that this is just

one of those games that we play

so i sing you a new song

please don't cry any more

and i ask your forgiveness

though i don't know just

what i'm asking it for

(oh oh oh oh)

hold me now

(woah)

hold my hand

stay with me

let loving start

let loving start...

[dgmodel]

gdamn this mofo Upjump started here and hes up to fourth place... yowzah~!

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[nSyNcBaBy]

Can't get enough of you

When we oooo

Hello my love

Wish you were here

So many things in my heart

That I'd like to share

A few warm thoughts

A stuble smile

Our conversation through silence

Could last all night

At ease my mind

To see your face

Those sexy eyes could calm

A heart of rage

You speak my name

I touch your hand

The chemistry only true love could understand

You've opened my soul to happiness

And shown me new ways of love

Smooth is life's travels with you beside me

I'll never walk alone

Can't get enough of you

When we oooo

Can't get enough of you

When we oooo

Can't get enough of you

You give of you

All you can give

You've taught me love laugh

you've taught me to live

At rainbow's end

That pot of gold

Can't hold a light to you

'cause you're my heart and soul

Such passionate love that we make

In time our bodies are one

When loving's done the passions still strong

'cause spiritually we are as one

Can't get enough of you

When we oooo

Can't get enough of you

When we oooo

Can't get enough of you

When I oooo

Can't get enough of you

When we oooo

Can't get enough of you

Such passionate love that we make

In time our bodies are one

When loving's done the passions still strong

'cause spiritually we are as one

Can't get enough of you baby

When we oooo

Can't get enough of you

When we oooo

Can't get enough of you

When I oooo

Can't get enough of you

When we oooo

Can't get enough of you

[marcid21]

Originally posted by dgmodel

gdamn this mofo Upjump started here and hes up to fourth place... yowzah~!

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[nSyNcBaBy]

Lying here

I imagine you with me

On this rainy night

As your hands move slowly

Up my thighs

You taste the honey

They begin to pour it slowly

Wherever you desire

I feel you play with my body this way

Makes me say

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

You whisper words

Your fantasies in my ear

You know this I like

Just tell me how

When and where you want me

And I'll be there

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

When you're holding me

When you're loving me

When you're fucking me

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

Ooh Baby, Ooh Baby

[nSyNcBaBy]

When the night will falls

And the sun will rise

Just see the best as you close your eyes

When you reach the top as you bottom out

But you'll understand what it's all about

Nothing's ever what it seems

In your life or in your dreams

It don't make sense what can you do

So I won't try making sense of you

Love just is...whatever it may be

Love just is...in you and me

Nothing less and nothing more

I don't know what I love you for...

Love just is

When you asked to stay, and meant disappear

It seems you're gone, but you're really here

When every move seems out of place

But every kiss is filled with grace

Something's never change

In your heart or in your mind

It don't make sense what can you do

So I won't try making sense of you

Love just is whatever it may be

Love just is in you and me

Nothing less and nothing more

I don't know what I love you for

Love just is

Don't ever ask me for reason

I can get to you

Don't ever ask me for reason

Why I'm mad for you

I trust you

I trust you

Nothing's ever what it seems

In your life or in your dreams

It don't make sense what can you do

So I won't try making sense of you

Love just is whatever it may be

Love just is in you and me

Nothing less and nothing more

I don't know what I love you for

Love just is, aha

Love just is

[nSyNcBaBy]

I'm always too late, I see the train leaving

I'm always laughing, when it's not cool to smile

I'm always aiming, but somehow keep missing

So how did u get here, something is wrong

Where did I go right, How did I get you

How come all this blue sky is around me and you found me

Where did I go right, how did I get you

I don't know how I did, but somehow now I do

I'm always driving, forget where I'm going

Should have turned left but I'm singing some song

I am arriving as everyones leaving

But then you were waiting, something is wrong

Where did I go right, How did I get you

How come all this blue sky is around me and you found me

Where did I go right, how did I get you

How come all this blue sky is around me and you found me

Where did I go right, How did I get you

I don't know how I did, but somehow now I do

Makes no sense to me, no it isn't clear

But somehow your standing here

Something gets to me, it said nothing is wrong

Where did I go right, how did I get you

How come all this blue sky is around me and you found me

Where did I go right, How did I get you

I don't know how I did, but somehow now I do

Where did I go right, How did I get you

How come all this blue sky is around me and you found me

Where did I go right, How did I get you

I don't know how I did, but somehow now I do