I feel the need...

[murrrr]

Memories consume

Like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one

The battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I know it's not alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more

Than anytime before

I had no options left again

I dont want to be the one

Who battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize

That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So, I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

I'll paint it on the walls

'Cause I'm the one at fault

I'll never fight again

And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

But now I have some clarity

to show you what I mean

I don't know how I got this way

I'll never be alright

So, I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

I’m breaking the habit

Tonight

[matthewnothing]

***Forsaken***

When I have nothing left to feel.

When I have nothing left to say

I'll just let this slip away.

I feel these engines power down.

I feel this heart begin to bleed

as I turn this burning page.

Please forgive me if I bleed.

Please forgive me if I breathe.

I have words I need to say.

Oh so very much to say.

And whose life do I lead?

And whose blood do I bleed?

Whose air do I breathe?

With whose skin now do I feel?

I'm supposed to walk away from here.

I'm supposed to walk away from here.

And whose life do I lead?

Whose blood do I bleed?

Whose air do I now breathe?

I'm convinced there's nothing more.

The day you died I lost my way.

The day you died I lost my mind.

What am I supposed to do?

Is there something more?

The engines power down.

Like a soldier to his end I go.

Because I'm convinced

that there is nothing more.

and whose life do I lead

and whose air do I breathe?

With whose skin and whose blood do I feel?

What happens now?

Have I done something wrong?

Forgive my need to bleed right now.

Please forgive my need to breathe

But I've so much to say

and it wouldn't matter anyway.

You're not here to hear these words that I must say

and I'm convinced inside

that there is nothing more.

Whose life do I lead?

Whose air do I breathe.

Whose blood do I now bleed?

With whose skin now do I feel?

I have nothing left to say.

I have nothing left to feel.

Am I supposed to let this go now,

let darkness come and take you away?

***Further***

At the end of days, at the end of time.

When the Sun burns out will any of this matter.

Who will be there to remember who we were?

Who will be there to know that any of this had meaning for us?

And in retrospect I'll say we've done no wrong.

Who are we to judge what is right and what has purpose for us?

With designs upon ourselves to do no wrong,

running wild unaware of what might come of us.

The Sun was born, so it shall die,

so only shadows comfort me.

I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me.

Each day shall end as it begins

and though you're far away from me

I know in darkness I will find you giving up inside like me

Without a thought I will see everything eternal,

forget that once we were just dust from heavens far.

As we were forged we shall return, perhaps some day.

I will remember you and wonder who we were.

~Ronan Harris......

Victory Not Vengence

n""""

[dgmodel]

who are those by???

[murrrr]

LP

[dgmodel]

I was stronger

I was better

Picked you out

Now don't say a word

No don't yell out

Never mind

Let you out

Led you back

Stay on

Sit down

Let it fall

Let it fall

Let it fall

Let it fall...

[dgmodel]

Face it, nobody owes you a living, what you achieve or fail to achieve in your lifetime is directly related what you do.... or fail to do. people don’t choose their parents or childhood but you can choose your own direction... everyone has problems and obstacles to over come but that too is relative to each individual... nothing is carved in stone you can change anything in your life if you want to bad enough... excuses are for losers, those who take responsibility for their actions are the real winners in life. Winners meet life's challenges head on knowing there aren’t any guarantees, and give it all they’ve got... and never ever think its too late or too early to begin time plays no favorites and will pass whether you act or not. Take control of your life, dare to dream and TAKE RISKS...

...

[dgmodel]

Hold me close,

Keep me near,

Can you take away the frightening

can you take away my fear?

I wonder what will happen,

I wonder of our fate,

I wonder if things will change

if you and I decide to mate?

Will you look differently at me,

Will I look differently at you,

Will our relationship change

with the addition of something new?

Will this bring us closer,

Will this pull us apart,

Will this conflict a friendship

with matters of the heart?

I know you want to do it,

You know I want it too,

But we both worry of the repercussions

if we do what we want to do?

Will the pleasure of the moment,

The ecstasy of the night,

Be just as good in the morning

and bind our friendship tight?

Or will the intimate act,

Make our friendship weird,

And from that day forward

make each other hated and feared?

Is the risk really worth it,

Is the reward so grand,

That you can see the chances for trouble

and forget them on the other hand?

I hope I can have the wisdom,

To make the right decision,

I do not want our friendship

to end in a division…

Living this life that’s only a vision…

...

[dgmodel]

damn this thread is big, i cannot find what im looking for... its like 3yrs old i think... lol...

[matthewnothing]

who are those by???

They words are the lyrics to songs by a group called VNV Nation... an EBM/Progressive act from europe that gets little play in the states... the music and words are beautiful...You should 100% check them out.. DL it, buy it.. love it... very emotional and well written..

n"""

[matthewnothing]

**Tempest**

These are not words, they're only feelings.

There are no sounds that you can hear.

There is no form that you can touch.

There are no colours for you to see.

The only sound is a distant thunder.

A tempest rages so far away from me.

I walked for miles and I started running

towards the sound and storm where you might find me.

And I ran until I had the feeling

that the Tempest I had heard surrounded me.

Here my heart still so filled with loving

cried out and told of wonders that I feel.

Here my heart is so filled with loving.

And I tell myself, I keep repeating

that your ways are bringing you to me.

And I tell myself, I keep repeating

that your ways are bringing you to me.

And I tell myself, I keep repeating

that your ways are bringing you to me,

that I will find my true salvation,

that these ways of mine are bringing you to me.

Because here my heart so filled with loving

crying out the wonders that I feel.

Here I will find my true salvation

and my ways are bringing you to me

And I tell myself, I keep repeating

that your ways are bringing you to me.

**Forsaken (vocal)***When I have nothing left to feel.

When I have nothing left to say

I'll just let this slip away.

I feel these engines power down.

I feel this heart begin to bleed

as I turn this burning page.

Please forgive me if I bleed.

Please forgive me if I breathe.

I have words I need to say.

Oh so very much to say.

And whose life do I lead?

And whose blood do I bleed?

Whose air do I breathe?

With whose skin now do I feel?

I'm supposed to walk away from here.

I'm supposed to walk away from here.

And whose life do I lead?

Whose blood do I bleed?

Whose air do I now breathe?

I'm convinced there's nothing more.

The day you died I lost my way.

The day you died I lost my mind.

What am I supposed to do?

Is there something more?

The engines power down.

Like a soldier to his end I go.

Because I'm convinced

that there is nothing more.

and whose life do I lead

and whose air do I breathe?

With whose skin and whose blood do I feel?

What happens now?

Have I done something wrong?

Forgive my need to bleed right now.

Please forgive my need to breathe

But I've so much to say

and it wouldn't matter anyway.

You're not here to hear these words that I must say

and I'm convinced inside

that there is nothing more.

Whose life do I lead?

Whose air do I breathe.

Whose blood do I now bleed?

With whose skin now do I feel?

I have nothing left to say.

I have nothing left to feel.

Am I supposed to let this go now,

let darkness come and take you away?

more VNV Nation

n"""

[dgmodel]

Kiss and kill me sweetly

Come and drive me home

Drag the miles in me

I am yours alone

Inside where it's warm

Wrap myself in you

Outside where I'm torn

Fight myself in two

In two

Into you

Desire me so deeply

Drain and kick me hard

Whisper secrets for me

Try to go too far

Inside where it's warm

Wrap myself in you

Outside where I'm torn

Fight myself in two

In two

Into

Please don't change

Please don't change at all

Bring your rain

Bring your rain to fall

Inside where it's warm

Wrap myself in you

Outside where I'm torn

Fight myself in two

In two

Into you

Come and kiss me sweetly

Ride the telephone

Drag the miles to me

I am yours alone

Yours alone

On the telephone

Yours alone

Looking for a kiss kiss

Yours alone...

[dgmodel]

If I speak my peace, could you hear me?

If I reach to you, would you feel me?

If I kissed you, would you love me?

It's one less moment to break your heart

One less love to tear apart

Don't want to be your lover

Don't want to be your friend

With a spell we've surrendered

Just let me pretend

You don't exist

Connection is fixed

One more arrow to pierce your soul

One more chance to let go

In the mountain song, sing the echoes

In the long meadows, chase the shadows

In the starless night, you whisper endless praise

You swear to god you won't change

Don't want to be your lover

Don't want to be your friend

Faith takes me over

Just let me pretend

You're not real

Vision surreal

Spirit of channels

If I fall in love, will you forgive me?

If I lose my way, will you choose me?

If I change my mind, will change me?

If I'm here to stay, will you leave me???

[dgmodel]

And if there is a God

I know he likes to rock

He likes his loud guitars

His spiders from Mars

And if there is a God

I know he's watching me

He likes what he sees

But there's trouble on the breeze

Who are you this time?

Are you one of us, flying blind?

'Cause we're down here throwing stones

While you're so far from home

And if there is a God

And if there is a God

He's a spy with bedroom eyes

Who cowers in our skies

Who are you this time?

Are you one of us, flying blind?

'Cause we're down here throwing stones

While you're so far from home

If there is a God

If there is a God...

[dgmodel]

Sleep will not come to this tired body now

Peace will not come to this lonely heart

There are some things I'll live without

But I want you to know that I need you right now

I need you tonite

I steal a kiss from her sleeping shadow moves

Cause I'll always miss her wherever she goes

And I'll always need her more than she could ever need me

I need someone to ease my mind

But sometimes a someone is so hard to find

And I'll do anything to keep her here tonite

And I'll say anything to make her feel alright

And I'll be anything to keep her here tonite

Cause I want you to stay, with me

I need you tonite

She comes to me like an angel out of time

As I play the part of a saint on my knees

There are some things I'll live without

But I want you to know that I need you right now

Suffer my desire

Suffer my desire

Suffer my desire for you...

[dgmodel]

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

And I wish I was special

You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I'm not around

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

She's running out again,

She's running out

She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here.

I don't belong here...

[dgmodel]

.[/mood_over].

[solbeam]

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

[naughtybabe]

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

Damn you woman.. why did you put this...

[nSyNcBaBy]

Hello

I've waited here for you

Everlong

Tonight

I throw myself into

And out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down

And waste away with me

Down with me

Slow how

You wanted it to be

I'm over my head, out of her head she sang

Chorus-

And I wonder

When I sing along with you

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

She sang

Verse 2-

Breathe out

So I could breathe you in

Hold you in

And now

I know you've always been

Out of your head, out of my head I sang

Chorus-

And I wonder

When I sing along with you

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

She sang

Chorus-

And I wonder

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

She sang

[nSyNcBaBy]

If you said goodbye to me tonight

There would still be music left to write

What else could I do, I'm so inspired by you

That hasn't happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone

Now I know that happiness goes on

That's when you found me, when you put your arms around me

I haven't been there for the longest time

Oh, Oh, Oh

For the longest time

Oh, Oh, Oh

For the longest time

I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall

And the greatest miracle of all

Is how I need you, and how you needed me too

That hasn't happened in the longest time

Maybe this won't last very long

But you feel so right

And I could be wrong

Maybe I've gone this far

And it's more than I'd hoped for

Who knows how much further we'll go on

Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone

I'll take my chances, I forgot how nice romance is

I haven't been there for the longest time

I had second thoughts at the start

I said to myself, hold on to your heart

Now I know the [woman] that you are

It's wonderful so far

And you're more than I'd hoped for

I don't care what consequence it brings

I have been a fool for lesser things

I want you so bad, I think you ought to know that

I intend to hold you for the longest time

[nSyNcBaBy]

boys should live by these words

Listen boy

Don't want to see you let a good thing

Slip away

You know I don't like watching

Anybody make the same mistakes

I made

She's a real nice girl

And she's always there for you

But a nice girl wouldn't tell you what you should do

Listen boy

I'm sure that you think you got it all

Under control

You don't want somebody telling you

The way to stay in someone's soul

You're a big boy now

You'll never let her go

But that's just the kind of thing

She ought to know

Tell her about it

Tell her everything you feel

Give her every reason to accept

That you're for real

Tell her about it

Tell her all your crazy dreams

Let her know you need her

Let her know how much she means

Listen boy

It's not automatically a certain guarantee

To insure yourself

You've got to provide communication constantly

When you love someone

You're always insecure

And there's only one good way

To reassure

Tell her about it

Let her know how much you care

When she can't be with you

Tell her you wish you were there

Tell her about it

Every day before you leave

Pay her some attention

Give her something to believe

Cause now and then

She'll get to worrying

Just because you haven't spoken

For so long

Though you may not have done anything

Will that be a consolation when she's gone

Listen boy

It's good information from a man

Who's made mistakes

Just a word or two that she gets from you

Could be the difference that it makes

She's a trusting soul

She's put her trust in you

But a girl like that won't tell you

What you should do

Tell her about it

Tell her everything you feel

Give her every reason

To accept that you're for real

Tell her about it

Tell her all your crazy dreams

Let her know you need her

Let her know how much she means

Tell her about it

Tell her how you feel right now

Tell her about it

The girl don't want to wait too long

You got to tell her about it

Tell her now and you won't go wrong

You got to tell her about it

Before it gets too late

You got to tell her about it

You know the girl don't want

To wait--you got to

Tell her about it

[dgmodel]

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

lol, i was going to end with this one...

[dgmodel]

Hello

I've waited here for you

Everlong

Tonight

I throw myself into

And out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down

And waste away with me

Down with me

Slow how

You wanted it to be

I'm over my head, out of her head she sang

Chorus-

And I wonder

When I sing along with you

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

She sang

Verse 2-

Breathe out

So I could breathe you in

Hold you in

And now

I know you've always been

Out of your head, out of my head I sang

Chorus-

And I wonder

When I sing along with you

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

She sang

Chorus-

And I wonder

If everything could ever feel this real forever

If anything could ever be this good again

The only thing I'll ever ask of you

You've got to promise not to stop when I say when

She sang

prolly the best song foo fighters have ever done...

[dgmodel]

Tell me do you think it'd be all right

If I could just crash here tonight

You can see I'm in no shape for driving

And anyway I've got no place to go

And you know it might not be that bad

You were the best I'd ever had

If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago

I might not be alone

Tomorrow we can drive around this town

And let the cops chase us around

The past is gone but something might be found

To take its place...hey jealousy

And you can trust me not to think

And not to sleep around

If you don't expect too much from me

You might not be let down

Cause all I really want is to be with you

Feeling like I matter too

If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago

I might be here with you

Tomorrow we can drive around this town

And let the cops chase us around

The past is gone but something might be found

To take its place...hey jealousy

She took my heart

There's only one thing I couldn't start...

[solbeam]

Damn you woman.. why did you put this...

i felt the need...sorry