I feel the need...

[dgmodel]

you dont call youre not on aim... its like im an ex or you owe me money or something... im off to bed...

[mattrabbit]

That is absolutely beautiful......

I recently broke up with my girlfriend and i've been crushed.. having a hard time dealing overall...and this seems like it was taken directly out of my head...

where is it from? Did you write it?

I'd love to know...

Hope life's been good to you

since you've been gone

I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on

It's not so bad--I'm not that sad

I'm not surprised just how well I survived

I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive

I can't complain--I'm free again

And it only hurts when I'm breathing

My heart only breaks when it's beating

My dreams only die when I'm dreaming

So, I hold my breath--to forget

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night

There's no need to worry, I'm really all right

I've never looked back--as a matter of fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing

My heart only breaks when it's beating

My dreams only die when I'm dreaming

So, I hold my breath--to forget

It only hurts when I breathe

Mmm, no, I've never looked back--

as a matter fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing

My heart only breaks when it's beating

My dreams only die when I'm dreaming

So, I hold my breath--to forget

Hurts when I'm breathing

Breaks when it's beating

Die when I'm dreaming

It only hurts when I breathe

[murrrr]

ahhh.. baby, i can hardly recognize myself

mmmmmmmm.... touch me

The light is going blue.

Morning approaches.

The pain's still here.

I'm empty - empty - empty.

Sounds of the world,

Of laughter and tears.

I've nothing left.

I'm empty - empty - empty.

Heaven is forbidden

But I'm going soon

Kiss me one last time

before i take my flesh away

Heaven is forbidden

But I'm going soon

Kiss me one last time

Kiss me one last time

I want wisdom on tap, flowing like water

strange i want that because

I'm empty - empty - empty.

So now eat your words,

I hope you choke.

I feel nothing no more.

I'm empty - empty - empty.

ahhh.. baby, i can hardly recognize myself

mmmmmmmm.... touch me

Heaven is forbidden

But I'm going soon

Kiss me one last time

before i take my flesh away

Heaven is forbidden

But I'm going soon

Kiss me one last time

Kiss me one last time

[dgmodel]

This is the ball life tosses us sometimes... I believe in the the 80%-20% Rule... 80 percent of all humanity are some form of asshole or bitch... Being an asshole or a bitch knows no race, creed, color, sexual proclivity, gender etc...They abound everywhere...When you find someone who is in that 20 percent who arent an assholes or bitches (which is a criteria determined by you and you alone), you try tooth and nail to keep them as a part of your life in some way... It doesnt matter if they are black, white hispanic, gay, straight, younger than you, older than you etc. In my life, those people within the 20 percent are few and far between...

[solbeam]

[naughtybabe]

Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them To you... And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom From you... And I'm eaten alive by what I hold inside... All the things that I live with I can't easily hide... And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for...It's not easy to hide, All this damage inside, I'll carry you with me... Until I'm not alive... When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly to you~? I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with From you, I'm so sick of this place, This taste in my mouth, Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about, And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for, but you... It's not easy to hide, All this damage inside, I'll carry you with me, 'Til I'm not alive...

where is that from?

[dgmodel]

staind excess baggage... my favourite song by them...

[naughtybabe]

Im an idiot... I must be lossing it - I was just listening

to that song but I guess my mind is else where because I dont remember the words..

:sigh: what the hell is going on

Great song btw... ohh and btw thank you for the comment and for the points.. You are right about it too but hate seems to be the last option!

[dgmodel]

what can i say im a queer... oh well whatever nevermind...

[dgmodel]

You are right about it too but hate seems to be the last option!

i think sometimes hate is a defense mechanism triggered by our ego to protect it from getting it hurt... sometimes one will resort to hate out of fear or jealousy rather than excepting the reality or over coming the issue and moving on... not speaking about you directly or your situation quite frankly i have no idea what its about but in general and about myself...

[naughtybabe]

Perfect by nature

icons of self indulgence

just what we all need

more lies about a world that

never was and never will be

have you no shame don't you see me

you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now

bow down and stare in wonder

oh how we love you

no flaws when you're pretending

but now i know she

never was and never will be

you don't know how you've betrayed me

and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide

can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now

i know who you are

and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be

you don't know how you've betrayed me

and somehow you've got everybody fooled

it never was and never will be

you're not real and you can't save me

somehow now you're everybody's fool

[dgmodel]

Hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in

So mesmerized and I'm so hypnotized

And I am vindicated

I am Vindicated

I am selfish

I am wrong

I am right

I swear I'm right

I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed

But I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw in me

so clear

Like the diamond in your ring

Cut to mirror your intentions

Oversized and overwhelmed

The shine of it has caught my eye

And rendered me so isoloated

I'm so motivated

I am certain now that

So turn

Up the corners of your lips

Part them and feel my finger tips

Trace the moment, fall forever

Defense is paper thin

Just one touch and I'd be in

Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away

So let me slip against the current and let me slip away

Slight hope

It dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption...

[dgmodel]

I don't understand why

See it's burning me to hold onto this

I know this is something I gotta do

But that don't mean I want to

What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just

I feel like this is coming to an end

And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you

I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this

But it's comin from my heart

It's been a long time coming

But we done been fell apart

Really wanna work this out

But I don't think you're gonna change

I do but you don't

Think it's best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship

When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby

Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with

I think that you should let it burn

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to

But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to

Even though this might ruin you

Let it burn

Let it burn

Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you

Hate the thought of her being with someone else

But you know that it's over

We know that it's through

Let it burn

Let it burn

Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to

Got somebody here but I want you

Cause the feelin ain't the same by myself

Callin' her your name

Ladies tell me do you understand?

Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?

It's the way I feel

I know I made a mistake

Now it's too late

I know she ain't comin back

What I gotta do now

To get my shorty back

Ooo ooo ooo ooooh

Man I don't know what I'm gonna do

Without my booo

You've been gone for too long

It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours

Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to

But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to

Even though this might ruin you

Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)

Let it burn (gotta let it burn)

Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for yourself but you

Hate the thought of her being with someone else

But you know that it's over

We know that it's through

Let it burn

Let it burn

Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on

On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on

On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh

Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)

Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours

I'm still burnin' till you return

When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to

But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to

Even though this might ruin you

Let it burn

Let it burn

Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you

Hate the thought of her being with someone else

But you know that it's over

We know that it's through

Let it burn

Let it burn

Gotta let it burn

[dgmodel]

Hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in

So mesmerized and I'm so hypnotized

And I am vindicated

I am Vindicated

I am selfish

I am wrong

I am right

I swear I'm right

I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed

But I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw in me

so clear

Like the diamond in your ring

Cut to mirror your intentions

Oversized and overwhelmed

The shine of it has caught my eye

And rendered me so isoloated

I'm so motivated

I am certain now that

So turn

Up the corners of your lips

Part them and feel my finger tips

Trace the moment, fall forever

Defense is paper thin

Just one touch and I'd be in

Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away

So let me slip against the current and let me slip away

Slight hope

It dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption...

...

[naughtybabe]

I LOVE THIS FUCKING SONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

FIND ME HERE

SPEAK TO ME

I WANT TO FEEL YOU

I NEED TO HEAR YOU

YOU ARE THE LIGHT THAT IS LEADING ME

TO THE PLACE WHERE I CAN FIND PEACE AGAIN

YOU ARE THE STRENGTH THAT KEEPS ME WALKING

YOU ARE THE HOPE THAT KEEPS ME TRUSTING

YOU ARE THE LIFE TO MY SOUL

YOU ARE THE PURPOSE, YOU ARE EVERYTHING

AND HOW CAN I STAND HERE WITH YOU AND NOT BE MOVED BY YOU?

WOULD YOU TELL ME HOW COULD IT BE ANY BETTER THAN THIS?

YOU CALM THE STORMS

YOU GIVE ME REST

YOU HOLD ME IN YOUR HANDS

YOU WON’T LET ME FALL

YOU STILL MY HEART

AND YOU TAKE MY BREATH AWAY

WOULD YOU TAKE ME IN?

WOULD YOU TAKE ME DEEPER NOW?

AND HOW CAN I STAND HERE WITH YOU AND NOT BE MOVED BY YOU?

WOULD YOU TELL ME HOW COULD IT BE ANY BETTER THAN THIS?

‘CAUSE YOU’RE ALL I WANT, YOU ARE ALL I NEED

YOU ARE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING

AND HOW CAN I STAND HERE WITH YOU AND NOT BE MOVED BY YOU?

WOULD YOU TELL ME HOW COULD IT BE ANY BETTER THAN THIS?

AND HOW CAN I STAND HERE WITH YOU AND NOT BE MOVED BY YOU?

WOULD YOU TELL ME HOW COULD IT BE ANY BETTER, ANY BETTER THAN THIS?

AND HOW CAN I STAND HERE WITH YOU AND NOT BE MOVED BY YOU?

WOULD YOU TELL ME HOW COULD IT BE ANY BETTER THAN THIS?

WOULD YOU TELL ME HOW COULD IT BE ANY BETTER THAN THIS?

[dgmodel]

Sleep will not come to this tired body now, Peace will not come to this lonely heart, There are some things I'll live without, But I want you to know that I need you right now, I need you tonight I steal a kiss from her sleeping shadow moves, Cause I'll always miss her wherever she goes, And I'll always need her more than she could ever need me, I need someone to ease my mind, But sometimes a someone is so hard to find, And I'll do anything to keep her here tonite, And I'll say anything to make her feel alright And I'll be anything to keep her here tonite, Cause I want you to stay, with me, I need you tonite, She comes to me like an angel out of time, As I play the part of a saint on my knees, There are some things I'll live without, But I want you to know that I need you right now, Suffer my desire, Suffer my desire for you...

...

[dgmodel]

Once I had a love and it was a gas, soon turned out had a heart of glass.

Seemed like the real thing, only to find mucho mistrust.

Love's gone behind.

Once I had a love and it was divine.

Soon found out I was losing my mind.

It seemed like the real thing but I was so blind.

Mucho mistrust.

Love's gone behind.

In between what I find is pleasing and I'm feeling fine, love is so confusing.

There's no peace of mind if I fear I'm losing you.

It's just no good, you teasing like you do.

Lost inside adorable illusion and I cannot hide.

I'm the one you're using, please don't push me aside.

We coulda made it cruising, yeah.

Yeah, riding high on love's true bluish light.

Once I had a love and it was a gas, soon turned out to be a pain in the ass.

Seemed like the real thing only to find mucho mistrust.

Love's gone behind.

[dgmodel]

The tide is high but I'm holding on

I'm gonna be your number one

I'm not the kind of girl

Who gives up just like that

Oh, no

It's not the things you do

That tease and wound me bad

But it's the way you do

The things you do to me

I'm not the kind of girl

Who gives up just like that

Oh, no

The tide is high but I'm holding on

I'm gonna be your number one

Number one, number one

Every girl wants you to be her man

But I'll wait my dear 'til it's my turn

I'm not the kind of girl

Who gives up just like that

Oh, no

The tide is high but I'm holding on

I'm gonna be your number one

Number one, number one

Every girl wants you to be her man

But I'll wait my dear 'til it's my turn

I'm not the kind of girl

Who gives up just like that

Oh, no

The tide is high but I'm holding on

I'm gonna be your number one...

[dgmodel]

I won't run away no more, I promise

Even when I get bored, I promise

Even when you lock me out, I promise

I say my prayers every night, I promise

I don't wish that I'm strict, I promise

The tantrums and the chilling chats, I promise

Even when the ship is wrecked, I promise

Tie me to the rotten deck, I promise

I won't fool around no more, I promise

Even when I get bored, I promise

Even when you lock me out, I promise

I say my prayers every night, I promise

I won't fool around no more, I promise...

[dgmodel]

How did I ever let you slip away

Never knowing I'd be singing this song some day

And now I'm sinking, sinking to rise no more

Ever since you closed the door

If I could turn, turn back the hands of time

Then my darlin' you'd still be mine

If I could turn, turn back the hands of time

Then darlin' you, you'd still be mine

Funny, funny how time goes by

And blessings are missed in the wink of an eye

Why oh why oh why should one have to go on suffering

When every day I pray please come back to me

And you had enough love for the both of us

But I, I, I did you wrong, I admit I did

But now I'm facing the rest of my life alone, whoa

I'd never hurt you (If I could turn back)

Never do you wrong (If I could turn back)

And never leave your side (If I could turn back)

If I could turn back the hands

There'd be nothing I wouldn't do for you

(If I could turn back)

Forever honest and true to you

(If I could turn back)

If you accept me back in your heart, I love you

(If I could turn back the hands)

(If I could turn back)

That would be my will

(If I could turn back)

Darlin' I'm begging you to take me by the hands

(If I could turn back the hands)

I'm going down, yes I am

(If I could turn back)

Down on my bended knee, yeah

(If I could turn back)

And I'm gonna be right there until you return to me

(If I could turn back the hands)

(If I could turn back)

If I could just turn back that little clock on the wall

(If I could turn back)

Then I'd come to realize howmuch I love you

Love you love you love you

(If I could turn back the hands)

[dgmodel]

I'm finding my way back to sanity again

Though I don't really know what i'm gonna do when i get there

I take a breath and hold on tight

Spin around one more time

And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

Cause I am hanging on every word you're saying

Even if you don't wanna speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door

And listen to you breathing

Its where i wanna be, yeah

Where I wanna be

I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth

And i'm trying to identify the voices in my head

God wish won't you

Let me feel one more time what if feels like to feel

And break these caluses off me one more time

Cause I am hanging on every word you're saying

Even if you don't wanna speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside of your door

And listen to you breathing

Its where I wanna be, yeah

Oh i don't want a thing from you

Bet you're tired of me waiting for

The scraps to fall off of your table to the ground

La da da da...

Cause i just wanna be here now

Cause I am hanging on every word you're saying

Even if you don't wanna speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door

And listen to you breathing

Its where i wanna be, yeah

Where I wanna be

Cause I am hanging on every word you're saying

Even if you don't wanna speak tonight

That's alright, alright with me

Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door

And listen to you breathing

Its where i wanna be, yeah

Where I wanna be...

[dgmodel]

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where i started

Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking

completely and complete

i'll take your invitation

you take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know

i'm running and not quite sure where to go

i don't know what i'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing left to lose

nothing left to find

there is nothing in the world that can change my mind

there is nothing else

there is nothing else..

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

Closer where i Started

Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know

i'm running and not quite sure where to go

i don't know what i'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you

just hanging by a moment

hanging by a moment..

hanging by a moment...

hanging by a moment here with you..

[dgmodel]

Disarm you with a smile

And cut you like you want me to

Cut that little child

Inside of me and such a part of you

Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy

So old in my shoes

And what I choose is my choice

What’s a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you

My love

I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile

And leave you like they left me here

To wither in denial

The bitterness of one who’s left alone

Ooh, the years burn

Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy

So old in my shoes

And what I choose is my voice

What’s a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you

My love

I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you...

[dgmodel]

give an inch...take a smile...

[dgmodel]

All my bags are packed

Im ready to go

Im standin here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin

Its early morn

The taxis waitin

Hes blowin his horn

Already Im so lonesome

I could die

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that youll wait for me

Hold me like youll never let me go

Cause Im leavin on a jet plane

Dont know when Ill be back again

Oh babe, I hate to go

Theres so many times Ive let you down

So many times Ive played around

I tell you now, they dont mean a thing

Evry place I go, Ill think of you

Evry song I sing, Ill sing for you

When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that youll wait for me

Hold me like youll never let me go

Cause Im leavin on a jet plane

Dont know when Ill be back again

Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time

Let me kiss you

Then close your eyes

Ill be on my way

Dream about the days to come

When I wont have to leave alone

About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that youll wait for me

Hold me like youll never let me go

Cause Im leavin on a jet plane

Dont know when Ill be back again

Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane

Dont know when Ill be back again

Oh babe, I hate to go...