I feel the need...

[marcid21]

[dgmodel]

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken And I give up

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do

You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one

My only one

My only one

You are my only, my only one...

[marcid21]

Some people live for the fortune

Some people live just for the fame

Some people live for the power yeah

Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things

Define what's within

I've been there before

But that life's a bore

So full of the superficial

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain

Promises forever young

Some people need three dozen roses

And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter

And wondering what it means

No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby

Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing

If I ain't got you with me baby

[dgmodel]

The drops of rain they fall all over

This awkward silence makes me crazy

The glow inside burns light upon her

I'll try to kiss you if you let me

this can't be the end

Tidal waves they rip right through me

Tears from eyes worn cold and sad

Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down

Down down down down

It gets me so

Down down down down

Down down down down

It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over

The look in your eyes makes me crazy

I feel the darkness break upon her

I'll take you over if you let me

You did this

Tidal waves they rip right through me

Tears from eyes worn cold and sad

Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

Down down down down

Down down down down

It gets me so

Down down down down

Down down down down

It gets me so...

[solbeam]

Thank you

For all the tears

All the tears all the stress

Your the best

I feel blessed

Im a better woman now

Look how I smile

All you did was help the next man

This experience made

Me who I am

[dgmodel]

over Mountains

over Trees

over Oceans

over Seas

across the desert

I'll be there

in a whisper on the wind

on the smile of a new friend

just think of me

And I'll be there

Don't be afraid, oh my love

I'll be watching you from above

And I'd give all the world tonight,

to be with you

Because I'm on your side,

And I still care

I may have died,

but I've gone nowhere

Just think of me,

And I'll be there

On the edge of a waking dream

over Rivers

over Streams

through Wind and Rain

I'll be there

Across the wide and open sky

thousands of miles I'd fly

to be with you

I'll be there

Don't be afraid, oh my love

I'll be watching you from above

And I'd give all the world tonight,

to be with you

Because I'm on your side,

And I still care

I may have died,

but I've gone nowhere

Just think of me,

And I'll be there

In the breath of a wind that sighs

oh, there's no need to cry

Just think of me,

And I'll be there...

[dgmodel]

this vacation's useless, these white pills aren't kind, i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive, i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights, i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have, the days have come and gone, our lives went by so fast, i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor, where i laid and told you but you swore you loved me more, do you care if i don't know what to say, will you sleep tonight or will you think of me, will i shake this off pretend its all okay, that there someone out there who feels just like me, there is, those notes you wrote me, i've kept them all, i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back, with every single letter in every single word, there will be a hidden message about a boy that's, loves a girl, do you care if i don't know what to say, will you sleep tonight or will you think of me, will i shake this off, pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me, there is, do you care if i don't know what to say? will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off, pretend its all okay that there's, someone out there who feels just like me, do you care if i don't know what to say? will you sleep tonight or will you think of me, will i shake this off, pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me, there is...

[dgmodel]

who said that I wasn't right~!?

I've lived for years without a life

don't have a soul on my side

still ridiculed despite how hard I've tried

don't take me under your wing

I don't need a hand, don't need anything

I've got a roof over my head

as if I'd rather be alone with me instead

close yet far

drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are

and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me

and I never never never ever wanted this to be

I can hear the sounds of the city

sunrise and set are the same to me

a hesitating pulse is good company

and my reflection offers no apology

but who said that I wasn't right~!?

and I've lived for years without a life

don't have a soul on my side

still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried

close yet far

drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are

and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me

and I never never never ever wanted this to be

close yet far

drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are

and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe

and I never never never ever wanted this to be...

[dgmodel]

Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself...

[dgmodel]

I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be

Too many bitter tears are raining down on me

I'm far away from home

And I've been facing this alone

For much too long

I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me

About growing up and what a struggle it would be

In my tangled state of mind

I've been looking back to find

Where I went wrong

Too much love will kill you

If you can't make up your mind

Torn between the lover

And the love you leave behind

You're headed for disaster

'cause you never read the signs

Too much love will kill you

I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be

And it seems like there's no way out of this for me

I used to bring you sunshine

Now all I ever do is bring you down

How would it be if you were standing in my shoes

Can't you see that it's impossible to choose

No there's no making sense of it

Every way I go I'm bound to lose

Too much love will kill you

Just as sure as none at all

It'll drain the power that's in you

Make you plead and scream and crawl

And the pain will make you crazy

You're the victim of your crime

Too much love will kill you

Too much love will kill you

It'll make your life a lie

Yes, too much love will kill you

And you won't understand why

You'd give your life, you'd sell your soul

But here it comes again

Too much love will kill you

In the end...

[dgmodel]

I am lost and see through

I think you've lost yourself too

Throughout all of this confusion

I hope I somehow get to you

I practiced all the things I'd say

To tell you how i feel

And when i finally get my chance

It all seem surreal

Cause from the first time i saw you

I only thought about you.

I didnt know you

I want to hold onto

The things you say to me

Cause you said

You can't change the way you feel

i could never do that, i could never do that

but you cant tell me this aint real, cause this is real

And In the end its all ive got

And now you've got me watchin your eyes

You got me waitin just to see

if you'll ever look at me

If it goes the way it never will

but will it ever go, will it ever go my way

Your eyes are watchin me.

Oh, and now youve got me thinkin bout

the first time that i met you

Standing in a crowded room

But i could only see you

And i hope my words will get through

Cause now i cant forget you

I want to tell you

If only i could reach you

And make you feel this way

But you said

You can't change the way you feel

I could never do that, i could never do that

But you can't tell me this aint real, cause this is real

And In the end its all ive got

So im gonna hold ont to that, so I'm gonna hold...

[dgmodel]

Her green plastic watering can

For her fake Chinese rubber plant

In the fake plastic earth

That she bought from a rubber man

In a town full of rubber plans

To get rid of itself

It wears her out, it wears her out

It wears her out, it wears her out

She lives with a broken man

A cracked polystyrene man

Who just crumbles and burns

He used to do surgery

For girls in the eighties

But gravity always wins

It wears her out, it wears her out

It wears her out, it wears her out

She looks like the real thing

She tastes like the real thing

My fake plastic love

But I can't help the feeling

I could blow through the ceiling

If I just turn and run

It wears her out, it wears her out

It wears her out, it wears her out

If I could be who you wanted

If I could be who you wanted all the time...

[dgmodel]

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me

Oh things are gonna happen naturally

And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lies

And the bright lights turn to night

Until the dawn it brings

A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of

Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words

Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words

Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words

More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Now you and I, you and I

Not so little you and I anymore

And with this silence brings a moral story

more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now

well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away

just remember the telephone works both ways

and if I never ever hear it ring

if nothing else I'll think the bells inside

have finally found you someone else and that's okay

cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now

well I'm already finally out of words...

[dgmodel]

Long afloat on shipless oceans

I did all my best to smile

'Til your singing eyes and fingers

Drew me loving into your isle

And you sang

Sail to me... Sail to me and let me enfold you...

Did I dream, you dreamed about me~!?

Were you here when I was forsoke~!?

Did I dream, you dreamed about me~!?

Broken lovelorn on your rocks...

Did I dream, you dreamed about me~!?

Were you here when I was forsoke~!?

Did I dream, you dreamed about me~!?

Broken lovelorn on your rocks...

Did I dream, you dreamed about me~!?

Were you here when I was forsoke~!?

Did I dream, you dreamed about me~!?

Broken lovelorn on your rocks...

Did I dream, you dreamed about me~!?

Were you here when I was forsoke~!?

Did I dream, you dreamed about me~!?

Broken lovelorn on your rocks...

[raincry]

...ladies wait for the guy who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person...wait for the guy who will be your best friend, who wont drop everything for you because he isnt a punk ass bitch; has priorities, the guy who makes you smile like no other and when he smiles you know its because of you...wait for the guy who wants to show you off to the world when you're in sweats and have no makeup on but appreciates it when you get all dolled up...Who wont put you in the center of his universe instead youre right next to him sharing every minute...

...and that's exactly what i did...

[dgmodel]

I’m lying beside you just thinking about us

Too tired to go to sleep and too much in love

I know I’m crazy but I can’t close my eyes

I’m scared you won’t be there in the morning when I rise

Will you be there~!?

Who do you dream about are you alone in your sleep~!?

To who will you reach out~!?

Oh, let it be me

Oh baby, you’re my obsession, my addiction, my drug

Don’t want to be without you when I wake up

Will you be there in the morning, will you be there when I want you~!?

Will you be there when I wake up, oh I need you to be there in the morning

Will you be there~!?

Well, you’re so close to me but I feel so alone

The more I touch you the more I want

Don’t know what to do about me loving you but I pray to God that you feel it too

You’re my obsession, my addiction, my drug, so let the candle grow into a great fire of love

Will you be there in the morning, will you be there when I want you~!?

Will you be there when I wake up~?

I need you to be there in the morning~!

I wanna love you forever,

Don’t want a love that’s now or never

Can’t you see you got me down on the floor.

I want more more~!

Will you be there in the morning, will you be there when I want you~!?

Will you be there when I wake up~!?

Will you be there in the morning?

Will you be there~!?

[marcid21]

If I had the chance love

I would not hesitate

To tell you all things I never said before

Don't tell me it's too late

Cause I've relied on my illusion

To keep me warm at night

And I've denied in my capacity to love

But I am willing to give up this fight

Been up all night drinking

To drown my sorrow down

But nothing seems to help me since you've gone away

I'm so tired of this town

Where every tongue is wagging

When every back is turned

They're telling secrets that should never be revealed

There's nothing to be gained from this

But disaster

Here's a good one

Did you hear about my friend

He's embarrassed to be seen now

Cause we all know his sins

If I had the chance love

I would not hesitate

To tell you all the things I never said before

Don't tell me it's too late

Cause I've relied on my illusion

To keep me warm at night

And I've denied in my capacity to love

But I am willing to give up this fight

Oh, I am willing to give up this fight

[marcid21]

Night lift up the shades

let in the brilliant light of morning

but steady me now

for I am weak and starving for mercy

sleep has left me alone

to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong

it's all I can do to hang on,

to keep me from falling

into old familiar shoes

how stupid could I be

a simpleton could see

that you're no good for me

but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool

set me on fire and watched as I floundered

unable to speak

except to cry out and wait for your answer

but you come around in your time

speaking of fabulous places

create an oasis

that dries up as soon as you're gone

you leave me here burning

in this desert without you

how stupid could I be

a simpleton could see

that you're no good for me

but you're the only one I see

everything changes

everything falls apart

I can't stand to feel myself losing control

in the deep of my senses I know

how stupid could I be

a simpleton could see

that you're no good for me

but you're the only one I see...

[marcid21]

Your love in all it's finery

Tear up the darkness all around me

Until I can breathe again

Until I believe again

Cause I'm a train wreck

Waiting to happen

Waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks

A wild fire born of frustration

Born of a world, oh, that gets me so high

I've no fear at all

But your eyes like midnight fireflys

Light up the trenches where our loves lies

Until I can see again

Find my way back again

Cause I'm a train wreck

Waiting to happen

Waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks

A wild fire born of frustration

Born of a world, oh, that gets me so high

I've no fear at all

To fall so deep into you

Loose myself completely

In your sweet embrace

All my pain's erased

And your mouth, it's all that I wish

Mercy of your lips, just one kiss

Until I can breathe again

Until I can sing again

Cause I'm a train wreck

Waiting to happen

Waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks

A wild fire born of frustration

Born of a world, oh, that gets me so high

I've no fear at all

To fall so deep into you

Loose myself completely

In your sweet embrace

All my pain's erased

[marcid21]

Every time I look at you the world just melts away

All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affection

You’ve seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am

And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land

You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together

You’re the one true thing I know I can believe in

You’re all the things that I desire you save me you complete me

You’re the one true thing I know I can believe

I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe

No matter what I say or do ‘cause you’re too good to fight about it

Even when I have to push just to see how far you’ll go

You won’t stoop down to battle but you never turn to go

You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together

You’re the one true thing I know I can believe in

You’re all the things that I desire you save me you complete me

You’re the one true thing I know I can believe

Love is just the antidote when nothing else can cure me

There are times I can’t decide when I can’t tell up from down

You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I’d drown

But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I’m okay

Sometimes that’s just what we need to get us through the day

You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together

You’re the one true thing I know I can believe in

You’re all the things that I desire you save me you complete me

You’re the one true thing I know I can believe

[marcid21]

Time here,

all but means nothing, just shadows that move across the wall

They keep me company, but they don't ask of me

they don't say nothing at all.

And I need just a little more silence

And I need just a little more time

But you send your thieves to me

silently stalking me

Dragging me into your wall

Would you give me no choice in this?

I know you can't resist, trying reopen a sore

Leave me be, I don't want to argue

I'd just get confused and I'd come all undone

If I agree, well, it's just to appease you

Cause I don't remember what we're fighting for

You see love-- a tight, thorny thread that you spin in a circle of gold

You have me to hold me

a token for all to see

captured to be yours alone

And I need just a little more silence,

and I just need a little more time

The courage to pull away

there will be hell to pay

the deeper you cut to the bone

Leave me be, I don't want to argue

I'd just get confused and I'd come all undone

If I agree, well, it's just to appease you

Cause I don't remember what we're fighting for

Time here,

all but means nothing,

just shadows that move across the wall

They keep me company,

but they don't ask of me

they don't say nothing at all.

Leave me be, I don't want to argue

I'd just get confused and I'd come all undone

If I agree, well, it's just to appease you

Cause I don't remember what we're fighting for

[marcid21]

Am I faithful, am I strong, am I good enough to belong

In your r*****e a perfect girl

Your vision of romance is cruel and all along I played the fool

All your expectations bury me

Don't worry you will fine the answer if you let it go

Give yourself some time to falter

But don't forgo know that you're loved no matter what

And everything will come around in time

I own my insecurities I try to own my destiny

That I can make or break it if I choose

But you take my words and twist them 'round

Til I'm the one who brings you down

Me me feel like I'm the one to blame for all of this...

Don't worry you will fine the answer if you let it go

Give yourself some time to falter

But don't forgo know that you're loved no matter what

And everything will come around in time

You need everybody with you on your side

Know that I am here for you but I hope in time

You'll find yourself alright alone

You'll find yourself with open arms

You'll find yourself you'll find yourself in time

The riot in my heart decides to keep me open and alive

I have to take myself away from you

'Cause I can't compete I can't deny there's nothing that I didn't try

How did I go wrong in loving you

Don't worry you will fine the answer if you let it go

Give yourself some time to falter

But don't forgo know that you're loved no matter what

And everything will come around in time

[dgmodel]

See you lost your trust and you never should have, you never should have.

Don't break your back if you ever see this...

Don't answer that...

In a bullet proof vest with the windows all closed

I'll be doing my best

I'll see you soon...

In a telescope lens when all you want is friends

I'll see you soon...

See, they came for you they came snapping at your heels, they came snapping at your heels...

Don't break your back if you ever see this.

Don't answer that...

In a bullet proof vest with the windows all closed

I'll be doing my best

I'll see you soon...

In a telescope lens when all you want is friends

I'll see you soon...

No, you lost your trust

No, don't lose your trust

OH, you lost your trust

Don't lose your trust...

[dgmodel]

I've given up on writing...I've given up on life...I'm givin up on strife... My poetry is my thoughts... I write what I feel, what I think, who I am & what i've gone through... I write what I know & dreamt of... I write of what my depression has put me through along with my past... Never knowing what is going to happen is fate, is life, is the harsh reality of the world... I have never wished anyone to relate to me or my writings simply because it's impossible... My writings are my world & my reality... Knowing me is knowing me through my work, but relating to any of it is never really relating... It is simply the wanting to relate that allows people to say they can relate... I am alone, a wanderer who someday will find that other to walk beside me...

[dgmodel]

Pictures flashing in my mind

Highlights of past times

Thinking of you

Your laughter heard

Within my mind

A smile your grin

Happiness on your face

The look in your eyes

As you’re staring into mine

The feel of your lips

Pressed to my own

How gentle your touch

Fingertips along my neck

Your arms wrapped around me

Holding me tightly

Your scent slowly coming back to me

Open up my eyes staring at this screen

In your arms I felt so safe & warm

I won’t forget you now that I’m cold & alone...