I feel the need...

[dgmodel]

Originally posted by mssabina

i don't know too much pharcyde but the doin time remix they did with sublime is the perfect summer anthem

[naughtybabe]

Originally posted by gmccookny

Saps:

naughtybabe 245

Wow that many??

[upjumpdaboogie]

It's just a walk in the park Kazanski.

[dgmodel]

It's not what you thought

when you first began it

You got, what you want

now you can hardly stand it though

well now you know

It's not going to stop

It's not going to stop

It's not going to stop

Til you wise up

You're sure, there's a cure

and you have finally found it

You think, one drink

will shrink you to your underground

and living down

It's not going to stop

It's not going to stop

It's not going to stop

Til you wise up

Prepare a list for what you need

before you sign away the deed

Cause it's not going to stop

It's not going to stop

It's not going to stop

Til you wise up

No, it's not going to stop

Til you wise up

No, it's not going to stop

So just give up

[dgmodel]

These days, with the world getting colder, She spends more time sleeping over, Than I planned. Tonight we're gonna order in, drinking wine and watchin CNN. It's dark I know, but then again

It's the brightest thing I got When I'm covered in rain... Fireworks to fire places, Summer snow and fallen places, Now we're people watching other people, people watching you and I Standing by the missing signs at the CVS by the checkout line, Put your tiny hands in mine, Cause you're the brightest thing I got... It's alright If you dont wanna, go home, It's alright If you dont wanna, be alone, I understand, I understand now that im I'm covered in rain...

[marcid21]

Originally posted by upjumpdaboogie

It's just a walk in the park Kazanski.

You live your life between your legs Mav.

[dgmodel]

:laugh:

[naughtybabe]

Will I always be there for you?

When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?

Will I do all my best to, to protect you?

When the tears get near your eyes

Will I be the one that's by your side?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Will I take tender tender care of you?

Take your darkest night and make it bright for you

Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?

When this world has turned so cold

Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

Yeah

And I love you more every day

And nothing will take that love away

When you need someone

I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)

I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?

Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?

I promise, I promise

I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)

I promise (oh I promise you)

I will be there when you call me (when you call me)

I promise (I promise)

I promise I will

[koky]

Faithfulness

Distracts me from my ever changing

Tastefulness

My mouth upon the richest tongues

I run for this

Static at the same time by it all

Common sense

Can slap me in the face

And yet I calm disent

Embarrassed by your obvious

Indifference

Disgusted at the same time by it all

Watching as my ego breaks your fall

Don't you know that I've

Been running from you heart

And I feel like you've been running too

Don't you know that I've

been lying from the start

And I feel like you've been lying too.

Leave you now

Can't convince myself

That you're the one somehow

To free me from this smile

I call my loneliness

Stuck inside this need to feel complete

Now I've left you standing on your feet

Don't you know that I've been

running from you heart

And I feel like you've been running too

Don't you know that I've been

lying from the start

And I feel like you've been

lying too.

Faithfulness is just a little rule

We break

Still pretending lust was just a fool

we faked, we made

[dgmodel]

I believe

I believe

I believe

I believe the love you talk about with me

is it true, do I care

honestly, you can try to wipe the memories aside

but it's you that you erase

'cause there's no place that I could be without you

it's too far to discard the life I once knew

honestly, all the weather storms are bringing

are just a picture of my dreams

'cause when I think of you as mine

and allow myself with time

to lead into the life we want

I feel loved, honestly

I feel loved, this honestly

I believe you mean the best that life can bring

I believe in it all

honestly, you can try

your heart is just as long as mine

is it ours to let go

'cause there's no place that I could be without you

it's too dark to discard the life I once knew

honestly, a single wrong is not enough

to cover up the pain in us

'cause when I think of you as mine

and allow myself with time

to lead into the life we want

I feel loved, honestly

I'll make a joke so you must laugh

I'll break your heart so you must ask

is this the way to get us back

I don't know, honestly

I don't know, this honestly

there's no place that I could be without you

honestly

there's no place that I could be without you

there's no place that I could gleam without you

there's no place that I could dream without you

there's no place that I could be without you

honestly...

[dgmodel]

I believe

I believe

I believe

I believe the love you talk about with me

is it true, do I care

honestly, you can try to wipe the memories aside

but it's you that you erase

'cause there's no place that I could be without you

it's too far to discard the life I once knew

honestly, all the weather storms are bringing

are just a picture of my dreams

'cause when I think of you as mine

and allow myself with time

to lead into the life we want

I feel loved, honestly

I feel loved, this honestly

I believe you mean the best that life can bring

I believe in it all

honestly, you can try

your heart is just as long as mine

is it ours to let go

'cause there's no place that I could be without you

it's too dark to discard the life I once knew

honestly, a single wrong is not enough

to cover up the pain in us

'cause when I think of you as mine

and allow myself with time

to lead into the life we want

I feel loved, honestly

I'll make a joke so you must laugh

I'll break your heart so you must ask

is this the way to get us back

I don't know, honestly

I don't know, this honestly

there's no place that I could be without you

honestly

there's no place that I could be without you

there's no place that I could gleam without you

there's no place that I could dream without you

there's no place that I could be without you

honestly...

[dgmodel]

Monday, September 08, 2003

I had dinner with M tonight. He’s is a refugee from a despotic and cleptocratic regime that condemned him to death without trial for the crime of belonging to an opposing political party. Prior to this M had lived a middle class professional existence, a husband and father, virtually indistinguishable from hundreds of thousands of his countrymen. Anyone who dared oppose the regime was harassed and in some cases rounded up in the middle of the night and taken away by one of the strongman’s death squads. M was one of the soul’s unfortunate enough to meet this fate.

Taken from his home under the cover of darkness, the last memories he has of his family are their screams as the thugs beat his children and raped his wife. M was blindfolded and beaten with fists and rifle buts, held incommunicado and with out access to courts, counsel or the right to confront his accuser. He was taken to a remote location with other unlucky souls who were also marked for death.

Miraculously one of his captors took pity on him; they shared a hometown and had known each other as children. M was released into the open country with no food, water or transportation. Knowing the nearest national border was to the east he walked in the direction of the rising sun for twenty three days and twenty three nights until he was spotted by the border patrol of the neighboring country. He requested political asylum with the United Nations mission for refuges who placed him here in New York.

M arrived here a little less than 2 years ago with no money, no income, knowing not a single person in the United Stats and speaking no English. He was placed in a homeless shelter affiliated with a large private social service organization and immediately set out to make a life for himself here. He had not spoken to his family in almost two months and had no way of knowing if they were alive or dead. When he was taken, his friends hid them from the regime.

In his homeland M was an Emergency Medical Technician in the county’s largest city. With a grant from the social service organization that had agreed to shelter him, M enrolled in a program to get his credentials to be an EMT in the United States. Many desperate attempts were made through official and unofficial channels to locate his family. Six months went by before he received a double blind letter from them stating they were safe and would remain in hiding until safe passage out of the country could be arranged.

M continued his mission to become self supporting and a United States Citizen in order to bring his family to New York and be re-united in America. Yesterday was the beginning of his 24th month here. M has recently moved out of the Shelter into his own private apartment, he works full time as an Emergency Medical Technician in the City of New York. He is one of the special people who do not loose hope in the face of adversity and whose spirit touches all who come in contact with him.

I am so incredibly blessed to have met M, and I am very grateful to God for putting him in my life. There are no coincidences on this mortal coil and I am truly thankful for the guidance he has provided and the uplifting feeling of hope it gives me. I want to share this wonderful experience, and the hope it has blessed upon me to anyone who cares to read it. I plan to add to this blog as experience warrants. The minimal amount of hope in my life grows when I write and share this. I am doing this as much for me as anyone else. Without hope, I will die.

# posted by Brian : 12:41 AM

[dgmodel]

1861 21960

[nSyNcBaBy]

walking thru time looking for an answer

how can it be this way

what have i done

i just cant help but wonder

how everything could change

cuz u turned my world around

since u came along

after this love was found it seems like we cant go wrong

deep in my heart i know theres only u

and right from the start i always knew

ill never let go cuz i love u so

ohh i want u for the rest of my life

some people search what seems to be a lifetime to find a love like this

then here we are with everything we wished for

i never felt such bliss

cuz u turned my world around

since u came along

after this love was found it seems like we cant go wrong

deep in my heart i know theres only u

and right from the start i always knew

ill never let go cuz i love u so

ohh i want u for the rest of my life

there comes a chance in everyones life

and i believe it wont happen twice

now since i felt the glory of love i wanna spend forever and ever with u...

deep in my heart i know theres only u

and right from the start i always knew

ill never let go cuz i love u so

ohh i want u for the rest of my life

[nSyNcBaBy]

this song breaks my heart whenever i hear it

I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye

All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive

Something your eyes never told me

But it's only now too plain to see

Brilliant disguise when you hold me

And I'm free

I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude

Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use

But how could I have known girl

It was time and not space you would need

Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know

But would you believe

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see

There's a place in your heart where I used to be

Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me

There's a light in your eyes

Did you leave that light burning for me

Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you

Constant reminder of all the things you get used to

Is there a chance in hell or heaven

That there's still something here to build on

Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall

But after all

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see

And a song in the words that you spoke to me

Was I wrong to believe in your melody

There's a light in your eyes

Did you leave that light burning for me

Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away

Fading away

It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been

Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send

I tried to call your old number

But the voice that I heard on the phone

I recognized but she told me the number was wrong

There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see

And a pain in my heart where you used to be

Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me

There's a light in your eyes

Did you leave that light burning for me

[nSyNcBaBy]

new britney song...

Come notice me

And take my hand

So why are we

Strangers when

Our love is strong

Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I make believe

That you are here

It's the only way

I see clear

What have I done

You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain

Please forgive me

My weakness caused you pain

And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray

That soon your face

Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you baby

After all...

After all...

[nSyNcBaBy]

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss

I sent it off

It just said this

I know exactly what I want this year.

Santa can you hear me.

I want my baby

I want someone to love me someone to hold me.

Maybe he'll be all I hope in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?

I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing

Tell me my true love is here

He's all I want, just for me underneath my christmas tree

I'll be waiting here.

Santa thats my only wish this year.

oohhh ohh yeah

Christmas Eve I just can't sleep

Would I be wrong for taking a peek?

Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me?

Really hope that your on your way

With something special for me in your sleigh

Ohh please make my wish come true

Santa can you hear me

I want my baby

I want someone to love me someone to hold me

Maybe theyll be all the love under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me

I have been so good this year

And all I want is one thing

Tell me my true love is here

He's all I wabt just for me

Underneath my christmas tree

I'll be waiting here santa thats my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time

Bring me love can call all mine

(yeah yeah) cause I have been so good this year.

Can't be alone under the mistletoe

He's all want and a big red bow

Santa can you hear me (hear me?)

I have been so good this year

And all i want is one thing

Tell me my true love is near

He's all I want. just for me

Underneath my christmas tree

I'll be waiting here

santa thats my only wish this year

Well hes all I want just for me underneath my Christmas tree

Oh I'll be waiting here

Santa thats my only wish this year.

[dgmodel]

Yes I know who you remind me of

A girl I think I used to know

Yes I'd see her when the day got colder

On those days when it felt like snow

You know I even think that she stared like you

She used to just stand there and stare

And roll her eyes right up to heaven

And make like I just wasn't there

And she used to fall down a lot

That girl was always falling

Again and again

And I used to sometimes try to catch her

But I never even caught her name

And sometimes we would spend the night

Just rolling about on a floor

And I remember

Even though it felt soft at the time

I always used to wake up sore

You know I even think that she smiled like you

She used to just stand there and smile

And her eyes would go all sort of far away

And stay like that for quite a while

And I remember she used to fall down a lot

That girl was always falling

Again and again

And I used to sometimes try to catch her

But I never even caught her name

Yes I sometimes even tried to catch her

But I never even caught her name...

[upjumpdaboogie]

Once I had a pony, her name was Lucifer

I had a pony, her name was Lucifer

She broke her leg and she needed shooting

I swear it hurt me more than it could ever have hurted her

Sometimes I wonder what's going on in the mind of Miss X

Sometimes I wonder what's going on in the mind of Miss X

You know she got such a sweet disposition

I never know what the poor girl's gonna do to me next

I got a new pony, she knows how to fox-trot, lope and pace

Well, I got a new pony, she knows how to fox-trot, lope and pace

She got great big hind legs

And long black shaggy hair above her face

Well now, it was early in the mornin', I seen your shadow in the door

It was early in the mornin', I seen your shadow in the door

Now, I don't have to ask nobody

I know what you come here for

They say you're usin' voodoo, your feet walk by themselves

They say you're usin' voodoo, I seen your feet walk by themselves

Oh, baby, that god you been prayin' to

Is gonna give ya back what you're wishin' on someone else

Come over here pony, I, I wanna climb up one time on you

Come over here pony, I, I wanna climb up one time on you

Well, you're so bad and nasty

But I love you, yes I do

[dgmodel]

I'd love to touch the sky tonight

I'd love to touch the sky

So take me in your arms

And lift me like a child

And hold me up so high

And never let me go

Take me

Take me in your arms tonight

Hold me

Hold me up so high

And never let me down

Hold me

Hold me up so high

To touch the sky

Just one more time

Take me in your arms tonight

Take me in your arms

Just one more time

Just one more time

Just one more time...

[upjumpdaboogie]

Oh baby, baby

How was I supposed to know

That something wasn't right here

Oh baby, baby

I shouldn't have let you go

And now you're out of sight, yeah

Show me how want it to be

Tell me baby 'cause I need to know now, oh because

My loneliness is killing me

I must confess I still believe

When I'm not with you I lose my mind

Give me a sign

Hit me baby one more time

Oh baby, baby

The reason I breathe is you

Boy you got me blinded

Oh pretty baby

There's nothing that I wouldn't do

It's not the way I planned it

Show me how you want it to be

Tell me baby 'cause I need to know now, oh because

My loneliness is killing me

I must confess I still believe

When I'm not with you I lose my mind

Give me a sign

Hit me baby one more time

Oh baby, baby how was I supposed to know

Oh pretty baby, I shouldn't have let you go

I must confess, that my loneliness is killing me now

Don't you know I still believe

That you will be here

And give me a sign

Hit me baby one more time

My loneliness is killing me

I must confess I still believe

When I'm not with you I lose my mind

Give me a sign

Hit me baby one more time

hahaha...slut.

[upjumpdaboogie]

I used to carry this big old world

On my shoulders and back

I used to lie inside my room

Wondering where Im at

I felt a chill running through my veines

And wondered: "Would I be saved?"

I felt the ice building in my soul

Would it melt away?

Hes a warm breeze

Breathing life into me

Hes the sunlight

Shining down on me

I used to worry my life away

Counting every dime

Shutting out the ones I loved

Never finding the time

And then one day I was overcome

By Loneliness and despair

But deep inside I thought I heard

"Lean on me, Im here"

Hes a warm breeze

Breathing life into me

Hes the sunlight

Shining down on me

I pulled the burden from off my back

And tossed it into the wind

I streched my arms towards the sky

And let my life begin

And like a tree, I have measured up

Best when Ive been cut down

And like a tree I have touched the sky

With my feet on the ground

Hes a warm breeze

Breathing life into me

Hes the sunlight

Shining down on me

Hes a warm breeze

Breathing life into me

Hes the sunlight

Shining down on me, yeah

Shining down on me

Shining down, Shining down

Shining down on me

Ouuuh

[upjumpdaboogie]

{cough? }

Purple haze all in my brain

Lately things just don’t seem the same

Actin’ funny, but I don’t know why

’scuse me while I kiss the sky

Purple haze all around

Don’t know if I’m comin’ up or down

Am I happy or in misery?

What ever it is, that girl put a spell on me

Help me

Help me

Oh, no, no

[faint, spoken lyrics...all questionable]

Hammerin’

Talkin’ ’bout heart ’n’...s-soul

I’m talkin’ about hard stuff

If everbodys still around, fluff and ease, if

So far out my mind

Somethings happening, somethings happening

Ooo, ahhh

Ooo, {click} ahhh,

Ooo, ahhh

Ooo, ahhh, yeah!

Purple haze all in my eyes, uhh

Don’t know if it’s day or night

You got me blowin’, blowin’ my mind

Is it tomorrow, or just the end of time?

Ooo

Help me

Ahh, yea-yeah, purple haze, yeah

Oh, no, oh

Oh, help me

Purple haze, tell me, baby, tell me

I can’t go on like this

Purple haze

You’re makin’ me blow my mind...mama

Purple haze, n-no, nooo

Purple haze, no, it’s painful, baby

[marcid21]

Staying home alone on a Friday

Flat on the floor looking back

On old love

Or lack thereof

After all the crushes are faded

And all my wishful thinking was wrong

I'm jaded

I hate it

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you

I'm not sure who I'm looking for

I'll know it

When I see you

Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom

Staying up all night just to write

A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox

I could have passed you on the sidewalk

Could I have missed my chance

And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

So tired of being alone

So hurry up and get here

You'll be so good

You'll be so good for me

[marcid21]

don't need a shrink to tell me what to think

There ain't no missing link in my love life

It's alright, I ain't that uptight

I don't need a psychic 'cause I don't really like it

When someone tries to tell me just what my future holds

I already know

Your love keeps me alive

You're all I need to survive

I got you by my side

So I'm holdin' on-I'm feelin' strong-baby you're the one

For all my life!

Yeah I'm holdin' out-there ain't no doubt-I can't live without

You all my life!

I'm holdin' on to love to save my life

I don't need to get all caught up on the net 'cause I'm already set

Can't you understand-already got my man

No I don't need proof to show me the truth, not even Dr. Ruth

Is gonna tell me how I feel-I know our love is real

Your love keeps me alive

You're all I need to survive

I got you by my side

So I'm holdin' on-I'm feelin' strong-baby you're the one

For all my life!

Yeah I'm holdin' out-there ain't no doubt-I can't live without

You all my life!

I'm holdin' on to love to save my life

(I'm holdin' on to love to save my life)

Your love keeps me alive

You're all I need to survive

I got you by my side

So I'm holdin' on-I'm feelin' strong-baby you're the one

For all my life!

Yeah I'm holdin' out-there ain't no doubt-I can't live without

You all my life!

I'm holdin' on to love to save my life

Save me, save me, save me

Save my life