bigpoppanils Posted April 12 Report Share Posted April 12 Sorry if ive seemed to be bitter/an asshole lately. i havent been getting much sleep lately, which isnt helping. i have to make a choice soon that will affect the rest of my life, and i'm going through hell right now. I feel nervous, scared, anxious; but yet excited at the same time. I miss London so fucking much, but I know if I leave here I will miss my friends and family too. I cant explain exactly what is drawing me back there, except that Ive felt that ive felt empty since i left. argh! Why does life have to be so complicated! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tunnelbandit Posted April 12 Report Share Posted April 12 It's ok poppa. But just think of all the people who's feelings you might have hurt. They must be so mad at you.I think you should write everyone you offended a cheery lil PM and invite them out for tea and krumpets. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marcid21 Posted April 12 Report Share Posted April 12 Yeah...you were so F'N rude to me! WTF did I ever do to you?(hee hee...j/k) hope ya feel better! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
joeg Posted April 12 Report Share Posted April 12 Originally posted by tunnelbandit It's ok poppa. But just think of all the people who's feelings you might have hurt. They must be so mad at you.I think you should write everyone you offended a cheery lil PM and invite them out for tea and krumpets. is it 4pm yet??? Eric... good luck on your decision... Do whats best for you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
acura Posted April 12 Report Share Posted April 12 Originally posted by bigpoppanils Sorry if ive seemed to be bitter/an asshole lately. i havent been getting much sleep lately, which isnt helping. i have to make a choice soon that will affect the rest of my life, and i'm going through hell right now. I feel nervous, scared, anxious; but yet excited at the same time. I miss London so fucking much, but I know if I leave here I will miss my friends and family too. I cant explain exactly what is drawing me back there, except that Ive felt that ive felt empty since i left. argh! Why does life have to be so complicated! Well whatever you choose to do, good luck man.What is drawing you back? School? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Xpander Posted April 12 Report Share Posted April 12 Hey Eric...best of luck on your decision Don't stress yourself out...I'll see your ass at Vath Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bigpoppanils Posted April 12 Author Report Share Posted April 12 Originally posted by legend38 Well whatever you choose to do, good luck man.What is drawing you back? School? Just starting out on my own there Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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bigpoppanils Posted April 12 Author Report Share Posted April 12 Originally posted by tunnelbandit It's ok poppa. But just think of all the people who's feelings you might have hurt. They must be so mad at you.I think you should write everyone you offended a cheery lil PM and invite them out for tea and krumpets. i hate crumpets Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
georgym Posted April 14 Report Share Posted April 14 I can understand why it's hard to leave here, for goodness sakes, NYC is the capital of the WORLD But I've often thought of moving to Europe for various reasons: it's more beautiful out there, less pollution, more outdoorsy and open minded, etc...But im thinking of staying where my heart is, and that's here in New York for now. But i might consider moving to Europe either for a job, or to retire.Just keep your options open, and weigh the positive with the negative. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
godfatherbam Posted April 14 Report Share Posted April 14 dude, the godfather is gonna give u some advice to live by....u do what u gotta do, if that entails u goin back to london then so be it, i mean yeah we are gonna miss u and the same for u, but if u feel it is gonna better your life, then the hell with everyone that is keepin you back, and u go for it, if u feel you will not be bettered by this decision, then u stay, but trust me, i passed up an offer to leave and i stayed and there isnt a day that goes by that i dont regret ever goin...so like i said, if it will make your life better, then by all means, get your ass the fuck back there!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gothzane Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 Refer to what i said at IhopNeed more sleepyOriginally posted by bigpoppanils Sorry if ive seemed to be bitter/an asshole lately. i havent been getting much sleep lately, which isnt helping. i have to make a choice soon that will affect the rest of my life, and i'm going through hell right now. I feel nervous, scared, anxious; but yet excited at the same time. I miss London so fucking much, but I know if I leave here I will miss my friends and family too. I cant explain exactly what is drawing me back there, except that Ive felt that ive felt empty since i left. argh! Why does life have to be so complicated! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
godfatherbam Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 ummm ok wow what a coincidence... i just got a call from my uncle out in cali (where i was born and have wanted to go back for like 10 yrs) and he offered me a job to run one of jis businesses out there, so now i have the same fuckin decision to make...isnt that peculiar Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
georgym Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 Originally posted by godfatherbam ummm ok wow what a coincidence... i just got a call from my uncle out in cali (where i was born and have wanted to go back for like 10 yrs) and he offered me a job to run one of jis businesses out there, so now i have the same fuckin decision to make...isnt that peculiar WoW! Cali is niiiice It's the only other state i think i'd live in the U.S. besides New York. What type of business? will you be up north or south Both u and bigpoppa should think it over. Californians are generally nice people, and London has an awesome club scene Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
godfatherbam Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 well, it is about 20 mins north of hollwywood and for now he wants me to run one of his 3 new bagel shops ... eh, but he said he can get me a job after a lil while in my original field of engineering...so it seems all too perfect and i think i am gonna do it, it all goes down in a few weeks, so i am gonna have to get ready real soon Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ronin Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 Yeah guys, do what's BEST for you. Jay... Hope everything works out, eric, go fuck yourself. j/k good luck. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
boreese Posted April 15 Report Share Posted April 15 Well............like...........u know;) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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