i hate Hate!

[georgym]

i think it's old, overplayed and leads to nowhere. Anyone else share the same feelings?

[amercali]

hate is stupid your right, and if u do hate keep it to yourself cause I don't wanna fucking hear it

[wickedvinyl]

LOOK AT ME GMC. A MAN WHO IS MISUNDERSTOOD AND ALONE IN THE WOODS. YOU SEE THAT FACE I GOT. ALWAYS MEAN, SHITTY LOOKING, ANGRY. THAT'S HATE. HATRED TOWARDS MY EX THAT I HAVE BOTTLED. NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS, I WILL LET IT LOOSE ON THE WRONG PERSON SOMEDAY, ONLY TO REGRET IT AND LIVE IN MORE BAD KARMA. BUT IF I GET MY LOVE BACK IN MY ARMS, SHE WILL NEVER KNOW THE ANGER I FEEL DEEP INSIDE IS FROM HER. WHEN SHE IS THE ONLY TRUE RECIPIENT. HER AND MYSELF. TRUST ME GMC, I BEAR THESE CHAINS OF ANGER FROM MY EX AND OTHERS, OTHERS WHO I LOVED AND STILL LOVE. I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO LET GO UNTIL SOMEONE CAN BREAK ME DOWN ENOUGH TO FIND THE ANGER DEEP IN ME TO SET IT FREE. DON'T FOLLOW ME, MORE ANGER HAS BUILD JUST GIVING MY EX ROOM TO BREATHE BECAUSE OF HER OWN PROBLEMS IN LIFE. JSUT GIVE WHAT U GOT TO ME, LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES, I CAN HANDLE IT.

[blowflyii]

how r u guys

[georgym]

OUT OF RESPECT TO WICKEDV, I WILL WRITE THIS THREAD ALL IN CAPS, CAUSE THE DUDE DESERVES A WHAZZUP!

I SWEAR, GUYS, IF YOU MET ME, YOU'D WONDER HOW A GUY LIKE ME COULD EVER GET UPSET. THEY'VE CALLED ME SMILEY AT SCHOOL...GIRLS ALWAYS SAY HOW CUTE AND FUNNY I AM. BUT SINCE MY BREAKUP WITH NIK, I HOLD THIS ANGER AND FRUSTRATION DEEP WITHIN THAT CARRIES OVER TO OTHERS (UNFORTUNATELY, AND U GUYS ARE NOT ALONE). IT SUCKS BIG ASS, BUT YOU GOTTA BELIEVE THIS WILL WEAR OFF.

I REALLY BELIEVE THOUGH THAT THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. THE FUTURE IS JUST SOOOO WIDE AND THE WORLD SOOOO BIG, THAT I'M SURE WE'LL ALL GET OVER THIS HURDLE. WE JUST CAN'T SEE IT YET.

THERE ARE TIMES WHERE I BREAK DOWN IN DISBELIEF AND GRIEF IN THE LOSS OF SUCH A SPECIAL PERSON WHOM I INVESTED SO MUCH TIME AND EMOTIONS IN. IT'S A SHAME BECAUSE I SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMING. NIK(MY EX) CHANGES HER MIND CONSTANTLY, AND SHE'S ONLY 21, SO I KINDA HAVE TO UNDERSTAND SHE'S NOT READY 4 A COMMITMENT. I FEEL LIKE I;M STUCK!

BUT WE'RE NOT, ::CAN'T NOBODY HOLD ME DOWN, O NO, WE GOT TA KEEP ON MOOOVIN::

IF P DIDDY CAN DO IT AFTER J-LO, WE CAN GET OVER OUR PAST!

AND WICKED V, I SUGGEST FOCUSING YOUR ANGER INTO OTHER THINGS, LIKE DANCING OR SPORTS. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SNOWBOARDING, AND WHEN THE F@CK ARE WE GONNA HAVE A MEETUP?/? I SWEAR IT'S BEEN WAY TOO LONG

JUST TRY TO KEEP YOUR MIND OFF THESE PEOPLE WHO HURT, STAY BUSY DOING THINGS AND TALKING TO FRIENDS AND OTHERS...

THE BAND AID IS STILL FRESH, AND THINKING ABOUT THE PAST ONLY PEELS IT OFF SLOWLY, HURTING AND BURNING. WE WANNA KEEP THAT BAND AID ON, AND HEAL THE WOUND, BABY!!!

[wickedvinyl]

i'm writting this thread all in lil' caps to pay homage to papa smurf.

listen, i've been working out to let go of my anger. because of it i've weakend my finger joints building my forearm muscles and ended up breaking the tip of my wittle pinky. ya see, i was letting out some more of this anger by pounding on a close friend of mine. in the heat of my aggression he blocked a punched with his shoulder blade. and if that wasn't enough, my wittle pinky got caught in his jacket, which then twisted the pinky in different directions. to make a long story short, it looks like the wittle hunchback of norte dame!

however, the pain of my finger reminds me of my angelkitty. since stupidity and ignorance led to me breaking and twisting it up.

not only do i live with this blade stuck in my heart, but i got a deformed pinky too, with bad nerve damage if i might add. i hate her but love, she's trying to make me feel guilty for her leaving me, go figure.