My boyfriend of four months has been having some irritation in his penis for some time now, ever since I met him. He was convinced it was an allergic reaction from some warming massage oil or something, and when we both got tested for HIV, we were negative. Last night, the burning in his penis was so bad he had to go to the hospital, and they told him it was probably an STD. He had no idea, and when he told me my heart sank. So far I the only thing I've done is give him blow jobs, with and without a condom, and I have had semen in my mouth. But we have NOT had sex. I'm terrified right now, and I'm wondering a) what he could have? his penis looks fine, but it's been "burning" for almost five or six months now, and he's been having what he describes as "bladder spasms." The doctors put him on a ton of antibiotics, and they're waiting for the test results now. COULD I HAVE AN STD??????????????? I'm so scared right now. I've never had one before, and I feel like I'm going to throw up/cry. What are the odds I do? I don't have health insurance, and I'm so sick to my stomach right now I'm kind of disoriented and need to go lie back down, as a matter of fact. Please help. :worry2: I don't want to have to break up with him over this because I do care about him a lot. I don't know what to do.