I do not respect FDNY because the media tells me to, I respect them because I know many firefighters and what they are about. I do not respect NYPD because the media tells me to, I do because I truly know what they are about. My boyfriend is NYPD. I know what I am talking about. I was there in the rubble doing what I could for the cops and firefighters that weekend. The desperation I saw there was enough to break anyone. These men went through hell, from the minute it happened until now...and it's not over yet. You have no idea the devastation that is permanently burned into my brain after being there, after knowing one of my friends is actually inside that huge pile. After waiting night after night for my b/f to come home froma day of being sent to bomb threats. They acted as they should have. You act as if there was a break in protocol. There is no precedent for this. I believe that it is in fact YOU who does not know the real world. Please provide the details of this "investigation". I would like to run that by one of my friends who was also "in fact" in the building. He is a secret service agent.