misskittie

Well I am only 21...21 in December....but still. Despite my age I have man problems and stresses. Yet, I cant find anyone, not one guy, who will respect me. I do believe part of the problem is my openess to my sexuality. Guess hear that and watchout....hee comes Jack's beanstalk. But I dont feel I should senor that because my sexuality is a major part of me. I do think it is what happens to attract the wrong people. I know Im young and it probably does sound funny to give up at such a tender age but its getting too complicated and everything leads to a dead end street. If I give up, then I can point more of my attention to important things in my life. ------------------

Where have you been looking? If you hang out only in places where assholes hang and thats where you are looking for Mr. Right, All you are going to get is disappointment. I dont LLOK for guys, prince charming or jerks. I meet guys everywhere...cofee shops, theaters, walking around NYC, clubs, bars, business parties. You name it, Ill meet someone. But part of the problem for me may be that many times Im overly social. If Im not banged up on some type of ileegal substance, Ill strike up a convo with anyone and usually guys take that the wrong way. I think Im just going to wave the white flag and surrender. Im not interested in this battle anymore. ------------------

I didnt get to see the pics but from everyones reaction, Im jelous. Can I see? Can I see? email to me.... kathy22@idt.net Thank you!!! ------------------

Thank you girl! >kiss< ------------------

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO come on gys. Youre makin me feel bad. My day just keeps going d o w n h i l l ------------------

Oh can I ever tell you a story about my EX-ASSHOLE BOYFRIEND! Boy did he ever hear me rip him a new asshole after this night. Well, he was supposed to come stay at the house with me because my parents left for the poconoes. I have a lasrge house and when alone it makes creepy noises so he was going to stay over and make sure I didnt freak out. Anyway, about 2 hours before he was going to come over, he asked me if he could go to Tunnel with his friends. Me being the bitch I am said no way! He knew all week he was supposed to stay with me and keep me comfy. And I was sick of him always breaking plans with me. It was going to be a nice night, just the 2 of us cuddling together watching movies. So, he calls me at say 8 and sayd, "Ill be there in 20 minutes babe". I got all happy, put a sexy little outfit on and waited for him to show up. 20 minutes later, No bf. I think, maybe he saw some friends...he always procrastinates. 45 Minutes, no BF. An hour, still no show. At this point Im getting suspicious. This is sooo his style to say hes coming and the drop me. I page one of the guys hes supposed to be with, NO CALL BAC. Page again about 40 minutes later, still no call. So here I am sitting all alone in this creepy house by myself worried sick. I call a friend of mine and tell him that I think the ASSHOLE went to Tunnel. I knew he did. I could tell he'd pull some crap on me! So, my friend, who is also a cop, was willing to bring me there but I decided not to. He was a dumb boyfriend and would slip some how. Well, I go to bed around4:30 with a 2x4 under the covers with me b/c of my own fear of being alone. Around 10AM, I feel my bed move. GUESS WHO?? The asshole ex-boyfriend. I sat up and waited to hear his bull sh*t story. You'll never guess what it was.... Kat, me and Eddie went to the Bronx to buy pot and we got arrested. I couldnt call you because they wouldnt let me use the phone until this morning....yea and having a brother in law for a lawyer and cops in the family, Im really gonna buy that one....They decided to let us go this morning though. Hmm ok, what precinct were you at? Uhhh, I think he said the 27th and I did my research to find there was no 27th in the Bronx. So of course he goes, well I dont know. I then ask him wheres the slip they gave him for court or showing a release. They didnt give us one Kat. (uh huh) I told him I knew he went to the Tunnel with the boyz. Did he fight with me about that remark. "No I didnt. Why would you think I would lie to you Kat.I love you and would never hurt you" (lmfao) Well we scream and argue and I go downstairs. The hone rings. I hear him run to it and pick it up the same time. Its his boy, D. "Did she say anything to you?" No she dont know. "Good she wont figure it out" They hang up the phone and I go back upstairs now knowing he went for sure. I ask him again and he insists he didnt go. Well boy does he not know how to make sure he has nothing to show hes guilty on him. He sits on my bed with his boot up and on the bottom.....a bunch of garbage like gum, beer wrappers, glitter and ciggarettes all stuck in one. Needless to say I caught him there and used the phone convo with his boy and the evidence on the bottom of his Skecher boots to convict the asshole. Needless to say, the rest of the day was a fight until I forced him to leave the house with my 200lb dog behind me, and never come back! God if your gonna try and scam us, you betta be smart about it! Girls ALWYS find out. ------------------

I like my cat. >hiss< ------------------

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My friend came over after he got out of work yesterday and said...look what I learned at work. Considering that was his first day, I thought it would be some kind of new trick on the computer. Well, it wasnt. It was that site. Kind of freaky huh. ------------------

My best friends brother can do that. I have a picture at home of him "performing" If I can locate it, Ill post it hahah ------------------

Enyce you know Darell???? OMG, he sends me dirty Instant Messages at night. hehe ------------------

Thanks hon. Same here! ------------------

Bre Im sorry to hear about your Aunt as well but youre right. It probably is better to just go. Its sd theyre not with us anymore physically but they are peaceful. ------------------

Well there's many reasons. My parents want more land and to get out of where we leave. My grandmother will be moving with us when he passes on. Wherever she wants to spend the rest of her life to complete her happiness is where we will go. Its all for Grandma! Being here will depress her too much. If we were to stay here, she would insist on keeping all of the businesses, apartment buildings and land whih they own. If we leave, she will sell everything and be happy. She will finally get to rest without having to worry about running around and constantly bring Grandpa to the hospital. It just makes it easier for her and we want to make her happy. She has wanted to move to SC for years and if this is what she wishe, my family will go to ever extent to grant it. Just a close net family I guess. ------------------

Its ok. Im use to my family constantly being in the hospital for illness but when you see it get closer to the clock running out is when its harder. Thank you though. ------------------

Its ok. Not to be mean but if my grandfather passes on it will be for the best of the fam. Everyone is brought down b/cof his illness and its painful for him. Theres bad effects to this too though. I might be moving to Myrtle Beach SC. ------------------

Well noone seems to be answering the topic so I will. I can do both! My left and right...just gotta know how to work both at the same time to get that full pleasured feeling! ------------------

Well my doctor that Ive had since I was little just died and 3 of my family members just went into the hospital. My Aunt, Uncle, And Grandfather...and get this...they are brothers and sister. Im not having very good luck anymore. This is too damn much. BUMP, after BUMP, after Bump, after.... ------------------

The sexiest thinga bout a woman for me.....PERSONALITY. If she can be as outgoing and friendly as me then shes perfect. I like the "inner child" girls. A girl who can be my best friend is the best sexual partner I have found. You have trust and friendship in one. I can spot these girls from across the room and those are the ones I tend to go after. ------------------

Yes she works...shes my sex toy! Pay attention. SHEESH! ------------------

No I was gabbing on the phone with my sister about my fam. I cant avoid problems anywhere I go. ------------------

Why? It looks exactly like I did Saturday. Alexis was soo shocked to see me that bad. I think she was a lil disappointed. ------------------

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www.deathclock.com Now this is a sick site. My friends are mad for me showing this. ------------------

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