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Risa thanks for all your responses, but honestly I don't think I want to do these things with her. I'm just so confused.

I hear what you are saying but we are stuck in a lease and I can't afford to keep the apartment myself or stick her with it. I am emotionally happy with her. I just feel I need to be happy sexually too.....

I wish I could but we live together.

I need to ask you all a question. I have been in a relationship for a while now, and I love the girl to death. She's my best friend as well as my lady. The only problem is this....Our love life is lacking. Like even when we do have sex, it's boring and I can't wait for it to be over. It's like I do it just to keep her happy. Personally I am a freak. I love sex and doing whatever, only problem is, the way I feel about her, I don't want to do these things with her. I want physical, sweaty, "dirty" sex. Am I wrong (I'm sure I am), that I want to have a mistress or someone who I can go to, who perhaps is in the same position as me, that I can have wonderful, marathon sex with on occasion? Does anyone out there have this problem? It's just I'm a good looking guy and always had great sex my whole life and now I feel so unhappy and sexually fustrated. Can anyone make light of this for me? Thanks..........