When you get right down to it....we always take people for granted and never tell them how we feel...i am guilty of this more than I care to admit, especially when it comes to love and friendship...i wish i could stop being so hard all the time..it's so hard for me to open up and let someone in, what am I so afraid of, so I get hurt, life moves on, "everyone hurts sometimes." Funny thing is that E has really helped me open up, it's pretty interesting that it took drugs to help me, but I am huge proponent of E for this single reason, i really think E changed my life, i'm not afraid anymore, i just wish I could have coem to this realization earlier, but no sense in regretting...that kind of thing is the worst state of mind. However, it is a drug and it should not be abused,, but i just had to say my peace, because i was wondering if this has really affected anyone else the way it has deeply affected me.