fatpapi

Thanks for the info. What's a good side to get a download? fp

From what he said, she was taking too long and he lost interest. I don't think he was digging her anyway but I would have just been like, "I'm not liking this. See ya." fp

One of my boys just told me about this situation happening to him where he faked an orgasm. Apparently it was a pretty messy scene, she was taking too long to get off and he got tired. Wondering if any other guys have got tired of waiting and put an end to it the same way. fp

every time i take to big of a hit, i get that feeling that i'm going to throw-up. i just always have some water nearby and i take slow breaths. usually goes away after a minute or so. had some really got weed about a week ago. one hit got me a strong high for more than an hour. nice... fp

I'm just wondering, my boy has been trying to get some acid for awhile but it appears that the well has run dry. Is this the case all over or just down South? X, however, is flowing freely. fp I'm not looking to get any, just curious.

LOL, mystery at a sex party isn't a good thing. fp

i've been and hosted a few. the key with the whole nudity thing is to allow men to keep on their boxers and the ladies their panties (if they want). tends to help with the uncomfortable feeling of being completely naked.

Thanks T. It has asbsolutely gone to hell which to me makes absolutely no sense. New Orleans should have a massive party scene not this sporadic, sometimes court-embattled scene I've been subjected to.

With years of club experience on the East Coast, I'm looking to do bar/party/club promoting in New Orleans, LA and surrounding areas. Services I can provide depends on your establishment. Reasonable fees, contact me for details: nathan@postell.com fp

cool places to party? NO. fatpapi recently relocated to lew-e-z-anna

Take a break, stop for awhile. And if she doesn't know where the depression and paranoia is coming from, tell her. Since you know what's going on and that it's the after-effects, do whatever you have to do to keep it in check. It's not worth loosing someone you love. fp

The day after I feel pretty lazy. Just want to get into an overstuffed la-z-boy and sink into the cushions... Anyone else have a massive appetite after rolling? I've found my normally big appetite increases afterwards. fp

fossor, you're absolutely right. My first time I was in a similar situation with the depression and paranoia being directed towards the relationship I was in. Could have messed it up *big time*. No one told me that it was a part of the X. I'd heard all about the serotonin and what it does but didn't know about the depression and what not. It didn't take me to long to figure out something was going on brain-wise and I was able to figure it out. now that I know, I can handle it. fp

Yeah work and relationships are pretty hard for me after rolling. Makes me want to hurt my boss even more than I already do.

So it's not just me... fp

One time I had the PR Depression so bad that I started crying in front of my boy and couldn't control it or stop. Freaked me and him out. I've had it hit me for as long as two weeks afterwards. Paranoia, depression, anxiety, the usual suspects. fp

i hear you anthony. were you taking a lot of pills or just now and then? i've just in the past six months gotten into pills (or any drugs for that nature) and I'm trying to be cautious and careful. talked to a few kids my age who strongly advocate staying away from X, primarily in large doses. I'm to cheap to be doing 'em on a regular basis (three, four in a day? fuck that) plus the stories i've heard of how it can really mess you up have gotten me pretty freaked. anyway, i'm just feeling my way through. fp

thanks princess i kinda figured but i wanted to make sure.

anthony - curious, why'd you stop doing pills? fp

i was into trance, tech, dNb before I tried *E* - now the music and the vibe is just enhanced for me. fp

I've had smilies but that was a really short roll. fp

is that true? fp

When the room starts to spin and i get this urge that i have to throw up, I know it's hit me. I fight the urge and if I chill out and relax, it usually goes away. fp

Thanks for the info princess. I've been hearing good things about plugging but dammit, I'm not sure that I'm ready to go that route, just yet. fp

I hope this Friday is better. It's the first time I've gone to buzz and not had that good of a time. It was all about the music to me and with that Feelgood dude, it sucked. Between the drunk chicks in the DJ booth with him and the lack of blending, I just hung out on the smaller dancefloor getting wasted and neckrubs from some fellow clubbers. That was the highlight of the night. fp