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Your written responses and comments show me that you have it together. We are lucky to be living healthy lives. I think our society's view of perfection which is constantly displayed in advertisements, movies, magazines, television, etc. has some of us in a struggle to look or live in a certain way. I often get lost in the whirlwind. The ultimate goal for all of us is to find inner happiness. I am still searching (anybody know of a good surgeon for penis enlargement)... sorry I got off track there. From reading the responses you have received, everyone loves you the way you are. You will probably find a guy that loves every inch of you, and it sounds like most of the regular CPers already do. Whatever decision you make will be the right decision, whether you love it or learn from it. My final recommendation is to take that extra money and treat yourself to a sweet vacation. Cheers!!!

How often do you have sex? How many different partners do you average? How often do you use or don't use protection? Would you rather be single or find love with one partner?

How often do you have sex? How many different partners do you average? How often do you use or don't use protection? Would you rather be single or find love with one partner?

I am glad I came across this messageboard and it is good to hear everyone speak the truth. I can't find fulfillment in anything... except music which keeps me going. My endless search for that something extra in my life often has me at clubs alone in the wee hours drifting... just to go home even emptier. I decided to quit my job starting in January, move to the village, in an attempt to get back to who I am and re-evaluate my life. I am working everyday throughout the holidays. This will be two years in a row I can't spend Christmas with my family. New Years weekend I work everyday on 12 hour shifts... this will be my second new years... alone. Three years ago I was at the Mtv new years banging in the millenium on times square with a swedish princess. What the fuck? I am always looking in the future and am never happy in the present. People tell me that I am so lucky to have traveled the world and make good money... I say fuck money and this materialistic world that we are living in... today I find myself alone in my apartment Christmas morning... and I realize I am just another lost soul... lostsoul... losoul... loser... All my friends were with their families unwrapping presents. The only thing I unwrapped was more emptiness. I am living in such a small world with so many people, but I am alone. I hate the holidays. It only makes me bring out harmful emotions inside. Does anybody know any good clubs or parties for christmas night so I can get waisted? Cheers!!!