horrible but funny, like when you watch a blind person walk into a wall.. its horrible and you help.. but its funny as sh*t.. well honestly im not going to bullsh*t you, after reading that you reminded me of all my old crazy fu*ked up friends i missed and all the wild sh*t that you just dont believe.. ever. Anyway, best of luck and getting clean. That drink offer is still on the table if interested. cheers