I feel the need...

[mssabina]

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,

blue skies from pain.

Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?

A smile from a veil?

Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?

Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?

Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange

a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,

year after year, running over the same old ground

What have we found?

The same old fears,

wish you were here.

[dgmodel]

...

[dgmodel]

I been through mad different phases like Masons

to find my way & now I know that happy days are not far away

If I'm strong enough I'll live long enough to see my kids

doing something more constructive with they time

than bids I know because I been there

now I'm in there sit back & look

at what it took for me to get there

First came the drama with my mama

she got on some fly shit "What!" til I split

and said that I'ma be that seed

that doesn't need much to succeed

strapped with mad greed and a heart that doesn't bleed

I'm ready for the world or at least I thought I was

baggin' "Uhh!" when I caught a buzz

for thinking about how short I was

Going too fast it wouldn't last but yo I couldn't tell

group homes & institutions, prepare my ass for jail

They put me in a situation forcin' me to be a man

when I was just learnin' to stand without a helpin' hand

Damn, was it my fault, somethin' I did

to make a father leave his first kid at 7 doin' my first bid?

Back on the scene at 14 with a scheme

to get more cream than I'd ever seen in a dream

and by all means I will be living high off the hog

and I never gave a shit about much but my dog

That's my only I had offered my last

Just another little "Come on!!" headed nowhere fast

That ain't the half "Arf!" get's worse as I get older

actions become bolder heart got colder

chip on my shoulder that I dared a "Uhh!" to touch

didn't need a click cause I scared a "Uh huh" that much

One deep went to for kicks

catchin' vicks throwin' bricks gettin by bein' slick

used to get high to get by used to have to get high

in the morning before I get fly

I ate something a couple of forties made me hate somethin'

I did some shit now I'm ready to take something

4 years later showing signs of stress

didn't keep my hair cut or give a shit how I dressed

I'm possessed by the darker side livin' the cruddy life

"What!" like this kept a nigga with a bloody knife

wanna make records but I'm "Wheeew'd!" up

I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up

Wasn't long before I hit rock bottom

"Howll!" was like damn look how that "how that" got him

Open like a window no more Indo look at a video

sayin' to myself that could've been you on the TV

believe me it could be done, somethin's got to give

it's got to change cause I've got a son

I've got to do the right thing for shorty

and that means no more getting high drinking forties

So I get back lookin' type slick again

Fake Niggahs jump back on my Dick again

Nothin' but love for those that know how it feel

& much respect to all my niggahs that kept it real

Be strong kept a from doin' wrong

They know who they is and this is your fuckin song

and to my boo who stuck with a "Arf!" through

all the bullshit you'll get yours because it's due

can't get up...I gots to get up

This is from the heart baby, don't get it twisted...

[dgmodel]

Let us pray

I thank you Lord for my birth, and everything that's followed

I thank you Lord for TODAY, and I will pray for tomorrow

I THANK YOU LORD for the love of my life and a friend

I made a promise - and I'm lovin my wife til the end

I thank you Lord for your GUIDANCE, cause it's all that counts

And RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW?! Lord, this is your house

I THANK YOU LORD for a dream that came true to light

and I ask you to bless everybody, in this room tonight

I don't always do the right thing, and I ask you to forgive me

cause I need you hear wit me

Without you in my life, it's empty

I THINK BACK how some people did me like, violence was the remedy and because I think of that now, I pray for my enemy

Not because of what I'll do - but because they don't know

There's somethin BETTER AFTER HERE - and everybody, won't go

So I ask you to forgive them, and we'll hope they see

And I thank you for the love that, they've given to me

I WILL NOT ABUSE IT, nor will I lead them astray

You see I love em like children, that I see everyday

And I pray.. no, WE PRAY, together

to get us through the bad weather, and we love you forever

Let YOUR THOUGHT, and my heart, go hand in hand

I FIRST THOUGHT, but to start, but I stand a man

And for as long as I can, as long as you permit me

Please give me, the strength I need to live

Bear with me -- amen.

We each walk the path, that we've chosen...

[dgmodel]

Lord Jesus it is you who wakes me up everyday

And I am grateful for your love this is why I pray

You let me touch so many people and it's all for the good

I influence so many children I never thought I would

And I couldn't take credit for the love they get

I'm just the one that's giving it

And when it seems like the pressure gets to be too much

I take time out and pray and I said you be my crutch

Lord I am not perfect by a long shot I confess to you daily

But I work hard everyday and I hope that you hear me

In my heart I mean well but if you help me grow

Then what I have in my heart will begin to show

And when I get going I'm not looking back for nothing

Cause I would know where I am headed I'm so tired of suffering

I stand before you a weakened version of your reflection

Begging for direction for my soul needs resurrection

I don't deserve what you give me but you never took it form me

Because I am grateful and I use it and I do not worship money

And if you want for me is to bring your children to you

My regret is only having one life to do it instead of two

[dgmodel]

I am just learning how to pray, so bear with me

First I thank you for the life of everyone that's here with me

Then I thank you for the love you give me, why?

I don't know; I don't deserve it, and it hurts inside

Many a nights I cried, and called your name out loud

But didn't call you when I was doin good, I was too proud

And STILL you gave me love, I wasn't used to that

Most of the people that gave me love, they ended up takin it back

That's somethin new to me, so I'm askin you for time to adjust

Let me make it there, I will be one you can trust

What I stand for, I put my life on, I DO!

I guess what I'm askin is - show me how to stand for you

And I will RAP for you, SING for you, PREACH for you, TEACH for you

REACH for you - I will love you like you love me, unconditionally

And I will ALWAYS be prepared, for whatever the mission'll be

GIVE THE NUTRITION TO ME, and I'll properly digest it

And when I give it back, I'll show you it was well invested

And whenever I go, BEFORE I GO, let me give

Thanks to you Lord, my birth, for every day that I've lived

You gave me a love most of my life I didn't know was there

IN THE NAME OF JESUS! I give you my life, cause you care

[naughtybabe]

Can you rock with me (aw baby)

Non-stop with me

Can you take it to the top with me

I just wanna love you babe (love ya babe)

Always thinking of you babe

Can you roll with me (ooh baby)

All over me

Can you take control of me

I just wanna love you baby

Always thinking of you baby

I think I like how your body feel next to me

Aw baby when you kissing me, aw baby when you loving me

I can't describe what I want to do to you tonight

Aw baby when you come to me, I'll make it so you'll never leave

Can you rock with me (aw baby)

Non-stop with me (stop with me)

Can you take it to the top with me

I just wanna love you babe (love ya babe)

Always thinking of you babe (wanna love you babe)

Can you roll with me (ooh baby)

All over me (over me)

Can you take control of me

I just wanna love you baby (love you babe)

Always thinking of you baby

See I don't know if I can handle you as just a friend

Aw baby I can't pretend, aw baby I'm so far in

But I don't mind as long as I could have you in my life

Aw baby I'm satisfied, even if you're not just mine

Can you rock with me (aw baby)

Non-stop with me (Ohhh, no)

Can you take it to the top with me

I just wanna love you babe (I wanna love ya babe)

Always thinking of you babe (thinking of you)

Can you roll with me (ooh baby)

All over me (over me)

Can you take control of me

I just wanna love you baby (love you)

Always thinking of you baby

Boy you make me not the same

(Aw baby, aw baby, ooh baby, ooh baby)

Can you feel me when we say

(Aw baby, aw baby, ooh baby, ooh baby)

Can you rock with me (aw baby)

Non-stop with me (I wanna rock with you)

Can you take it to the top with me

I just wanna love you babe (Oh)

Always thinking of you babe (yeah, yeah-yeah)

Can you roll with me (ooh baby)

All over me (over me)

Can you take control of me

I just wanna love you baby (yeah, yeah)

(Oh yeah) Always thinking of you baby (baby, baby)

Can you rock with me (aw baby)

Non-stop with me (stop with me)

Can you take it to the top with me (no babe)

I just wanna love you babe (I wanna love you babe)

Always thinking of you babe (I'm thinking of you babe)

Can you roll with me (ooh baby)

All over me (Ohhhh)

Can you take control of me

I just wanna love you baby (Oohhh)

Always thinking of you baby (I wanna love you babe)

Oh, mmmm, love you babe

Mmmm, yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah

Oh mmmm, love you babe

Mmmm, yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah

[dgmodel]

BLAH~!

[naughtybabe]

Can I please wash your balls...

they still smell like vinegar and cheese

[marcid21]

somehow....it's just not working...trying to dig into my spiritual side...while reading about Marko's balls....

just

not

working.

[dgmodel]

:laugh:

[naughtybabe]

[dgmodel]

you ever have a dream that was so vivid so lifelike, then wake up... and realise it was only a dream??? and youre reality is more depressing than a tori amos song... you ever wish you could just wake up in that dream one day??? one day i will... i swear to GOD, swear on LUCK, i swear on LOVE, I swear on MONEY... THAT ONE DAY I WILL...

[marcid21]

Originally posted by dgmodel

you ever have a dream that was so vivid so lifelike, then wake up... and realise it was only a dream??? and youre reality is more depressing than a tori amos song... you ever wish you could just wake up in that dream one day??? one day i will... i swear to GOD, swear on LUCK, i swear on LOVE, I swear on MONEY... THAT ONE DAY I WILL...

~~~~...sings, wearing queer tight white shorts, an off the shoulder fluffy white tee, wigwam socks, keds......snapping my fingers~~~~

*wake me up, before you gogo, cause i'm not plannin' on goin solo...wake me up, before you gogo don't wanna miss you when you hit that hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh, hiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh, hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*

[dgmodel]

[dgmodel]

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

Closer where i Started

Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking

completely and complete

i'll take your invitation

you take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know

i'm running and not quite sure where to go

i don't know what i'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing left to lose

nothing left to fly

there is nothing in the world that can change my mind

there is nothing else

there is nothing else..

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

Closer where i Started

Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know

i'm running and not quite sure where to go

i don't know what i'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you

just hanging by a moment

hanging by a moment..

hanging by a moment...

hanging by a moment here with you..

[dgmodel]

And all that good stuff, six-three walk with a strut

On these New York streets like baby what

Anything can happen, it usually does

I'm from manhattan, the Island,

peep me on Wall Street, stylin'...

[naughtybabe]

Originally posted by dgmodel

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

Closer where i Started

Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all i'm lacking

completely and complete

i'll take your invitation

you take all of me

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know

i'm running and not quite sure where to go

i don't know what i'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you

there's nothing left to lose

nothing left to fly

there is nothing in the world that can change my mind

there is nothing else

there is nothing else..

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

Closer where i Started

Chasing after you

i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

i'm living for the only thing i know

i'm running and not quite sure where to go

i don't know what i'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you

just hanging by a moment

hanging by a moment..

hanging by a moment...

hanging by a moment here with you..

I fucking love this song sooooooooooooo much!!

[marcid21]

i had planned my life

to the last detail

with a storybook romance to fill my days

but the funny thing

about answered prayers

they come to you in unexpected ways

how could i plan on forever

when i never planned on you

someone to fall for

to love for all eternity

baby lets plan on forever

and watch all our dreams come true

your what i live for

who i can give forever to

my destiny is you....

cause you danced with me

and the earth stood still

my heart can't quite believe how right this seems

when your in my arms

the truth of us

is better than the best of all my dreams

how could i plan on forever

when i never planned on you

someone to fall for

to love for all eternity

baby lets plan on forever

and watch all our dreams come true

your what i live for

who i can give forever to

oh somtimes...

the one..

you are right for is standing too close to see

but you saw the light

and never gave up on me....

baby, lets plan on forever...

and watch all our dreams come true

you're what i live for

who i can give forever to....

now i see

my destiny....

is you.....................

[jarvis]

It's nine o'clock on a Saturday

The regular crowd shuffles in

There's an old man sitting next to me

Makin' love to his tonic and gin

He says, "Son, can you play me a memory?

I'm not really sure how it goes

But it's sad and it's sweet and I knew it complete

When I wore a younger man's clothes"

La la la, de de da

La la, de de da da da

Sing us a song, you're the piano man

Sing us a song tonight

Well, we're all in the mood for a melody

And you've got us feelin' alright

Now John at the bar is a friend of mine

He gets me my drinks for free

And he's quick with a joke or to light up your smoke

But there's someplace that he'd rather be

He says, "Bill, I believe this is killing me."

As the smile ran away from his face

"Well I'm sure that I could be a movie star

If I could get out of this place"

Oh, la la la, de de da

La la, de de da da da

Now Paul is a real estate novelist

Who never had time for a wife

And he's talkin' with Davy who's still in the navy

And probably will be for life

And the waitress is practicing politics

As the businessmen slowly get stoned

Yes, they're sharing a drink they call loneliness

But it's better than drinkin' alone

It's a pretty good crowd for a Saturday

And the manager gives me a smile

'Cause he knows that it's me they've been comin' to see

To forget about life for a while

And the piano, it sounds like a carnival

And the microphone smells like a beer

And they sit at the bar and put bread in my jar

And say, "Man, what are you doin' here?"

Oh, la la la, de de da

La la, de de da da da

[dgmodel]

we got the afternoon,

you got this room for two.

one thing i've left to do,

discover me discovering you.

one mile to every inch, and,

your skin like porcelain,

one pair of candy lips and your bubblegum

tongue and if you want love

We'll make it Swim a deep sea

Of blankets Take all your big plans

And break 'em

This is bound to be a while

Your body

Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)

Your body Is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way your hair falls in your face

I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase

You tell me where to go and

Though I might leave to find it

I'll never let your head hit the bed

Without my hand behind it you want love?

We'll make it

Swimming a deep sea Of blankets

Take all your big plans

And break 'em

This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)

Your body Is a wonderland

Damn baby You frustrate me

I know you're mine all mine all mine

But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonderland...

[dgmodel]

I hurt myself today

to see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

the only thing that's real

the needle tears a hole

the old familiar sting

try to kill it all away

but I remember everything

what have I become?

my sweetest friend

everyone I know

goes away in the end

you could have it all

my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

I wear my crown of shit

on my liar's chair

full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

beneath the stain of time

the feeling disappears

you are someone else

I am still right here

what have I become?

my sweetest friend

everyone I know

goes away in the end

you could have it all

my empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

if I could start again

a million miles away

I would, I would find a way...

[marcid21]

Originally posted by dgmodel

we got the afternoon,

you got this room for two.

one thing i've left to do,

discover me discovering you.

one mile to every inch, and,

your skin like porcelain,

one pair of candy lips and your bubblegum

tongue and if you want love

We'll make it Swim a deep sea

Of blankets Take all your big plans

And break 'em

This is bound to be a while

Your body

Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)

Your body Is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way your hair falls in your face

I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase

You tell me where to go and

Though I might leave to find it

I'll never let your head hit the bed

Without my hand behind it you want love?

We'll make it

Swimming a deep sea Of blankets

Take all your big plans

And break 'em

This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)

Your body Is a wonderland

Damn baby You frustrate me

I know you're mine all mine all mine

But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)

Your body Is a wonderland

Your body is a wonderland...

one of my fav's.

[naughtybabe]

Another day is going by

I'm thinking about you all the time

But you're out there

And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head

'Cuz so many thing were left unsaid

But now you're gone

And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance

To make you understand

I'd do anything

Just to hold you in my arms

To try to make you laugh

Somehow I can't put you in the past

I'd do anything

Just to fall asleep with you

Will you remember me?

'Cuz I know

I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules

Dreaming of dropping out of school

And leave this place

To never come back

So now maybe after all these years

If you miss me have no fear

I'll be here

I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand

And I just can't let you leave me once again

I close my eyes

And all I see is you

I close my eyes

I try to sleep

I can't forget you

Nanana (....)

And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything

To fall asleep with you

I'd do anything

There's nothing I won't do

I'd do anything

To fall asleep with you

I'd do anything

'Cuz I know

I won't forget you

[naughtybabe]

Taking my time

I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind

I'm gonna be fine

As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind

I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you

I wanna be the only hand, you need to hold on to

But everytime I call you don't have time

I guess I'll never get to call you mine

For nothing at all, I know theres a million reasons

why I shouldn't call

With nothing to say, could easily make this

conversation last all day

Another lesson I didn't get to learn

Your my obsession

I've got nowhere to turn