Attn: Dr0ne

[LavenderMenace]

hehe. . . just a little nostalgia:

Try to make me bow down to you.

Try to take my identity.

Try to make me just another pebble on the beach.

A green mind twists the plan.

A cold hand trying to silence me.

You reach out to grasp me, but I'm out of reach.

No Spiritual Surrender

No Spiritual Surrender

[dr0ne]

hahahah i don't have that record but i have the song....it's on the rev inflight comp.

how about this:

What do you mean it's time, time for me to

grow up? I don't want any part. It's right

to follow my heart. The new kids ran, ran

out the back door fast, and the bands

that came before they had their noses in

the air. Pretending that they care about

our scene just because our money's

green. I'll tell you stage dives make me

feel more alive than coded messages in

slowed down songs.

Now you're so ashamed, now I'm so

ashamed of you. We believed the same

things. You stand to the side. Rebirth of

hardcore pride. It all came true, too bad

you can't see all the good things that I

see.

Back in, back in the days when I'd wait to

see the old bands play. It didn't seem

like wasted days. I was so sincere, but

now I see more clearly. Music's only

work to them. It's not to me. So I say,

hats off to bands that change. Good

luck, go your own way. Why play for us,

if your heart's not in it? Cause what might

seem dumb to you is pounding in my

heart.

Now you're so ashamed, now you're so

ashamed of you. We believed the same

things. You stand to the side. Rebirth of

hardcore pride. It all came true. Too bad

you can't see. No, you just can't fucking

see it.

Now you just turn your back. You said I

don't want it anymore. Old friends you

attack. Our pain out of touch. You don't

get it do you? New stage, new ideas.

You don't have to make excuses for us.

Sitting there looking back, I'm scared.

Don't spoil memories of the way things

were.

[LavenderMenace]

hahahaha. GB, but of course. ahhh the classics.

yeah, that revelation compilation is awesome. there's a lot of really good songs on there. heck, its still in my regular rotation.

here's another one for ya:

the wind picks up and the birds surround us

you cover up, you settle down

drink from the well, drink from the fountain

and it feels like a sunday, the morning took over and

left me with no clue

there's no one, nothing

colliding together moving me some way

you are the theme for the day

your words go deeper

I thank you and I walk away

and we'll be back tomorrow

in a place where there are no limits

we don't draw the line for anyone

drink from the well, drink from the fountain

it feels like a sunday, the morning took over and

left me with no clue

there's no one, nothing

colliding together moving me some way

you are the theme for the day

[dr0ne]

Originally posted by LavenderMenace

the wind picks up and the birds surround us

you cover up, you settle down

drink from the well, drink from the fountain

and it feels like a sunday, the morning took over and

left me with no clue

there's no one, nothing

colliding together moving me some way

you are the theme for the day

your words go deeper

I thank you and I walk away

and we'll be back tomorrow

in a place where there are no limits

we don't draw the line for anyone

drink from the well, drink from the fountain

it feels like a sunday, the morning took over and

left me with no clue

there's no one, nothing

colliding together moving me some way

you are the theme for the day

oh that's that really pussy song on the first sensefield album isn't it? i know cuz everytime i heard him say "drink from the well drink from the fountain" he just sounded like a total puss.

[LavenderMenace]

lol, yeah, that line always came off really badly.

OK- I'll go a little less sensitive-mama's-boy-emo if you like:

Your heart starts beating fast

and your blood begins to boil

the music gets into your veins

there's a feeling to destroy

all the hate and anger

has been building up inside

got to let it out somehow

before it takes your life

adrenaline, response, noise in your head

the music is a part of you

it always will be sound & fury

the power is just surging forward

can you feel it sound & fury

Don't let it take hold of your mind sound & fury

got to get into but can you get

out of the sound & fury

now your pulse has swelled up

and your ready to explode

the music spins you round and round

and the urge to hurt takes hold

you don't need a reason

the crusing rhythm won't subside

the thin line has been crossed

and your on the violent side

the music is now taking over

will you let it sound & fury

don't let it take hold of your mind sound & fury

got to get into but can you get

out of the sound & fury

[djqwest]

I thought you were still at PS1. I'm retarded.

[dr0ne]

Originally posted by LavenderMenace

lol, yeah, that line always came off really badly.

OK- I'll go a little less sensitive-mama's-boy-emo if you like:

Your heart starts beating fast

and your blood begins to boil

the music gets into your veins

there's a feeling to destroy

all the hate and anger

has been building up inside

got to let it out somehow

before it takes your life

adrenaline, response, noise in your head

the music is a part of you

it always will be sound & fury

the power is just surging forward

can you feel it sound & fury

Don't let it take hold of your mind sound & fury

got to get into but can you get

out of the sound & fury

now your pulse has swelled up

and your ready to explode

the music spins you round and round

and the urge to hurt takes hold

you don't need a reason

the crusing rhythm won't subside

the thin line has been crossed

and your on the violent side

the music is now taking over

will you let it sound & fury

don't let it take hold of your mind sound & fury

got to get into but can you get

out of the sound & fury

i also owned that one....youth brigade.

[LavenderMenace]

OK, so, I heard Sensefield on LIR last night. apparently they have a new album out

[dr0ne]

Originally posted by LavenderMenace

OK, so, I heard Sensefield on LIR last night. apparently they have a new album out

really? didn't they sign to a major like warner brothers or something? the latest i have from them is building which came out on rev in '96 i think.

[LavenderMenace]

OK, this is just too weird. Not only do they have a new album out, but they have been on the tonight show, craig kilborne and a whole bunch of other shows, and they're like, touring again.

they even have a messageboard!

http://www.sensefield.com

too fucking bizarre. I wonder how the album is. "Part of the Deal" is the last one I have.

[thehacker]

We get no fulfliment except from commodities. Why is it we derive no satisfaction from things based on human interaction? When there's no reality, there's nothing to escape from. If it makes you stupid you've got to have some. Doesn't matter if you stick it in your hole or smoke it in a bowl. America you know you're so stoned. Stoned on television, music, and print. Stoned on alcohol, religion, and drugs. Terms like freedom and democracy. Stoned on violence and a war economy. Stoned on a nation's addiction to meat. Stoned on a nation's addiction to oil. America is based out of its mind.

[thehacker]

They're always on their soapbox telling us things we already know. Life is hard enough and we don't want this serious shit. We just want to party. We just want to have a good time. Nauseating middle class white guys in a political band. Annoying commie sympathizing feminist vegearians. They're hypocrites and liberals and worst of all they're on a major label.

[thehacker]

Where everybody loses no win situation. Brutal equation. I used to be young like you but look where that got me. Blink once and now I got a family that I can't provide for. Get no support fascists shoot us down for sport. Living hands to mouth on welfare that's absurd, none can sustain this. Your living condition is unacceptable. You got to make a value change Fundamental. Wake up and exhibit some maturity. That still don't give you no job sccurity. You can say "What do you do?" I can tell your whole life is collapsing around. Don't tell me you're anxiety ridden. I know the symptoms; the pain is still hidden. Looking at a world of alienation with no explanation. Brual equation.

[thehacker]

T.V.

It satellite links

Our United States of Unconsciousness

Apathetic therapeutic and extremely addictive

The methadone metronome pumping out

150 channels 24 hours a day

You can flip through all of them

And still there's nothing worth watching.

~~ Disposable Heroes of Hiphoprisy, Television, Drug of a Nation

[dr0ne]

hey lav,

continuing our guess the song series what am i listening to right now?

do you remember when unity meant something? we we're gonna be friends until the very end do you remember when hardcore was everything? dancing, diving, always good times but, i guess it had to end young and full of energy punk rock shows every friday night was the life for me we swore we'd change the world, we swore with sincerity but a few years down the line punk proved a false reality minor threat, 7 seconds, s.s.d. straight edge hardcore was introduced to me and in my heart, like stone it's etched forever free it's been a life time now since i felt your walls surrounding me remember when. i can't help but get down at the state of things today are unity and togetherness remnants of yesterday? sorry, i'm not willing to throw it all away our memories are souvenirs of yesterday i still feel the passion and the energy i can't help but feel hardcore as a part of me times will change and people change and so will styles but something in the music just makes me smile remember when

can't believe i found my cd!

[LavenderMenace]

Originally posted by dr0ne

hey lav,

continuing our guess the song series what am i listening to right now?

do you remember when unity meant something? we we're gonna be friends until the very end do you remember when hardcore was everything? dancing, diving, always good times but, i guess it had to end young and full of energy punk rock shows every friday night was the life for me we swore we'd change the world, we swore with sincerity but a few years down the line punk proved a false reality minor threat, 7 seconds, s.s.d. straight edge hardcore was introduced to me and in my heart, like stone it's etched forever free it's been a life time now since i felt your walls surrounding me remember when. i can't help but get down at the state of things today are unity and togetherness remnants of yesterday? sorry, i'm not willing to throw it all away our memories are souvenirs of yesterday i still feel the passion and the energy i can't help but feel hardcore as a part of me times will change and people change and so will styles but something in the music just makes me smile remember when

can't believe i found my cd!

LIFETIME!!!!!! Souvenirs. . . Damn I havent heard that is SO long. Damn they were fucking good. Thats off the first 7" isnt it?

[dr0ne]

Originally posted by LavenderMenace

LIFETIME!!!!!! Souvenirs. . . Damn I havent heard that is SO long. Damn they were fucking good. Thats off the first 7" isnt it?

yeah although im not that cool and don't actually own the old sevens i got that cd with all the first ones on it. and shit i can't find my background CD i need to listen to that so bad right now.

[LavenderMenace]

Originally posted by dr0ne

yeah although im not that cool and don't actually own the old sevens i got that cd with all the first ones on it. and shit i can't find my background CD i need to listen to that so bad right now.

I used to own the vinyl but i lost it along with a lot of other records. *sigh*. That came out in like '91. geez, I'm old.

here's another one:

I climbed to the top of the ladder only to

lose my grip and slip back to the bottom rung

I though that you were on my side but then you

jabbed the thorn back into my side

everything I do. . .

Its not enough for you

what, can I do

If I wasnt so distraught I'd probably feel betrayed

High tide came and washed away the castles I made

pushed from the nest, forced to fly solo

unnourished wings wont beat, I'm flying so low

My hands they hold you close but you cant feel

just what it means to me

inside of myself i'm filled with emptyness

A new me, thats not me

A new aim but I miss

everything I do. . .

Its not enough for you

what, can I do

____________________

I'm not sure about that last part, I might have a few words wrong

he always sang so unintelligably.