I know how u feel man. I used try to go every month when s&d spun. After a while i just couldnt deal with the crowds. It would just get too disgusting. I also noticed after a while that there a lot of good dj's besides S&D. Dont get me wrong, they're still great DJ's but i think the longer u listen to progressive house/trance your tastes will evolve. DJ's like S&D,PVD, and Oakenfold are great to get you into trance/house sound. I know it did for me but now their sound just doesn't cut it for me. Well that's my opinion and that's all it is.