I've done my fair share of E before(different pills both speedy and dopey) and still do, but almost everytime I drop, ( I only drop 1 when I do), the first 20-30 minutes it hits me, I get this feeling that I'm gonna die. I start to EXTREMELY bug out, and I say "Why the fuck did I do this?, I shouldn't have taken it!" I usually have to find my guy friends to tell me that I will be alright, which helps a little. But when I start rollin, it's great! It's just the biggest bug out to go through all that begining shit. Sometimes I wonder if it is even worth takin the pill to roll, because I absolutely HATE going through that first stage. I really think that something bad will happen and I wonder if I'm dying when I go through this. It may sound crazy but it's true. I was just curious if this ever happened to anyone besides me, and if it's maybe tellin me to not do E anymore?????? Please Help...thanx