gambitx73

Nice good advice...LOL...it's definetly a thought..

Erica are you Aquarius or Sagitarius.?

Hmm...interesting.. i also like your quote.. guys aren't worth your tears and the guys who are won't make you cry.. I like that.. that's sweet.... idealistic, but sweet. what clubs do you go to around here or new york city? I went to club abyss tonight and met up w/ old friends it was really nice, and had a few drinks... 2 were free

Thanks for the response and support... just curious though..how long was your relationship that one you speak of about after a month you'll realize it was for the better.

where is IKON what is the crowd and music...like and admission for that nite? do they have a website.

where is IKON what is the crowd and music...like and admission for that nite? do they have a website.

Where is he going to be at??

Oh and wait I also found a note she was exchanging w/ a friend during school that READ.. "..yeah this class sucks I don't even know what to freaking write about in this paper...etc..etc.. ..and the guy (can't name names) just bought a house but doesn't like it and is already selling it and is planning to get an apartment one town over and he says to just be a cold hard bitch and tell him I love him,... But GRRR it's hard because I don't like him nor am i attracted to him anymore..." <--talking about me.. I read this about just 2 weeks ago.. you can imagine my HURT and devastation.. she had wrote this i suspect back in September... when she was living with me and was my girl friend.. so that whole time she was just pretending to love me just so when the time was right for her she was just going to LEAVE me... man... I was Fucking HURT so bad.. but more relieved b/c i thought i was the one that fucked up on the relationship when she found out about my instances back in 2003... I realized that i wasn't really losing anyone special...Such a shame.. such a shame.. I mean i really really really LOVED this girl sooo fuckin' much BEYOND belief... such a shame.. Oh well.. All i can say is that what was once told to me by somoneone special.. "As long as you dance and move you shall never stumble..."

Oh and wait I also found a note she was exchanging w/ a friend during school that READ.. "..yeah this class sucks I don't even know what to freaking write about in this paper...etc..etc.. ..and the guy (can't name names) just bought a house but doesn't like it and is already selling it and is planning to get an apartment one town over and he says to just be a cold hard bitch and tell him I love him,... But GRRR it's hard because I don't like him nor am i attracted to him anymore..." <--talking about me.. I read this about just 2 weeks ago.. you can imagine my HURT and devastation.. she had wrote this i suspect back in September... when she was living with me and was my girl friend.. so that whole time she was just pretending to love me just so when the time was right for her she was just going to LEAVE me... man... I was Fucking HURT so bad.. but more relieved b/c i thought i was the one that fucked up on the relationship when she found out about my instances back in 2003... I realized that i wasn't really losing anyone special...Such a shame.. such a shame.. I mean i really really really LOVED this girl sooo fuckin' much BEYOND belief... such a shame.. Oh well.. All i can say is that what was once told to me by somoneone special.. "As long as you dance and move you shall never stumble..."

I was running a stint of about 2 year relationship... bad bad bad break up.. we both hate each other now..and won't speak to each other.. her wings have been clipped,.. she's originally from upstate NY and now in Jersey.... she came down to live w/ me and now w/ her new found freedom she says...C ya... and is running off to someone else's apartment to rent for free.. (she was renting free at my place too) obviously ..she was my gf. Well in any event..just wanted to see if anyone was going through similar Shi*!* that I am and would like to share experiences... It's a learing lesson ... she had much insecurities and trust issue to begin w/ ... I've done my best to show unwavering and unconditional love.. but i guess it's true what they say in that movie Alexander the Great.. "people are like snakes.... you can tend and care for them all their lives..and one day they will just turn on you"...... "Those that love too much will lose it...those that love with Irony lasts".. Well maybe i am just venting my anger at the fact that she broke into my bedroom (after we split she had her own bedroom in the same house)... and she tore up ALL the pictures she could find of my Ex gf's and letters and cards that were sent to me... Mutalated the Teddy Bears we gave each other for Valentines Day 2003/2004... placed the mutalated bear and roses on my bed with a note reading::: "Sleep on these Bed of Roses Ass hole".. She got mad b/c I left the house and mad plans w/ my friend to see the movie alexander the GREAT w/o talking to her.. isn't that what your supposed to do anyway once someone breaks up w/ you...ignore them??!!! She found out that I had had two instances in which I was in a state if infidelity.... which really made our relationship much more of a roller coaster.. My instances were Feb and april of 2003 in which our relationship and commitment level was not or has not matured to the point in which it was during 2004 and when she truly decided to move in w/ me and actually moved in with me.... As bad as it may sound..and I'm sure there are women reading this and saying that i got what i deserverd.. but wait there is more to the story..i later found out just very recent that she was hooking up w/ somoeone on June28th which is of course more recent than mine.. as well as when she did move in w/ me in july of 2004 she was totally mysteriously coming home at 3am saying she was in a hot tub w/ 2 guys smoking pot... and that nothing happened and for me not to worry about it??? And also disappearing for a whole weekend w/o telling me, up until i called her...saying that she just wanted to be w/. friends...whom the friends i found out was a guy she had already hooked up w/ earlier in the beginning of our relationship.. now now you guys might be thinking that why was i still w/ her when all this happenned... I excused alot of the things she did, b/c she was young... (don't worry she's not under 18. ) well now to make the long story even longer..she has been hooking up w/ females.. which is all fine w/ me...I can respect someone going through stage or a phase or maybe just a total permanent change.. but the fact that she brought home this girl to MY HOUSE and slept over.. Really killed me..i almost LOST IT.. luckily for them.. i did not see them that night or the morning after... Not only that she totally disrespects me by bringing this gay guy friend she makes out w/ in front of me on my porch... She is supposed to move out after the finals or during the finals... which believe me... can't come any sooner.. in any event... it's still hard b/c there were moments that were truly cherishable and it's hard b/c for crying out loud this is the girl I thought i was going to Marry and have KIDS WITH!!! Dreams and fairy tales.. ah such dreams are hard and painful to die... so anyway... for those of you who have issue of affairs of the heart.. I'm sure my troubles and worries make your troubles seem much more bearable. Just say "thank god I'm not this kid".. Believe me it's not fun being me right now.. the good side of the coin is that I have learned to be humble and true to myself... and to be kind in the moment of which most people would have contempt and hatred.. In the end it's KINDNESS that matters most... also then i can look forward to going out and meeting someone new.. perhaps not jumping to a relationship but meeting people at clubs to dance and have drinks w/ and meet up again and again weekend after weekend..is fun.. Yeah i miss those days in TWILO, SF, Hunkbunka, Abyss, Exit, ARC, Vinyl.. oh man Vinyl.. it's been a long 2years coming.... but it's time for me to whip myself back into shape and put on those dancing shoes once more...

I was running a stint of about 2 year relationship... bad bad bad break up.. we both hate each other now..and won't speak to each other.. her wings have been clipped,.. she's originally from upstate NY and now in Jersey.... she came down to live w/ me and now w/ her new found freedom she says...C ya... and is running off to someone else's apartment to rent for free.. (she was renting free at my place too) obviously ..she was my gf. Well in any event..just wanted to see if anyone was going through similar Shi*!* that I am and would like to share experiences... It's a learing lesson ... she had much insecurities and trust issue to begin w/ ... I've done my best to show unwavering and unconditional love.. but i guess it's true what they say in that movie Alexander the Great.. "people are like snakes.... you can tend and care for them all their lives..and one day they will just turn on you"...... "Those that love too much will lose it...those that love with Irony lasts".. Well maybe i am just venting my anger at the fact that she broke into my bedroom (after we split she had her own bedroom in the same house)... and she tore up ALL the pictures she could find of my Ex gf's and letters and cards that were sent to me... Mutalated the Teddy Bears we gave each other for Valentines Day 2003/2004... placed the mutalated bear and roses on my bed with a note reading::: "Sleep on these Bed of Roses Ass hole".. She got mad b/c I left the house and mad plans w/ my friend to see the movie alexander the GREAT w/o talking to her.. isn't that what your supposed to do anyway once someone breaks up w/ you...ignore them??!!! She found out that I had had two instances in which I was in a state if infidelity.... which really made our relationship much more of a roller coaster.. My instances were Feb and april of 2003 in which our relationship and commitment level was not or has not matured to the point in which it was during 2004 and when she truly decided to move in w/ me and actually moved in with me.... As bad as it may sound..and I'm sure there are women reading this and saying that i got what i deserverd.. but wait there is more to the story..i later found out just very recent that she was hooking up w/ somoeone on June28th which is of course more recent than mine.. as well as when she did move in w/ me in july of 2004 she was totally mysteriously coming home at 3am saying she was in a hot tub w/ 2 guys smoking pot... and that nothing happened and for me not to worry about it??? And also disappearing for a whole weekend w/o telling me, up until i called her...saying that she just wanted to be w/. friends...whom the friends i found out was a guy she had already hooked up w/ earlier in the beginning of our relationship.. now now you guys might be thinking that why was i still w/ her when all this happenned... I excused alot of the things she did, b/c she was young... (don't worry she's not under 18. ) well now to make the long story even longer..she has been hooking up w/ females.. which is all fine w/ me...I can respect someone going through stage or a phase or maybe just a total permanent change.. but the fact that she brought home this girl to MY HOUSE and slept over.. Really killed me..i almost LOST IT.. luckily for them.. i did not see them that night or the morning after... Not only that she totally disrespects me by bringing this gay guy friend she makes out w/ in front of me on my porch... She is supposed to move out after the finals or during the finals... which believe me... can't come any sooner.. in any event... it's still hard b/c there were moments that were truly cherishable and it's hard b/c for crying out loud this is the girl I thought i was going to Marry and have KIDS WITH!!! Dreams and fairy tales.. ah such dreams are hard and painful to die... so anyway... for those of you who have issue of affairs of the heart.. I'm sure my troubles and worries make your troubles seem much more bearable. Just say "thank god I'm not this kid".. Believe me it's not fun being me right now.. the good side of the coin is that I have learned to be humble and true to myself... and to be kind in the moment of which most people would have contempt and hatred.. In the end it's KINDNESS that matters most... also then i can look forward to going out and meeting someone new.. perhaps not jumping to a relationship but meeting people at clubs to dance and have drinks w/ and meet up again and again weekend after weekend..is fun.. Yeah i miss those days in TWILO, SF, Hunkbunka, Abyss, Exit, ARC, Vinyl.. oh man Vinyl.. it's been a long 2years coming.... but it's time for me to whip myself back into shape and put on those dancing shoes once more...

tell me please..

What's everyone doing at New Years Eve???

Anyone want to meet up tonight...

INteresting coming from a Virgo

They say the greatest love of all is to love yourself...LOL... well I've been to a nasty K hole and found myself and began to love myself.. I have now since become a dedicated Budhist MONK... refraining from any sexual act... I once had long hair and Now I am bold... No no no..just kidding seriously..anything can happen... It all just matters... i met my x g/f at a CHESS fu3King Tournament and you'd think she'd be a perfect catch good girl w/o any hoe tendencies.. Whoaaa how i was soo wrong.. I might have had just tried to meet my future wife on 42nd street ... Well bad events don't or won't affect me in the negative for too long... i will once again find someone special...it's jut a matter of time.. Who knows i might find her in Studio 9, Club Abyss, .. Deko... or at the Park jogging.. or better yet.. at ShopRight shopping Wrong.

Thank you, i have sent you an email...and what is the name of your guestlist and up until what time is it good for?

Abyss... Who does or can someone guide me in the right direction for a guest list?

Hey Andrew!! .... its Taylor's cuz... last i saw you was in at SLEEP night club in Woodbridge NJ. Well anyway..i'm glad to hear that you'll be at Deko...I'll be with friends...coming down to check you out. let me know if there is a guest list i can use. THanks.

What is the cover at the door tonight?

I love you for responding.... will you be there tonight?

someone please respond w/ an answer

Me too I like Victor Calderone

thnks in advance for the help

Woodbridge? Down main street is the Woodbridge Police department,.. just a stone throw away from Reo Diner