gambitx73

this is a classic, .. i must have posted this on CP years ago, probably back in 2001 or so.. fig'd why NOT post it again.. fun for reading!! ***************** K-Hole and Meditation We are incarnated in the form that we are in now. So our thougths and actions will follow the form. However our true entity does not lie in the physical but yet the Energy, which is a constant perpetual. Never ending and never begining. It is neither then nor now let alone the future. It's simply a consciousness of energy as itself without human thought. for example, if an infant is hungry the infant does not say "gee I'm hungy i hope mom feeds me" It hasn't developed the neurolinguistic abilty to do that, so it's thought process is pure in reaction of the need to identify the signals of it's bodily organs *hunger*. Well in a deep meditation which is extemely similar to being in a K-hole from using ketamine we can experience our true form, which is formless and timeless. We then become aware of our true entity, one with the creative force. We dissolve into the light and our body is non-existent meaning we are no longer aware of our body. Once that happens our thought isn't as it is now, it's very primitive in the link of non logical consciousness and emotion we then become in our own energy and is what the Buddhist would call the "NOW". Being in the moment. However after much thought and meditation upon this and re-experiencing my enlightment, i've realized that there is no such thing as time, no past no future, and ALSO no NOW. It is simply an awareness of energy which is not subject to time or physical matter. I don't mean to demean meditation and Budhism by saying that you can reach Enlightment through Ketamine. I myself is a born again Christian that follows the practices of Budhism for it's effective and practical purposes, as well as Zen meditation. I don't promote or suggest using drugs, however it is a simple fact that different levels of consciousness is reached with the effects of different drugs especially dis-associative drugs like ketamine. However when they reach these states they normally don't know what it is they are experiencing and therefore may feel traumatized. Meditation is much more effecient and safer, however it takes practice and a still mind. The reason i'm sharing this with the people of CP is to simply assure anyone that may have been or may end up in a K-hole not to panic, it's an experience and just let the experience 'play' itself out. Try to take something positive from it instead of something negative. The experiences i've had has only assured me that we are all as one. Each individual is unique but yet we are all as one, and therefore must treat each other as if they were a part of us. Also if there has been anyone who has had a "bad trip" or a bad experience in a K-hole, rest assured it's only in your fears and anxiety that the negative things come to manifest itself. Be positive in heart and faith and you will NEVER have a bad trip regardless of what you may ingest. You see, "THOUGHT" in itself can't exist with a subject of something to think about. That is including the brain. The brain iteslf gives raise to our thought, it must be aware of itself, however it's an illusion because our true form, our true entity is timeless and matterless. Time itself can not exist without a matter and an action in which space and observation is necessary. With those two things as the center of concentration it's easier to meditate and reach Enlightment. The Budhist likes to point out the all suffering comes from our desire. If we desire nothing we shall not suffer. Well most of our desire is to feed our physical form body. Meaning i may desire to want to have sex with Rebecca Romijn Stamos that desire comes as the need to fulfill my sexual bodily responses of hormones, which all lie in the physical. If she turns me down i may feel offended, however if i did not desire it, i won't feel the anguish. So it's in the discipline of daily meditation to control the six senses, and therefore be more in-tune with the CREATIVE FORCE. I hope this may have been helpful or atleast spiritually provoking. If anyone needs some question answered about my experiences or others or any question'bout meditation and so forth, please don't hesitate to reply to this post.

hi

Actually my Shit changed, b/c my diet changed.. it used to SINK, now it floats! More Greens in my diet.. less Ketamine! heheheheehehee ahahahahahah

i use myspace come say hello to me www.myspace.com/gambitx73

Wow, I actually Googled gambitx73 and this message board came uP. LOL.. i haven't log into CP in sooo many years LOL.. wow.

Hey what's up everyone.just wanted to tie up myspace.com and Clubplanet.. What's everyone's MySpace account mine is www.myspace.com/gambitx73 msg me if you'd like.. I'm torn between Crobar or Pacha..for this saturday..

I'm torn between this and victor Calderon at Crobar... but hey!??

ok instead of reading through all these post, which i will in due time, i figure i may just ask. I haven't been going out much and just started again on clubplanet... i'd like to know if anyone could suggest to me whats good on fri/sat nights. i like the likes of DT, Victor Calderone and whom ever you can recomend. or Serge Duvant or something like that.

Hey I havn't been on clubplanet in like forever....Soo,, to catch up on things for those whom i was acquainted with or know me from here or from back in the twilo / Vinyl ARC days please feel free to drop me a message on My space.com i think you can do a search in there my name ther is ModernMonk..or go to www.myspace.com/gambitx73

.please advise

I missed it, i heard it was good..i was too busy communicating with Alexie Shirov in Spain via Internet....trying to solve some problems.. oh well..it took all weekend.. so i couldn't leave the house. GRRRR.

I read the thread about favorite DJ's in jersey... it's too bad no one or maybe i didn't read it carefully enough listed.. Warren Carter from Colloseum Thursday nights.. and DJ. DAvis G. Davis G is very versatile, he can please Jerseay crowds that are college kids, to the more sophisticated apple martini drinking stuck up crowd. Throw him in a party with Burn Outs and he'll play music that will please the crowd. it's his versatility that has made him endure the unforgiving nature of the entertainment industry. And of course Andrew Mendez, and Richie Santana.. but hands down the most unrecognized, unknown talent is Warren Carter of Colloseum, this guy can spin Vinyl record / 4 turntables at one time.. naH j/k i can't confirmt that..though i've been told. he is the Victor Calderone of New Jersey..!!

Can someone confirm that Jonathan Peters will be at Studio 9 every thursday night..starting this thursday?

Hey if anyone can help me out hee... I am at Panera Bread using their WiFi. They use a sonic wall that keeps me from reaching www.njlottery.net can someone check out that site for me and tell me what the winning number is for the pick six lotto?

Merry X-Mas to all.... Happy Holidays... I like your quote Karisma.. i like.. nice..

Thank you!!

Is it 18 for girls or is it 21 all around?

LOL.. that's too funny... I seriously would give info but i don't know of any.and if i did..then i'd have bigger issues..LOL...

Aight..Cool.. I was thinking about studio 4 but Abyss is closer to my house and more convenient.. Deko afterwards..is a thought...hmm... is it Richie Santana at deKo on Sat nite's ??

anyone going to Abyss tonight..i can't decide..Abyss or Studio 4

anyone going to Abyss tonight..i can't decide..Abyss or Studio 4

Where is this place anyone have the address so i can key it into mapquest

********************************************* Thank you... Funny you should say, get a haircut. My hair was really long and i was going to cut in after the New Year,.. b/c of work and family peer pressure... Well my hair was shaved short all around but my long hair covered it so it wasn't obviouse.. Well in any event,.. there really isn't much an option of what type of haircut i get b/c of the shave all around, other than a fade.. so that is what i got. All the people 'ladies' at work that I never even knew acknowledge me, was saying.."Oh i didn't recognize you with the haircut it looks really nice" Well it did make me feel a bit better

Hey thanks T0ro for the shot at Abyss tonight..it was nice.. and your sig .. that is w/ DJ DAvis G. He's good peeps man...

and thanks for the rest of you guys that responded and showed your support.. tonight i wwent to a local club and it was sweet...met up w/ old friends and just p.r'd for a little bit w/ the bartender who i find out is seeing someone for the last 9 mo's no biggy though, b/c she is mad cool and i'd love to chill and just be friends w/ her.. but yeah going out and chillin' is the best medicine..and living life and feeling good about youreslf is the best revenge.