right now, ::cause this could def. change:: i couldn't see myself just fucking a semi-random guy... i would have to love them... i think for me it's just hard making the transition from making love to someone i was in love with, to maybe just having sex with someone i was seeing... don't really even think i would wanna make that transition... i guess i question it cause it doesn't look like i'll be in a relationship anytime soon and it's been a dry 8 months... ::moonie being long-winded as usual:: : but orig, i can say this... making love is amazing... just wait for her to come along.
Def. one of the hardest things to do... You wanna forgive and forget, but it's virtually impossible. Time does help, but as for helping to the point where things could be the way they were, i'd say that was impossible... but then, that's me.
wow... i def. liked that... it reminds me of my style of writing... not so much about the porn, but more about details... awesome job and keep on posting up your stories. :grin: