helllz yeah! i hope i can make it! ...but regarding gurls... kuro, man, i can def'nitely relate and understand what you feel. there's this girl i still write about. it's been three years since shit went to shit and she always somehow seems to come up in my life, unpredictable as anything. it has been so long, we are both different people now and the only thing between us is probably "uresolved issues". if there is any sort of advice i can give u, is that you make sure you don't leave anything pending with her as it will royally eff you over and you won't be able to party with us anymore - which would suck majorly! deal with your shit, as you must and don't let time decide for you becos that always requires an excruciating amount of patience, not to mention sorrow, and we must never be sad for too long or else we end up missing out on other more fascinating things. put it this way: one door closes, another opens. just make sure you're there to see what's behind that other door.