this is deff big treible shit..my world is upside down..I almost had to skip town. I know i know you girls are right, it could be worse. can't imagine if it was but thank you soo soo much for responding and caring. I am at work and i am trying to hide my feelings and what happened to me last night. which is so freakin hard right now. But i let down so many people, including myself. Its going to take a long time to get over this one. Just seeing my mom crying kills me, and makes me cry. But i have been through hard times b4, peeps tell me it builds character and only makes you stronger. but right now i don't feel like it is. I feel weaker. Work is almost over and now i gotta go face the music again. FUCK , so everyone have a good time tonight, i won't be meeting up tonight. Don't think i will be doing much of anything for awhile. shit finally caught up to me and now i must pay. 3 things i need right now-1 my girl back ,which deff. ain't gona happen. 2 want this shit out of my head, so i can sleep. 3 turn back the hands of time. All of which won't happen. have fun be safe "Hard times build character, or so I'm told. They teach you lessons worth your weight in gold, and I've been shown things happen for a reason." - etown concrete