Wow, you have some serious issues. So angry. Are you jealous of those who look good? Sounds like you are. All I have to say is that I have fake boobies and I feel SOOOOOOOOO much better about myself since I got them. Before my surgery I was a flat chested skinny little thing and had the body of a 10 year old boy. Since I've had my implants and hit the gym I look like a woman, feel like a woman and no one is benefiting more from my enhancements than myself. I did it for me and not for anyone else. I don't care what people think of me but I care about what I think of myself. OK, your "strong mind" or whatever makes you feel better about yourself and that's your choice. My choice to make myself feel better was to get fake boobies and hit the gym. None of my friends like me better since my surgery but I like myself better and that's all that counts. Love yourself before you can love others....looks like you have a long way to go.