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Your words to me just a whisper

Your face is so unclear

I try to pay attention

Your words just disappear

'Cause it's always raining in my head

Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles

'Cause my words get in my way

I smoke the whole thing to my head

And feel it wash away

'Cause i can't take anymore of this

I wanna come apart

And dig myself a little hole

Inside your precious heart

Cause it's always raining in my head

Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than

A little boy inside

That cries out for attention

Yet I always try to hide

'Cause I talk to you like children

Though I don't know how I feel

But I know I'll do the right thing

If the right thing isn't feel

Cause it's always raining in my head

Forget all the things I should have said

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and you bring me to my knees

all this time that i

all the times that i felt insecure

and i leave my burdens at the door

i'm on the outside

i'm looking in

i can see through you

see your true colors

inside you're ugly

ugly like me

i can see through you

see to the real you

all this time that i felt like this won't end

was for you

and i taste what i could never have

it's from you

all those times that i tried

my intentions

full of pride

and i waste more time than anyone

i'm on the outside

i'm looking in

i can see through you

see your true colors

cause inside you're ugly

ugly like me

i can see through you

see to the real you

all the times that i cried

all this wasting

it's all inside

and i feel all this pain

stuffed it down

it's back again

and i lie here in bed

all alone

i can't help what i feel

tomorrow will be okay

i'm on the outside

i'm looking in

i can see through you

see your true colors

inside you're ugly

ugly like me

i can see through you

see to the real you

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To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.

To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you??? I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care

and I miss you.

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A decade ago, I never thought I would be,

at twenty three, on the verge of spontaneous combustion.

Woe-is-me.

But I guess that it comes with the territory;

an ominous landscape of never ending calamity.

I need you to hear, I need you to see that I have had all I can take and

exploding seems like a definite possibility to me.

So pardon me while I burst into flames.

I've had enough of the world and it's people's mindless games.

So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame.

Pardon me, pardon me....I'll never be the same.

Not two days ago, I was having a look in a book

and I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees.

I said, "I can relate," cause' lately I've been thinking of combustication

as a welcomed vacation from the burdens of the planet earth.

Like gravity, hypocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D...

and thinking so much differently.

So pardon me while I burst into flames.

I've had enough of the world and it's people's mindless games.

So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame.

Pardon me, pardon me....I'll never be the same.

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I see trees of green, red roses too

I see them bloom for me and you

And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

I see skies of blue and clouds of white

The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night

And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky

Are also on the faces of people going by

I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"

They're really saying "I love you"

I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow

They'll learn much more than I'll ever know

And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Oh yeah

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Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complained. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the Punk Rock 101 Courses over the years, it's my first introduction to the, shall we say ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has been proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to, as well as creating music, along with really writing something for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things, for example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins. It doesn't affect me in the way which it did for say Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love and relish the love and admiration from the crowd, which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any of you. It simply isn't fair to you, or to me. The worst crime can think of would be to pull people off by faking it, pretending as if I'm having one 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as though I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on-stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do, God believe me, I do, but it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I, and we, have affected, and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of the narcisists who only appreciate things when they're alone. I'm too sensitive, I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm. But, what's sad is our child. On our last three tours, I've had a much better appreciation of all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music. But I still can't get out the frustration, the guilt, and the sympathy I have for everybody. There is good in all of us, and I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little sensitive unappreciative pisces Jesus man! why don't you just enjoy it? I dont know! I have a of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy, and a daughter who reminds me to much of what I use to be, full of love and joy, every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm, and that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I cant stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self destructive, deathrocker I become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy, EMPATHY. Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. Thank you from the pit of my burning nauseas stomach for your letters and concern during the last years. I'm too much of a neurotic moody person and I don't have the passion anymore, so remember, it's better to burnout, than fade away. Peace, love, & empathy...

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Originally posted by dgmodel

To see you when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.

To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you??? I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care

and I miss you.

mine

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The very first time that I saw your brown eyes

your lips said hello and I said hi

I knew right there you were the one

but i was caught up

in physical attraction

but to my satisfaction

baby you were more then just a phase

And if I ever fall

in love again

I will be sure that the lady is a friend

And if ever fall in love so true

I will be sure that the lady's just like you

If i say that I could be your one and only

promise that you'll never leave me lonely

I just want to be the one you need

I just want to be the one to serve you

sometimes i feel as if I dont deserve you

I cherish every moment that we share

And if I ever fall

in love again

I will be sure that the lady is a friend

And if ever fall in love so true

I will be sure that the lady's just like you

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I gave you all the love I got

I gave you all that I could give

Gave you love

I gave you all that I have inside

And you took my love

You took my love

Didn't I tell you what I believe

Did somebody say that

a love like that won't last

Didnt I give you all that I've got to

Give baby

I gave you all the love I got

I gave you all that I could give

Gave you love

I gave you all that I have inside

And you took my love

You took my love

I keep crying

I keep trying for you

There's nothing like

You and I baby

This is no ordinary love

no ordinary love

This is no ordinary love

no ordinary love

When you came my way

You brightened every day

with your sweet smile

Didn't I tell you what I believe

Did somebody say that

a love like that won't last

Didnt I give you all that I've got to

Give baby

This is no ordinary love

no ordinary love

This is no ordinary love

no ordinary love

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with the sugar sickness

you spy the kidnap kid

who kids you to oblivion

it's the perfect hassle

for the perfumed kiss

she makes you miss her more than home

you love her

you love her more than this

you love her and you cannot, you can't resist

you love her

you love her for yourself

you love her and no one, no one else

past sidewalk ashes

a last lovers arc

you come apart to intertwine

it was all so simple

as you watched him move

across the darkness in your room

you love her

you love her for youself

you love her and no one, no one else

and the winding vines

the pretty boys dive

and thru the pinhole stars

into the shadow mind

you will lose him then

on some gentle dawn

this girl is here and gone

you love her

you love her for yourself

you love her and no one, no one else

you love her

you love her more than this

you love her and you cannot, you can't resist...

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Gone, long gone

Blink and I'll be gone, gone, gone

Leave this world of wrong, wrong, wrong

Leave it far behind

And although my secret's gone

I'll try to carry on

If I must, I'll get along

Without you

Gone, long gone

Leave this world of wrong, wrong, wrong

Beyond the pale, beyond the dawn

Flee these mortal bonds

No one knows I can't be wrong

Still I sing the same old song

I tried to be strong

For you

Why have you left me

Amongst the tall trees?

I know I gave her all I had

And I tied her heart in ribbons

Tied her heart in ribbons

Tied her heart in ribbons

And bows

And I'm gone

Oh yes, I'm gone

And I'm lost without you

I'm lost within you

And I'm gone

So gone

Long gone

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sleep will not come to this tired body now,peace will not come to this lonely heart, there are some things i'll live without, but i want you to know that i need you right now, i need you tonite, i steal a kiss from her sleeping shadow moves, cause i'll always miss her wherever she goes, and i'll always need her more than she could ever need me, i need someone to ease my mind, but sometimes a someone is so hard to find, and i'll do anything to keep her here tonite, and i'll say anything to make her feel alright, and i'll be anything to keep her here tonite, cause i want you to stay, with me, i need you tonite, she comes to me like an angel out of time, as i play the part of a saint on my knees, there are some things i'll live without, but i want you to know that i need you right now, suffer my desire, suffer my desire, suffer my desire for you...

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If I had to paint a picture

To show the world how love can really be

I would use the brightest colors

To create a vision of harmony

It would be a reality

'Cause its only what's inside of my heart

You would see I've always loved you right from the very start

Tell me what's the color of love

What do you see?

I see the color of love when I'm thinking of you

As a picture perfect painting of love forever true

The colors of the rainbow turn grey whenever you are far away

It changes like the season

You're the reason it happens that way

What you see are colors of emotion

Reflecting what I feel deep inside

Now I'd like to take a look at emotions that you hide

And although many try to keep us apart

Oh the colors that I see in you

Will shine a light to see us through

No matter what the world will do, I'll always love you

As a picture perfect painting of love forever true.

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I let you down

Let me pick you up

I let you down

Let me climb up you to the top

So I can see the view from up there

Tangled in your hair

I let you down

I have no lid upon my head

But if I did

You could look inside and see

What's on my mind

I let you down, oh, forgive me

You give me love

Let me walk with you, maybe I could say

Maybe talk with you, open up

And let me through

Don't walk away

Don't walk away

I have no lid upon my head

But if I did

You could look inside and see what's on my mind

You could look inside and see what's on my mind

I let you down

How could I be such a fool like me

I let you down

Tail between my legs

I'm a puppy for you love

I'm a puppy for you love

I have no lid upon my head

but if I did

you could look inside and see

what's on my mind , oh its you

I let you down

I'm a puppy for your love

I'm a puppy for your love

Forgive me

Forgive me

Forgive me

I let you down

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I'm stading on the bridge

I'm waiting in the dark

I thought that you'd be here by now

There's nothing but the rain

No foot steps on the ground

I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me

Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are but I

I'm with you

I'm with you

I'm looking for a place

I'm searching for a face

Is anybody here I know

Cause nothings going right

And everythings a mess

And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me

Won't somebody come take me home

It's a damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are but I

I'm with you

I'm with you

Why is everything so confusing

Maybe I'm just out of my mind

yeah yeah...

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Listen baby, ooohhhh.....

Like a rainbow after the rain..

Like a cool summer rain

Like a flower growing in the spring

In the middle of the desert

You are my oasis

When I'm tired and thirsty, yes you are

You fill me up till I get enough

You're like dew drops on my face baby, you gotta shake it

I just cant find the words to show you how much

I really love you more

There are no words to touch the thought of of losing you

Makes me wanna cry a brand new day

Like an early morning sunrise

Oh baby, you're full of surprises

And if it aint with you,

I'm so glad God gave me you

And if I had to change one thing about you baby,

I wouldnt change a thing

Dont you know that I'd give my life to protect you?

Its coz you brought me my dignity

I just cant find the words to show you how much

I really love you more

There are no words to touch the thought of losing you

makes me wanna cry....

Everyday is a brand new day

I wish there were words to show you that I love you more

There are no words to say I hate losing you more

Sure makes me wanna cry...

Everyday's a brand new day..

I try and try, but cant find the words that say I love you more

But, I do love you more than life itself

No words to say i hate losing you

makes me wanna cry...

But, everyday is a brand new day

But all the difference in the world,...

You and I know, love is our world !

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Here’s how it goes

You and me

Up and down

But maybe this time

We’ll get it right

Worth the fight

'Cause love is something

You can't shake

When it breaks

All it takes is some trying

If you feel like leaving

I'm not gonna

Beg you to stay

Soon you'll be finding

You can run

You can hide

But you can't

Escape my love

You can run

You can hide

But you can't

Escape my love

So if you go

You should know

It's hard to just

Forget the past

So fast

It was good

It was bad but

It was real and that's

All you have

In the end

Our love mattered

If you feel like leaving

I'm not gonna

Beg you to stay

Soon you'll be finding

You can run

You can hide

But you can't

Escape my love

You can run

You can hide

But you can't

Escape my love

You can run

You can hide

But you can't

Escape my love

You can run

You can hide

But you can't

Escape my love

Here's how it goes

All it takes is some trying

You can run

If you feel like leaving

I'm not gonna

Beg you to stay

Soon you'll be finding

You can run

You can hide

But you can't

Escape my love

If you feel like leaving

I'm not gonna

Beg you to stay

Soon you'll be finding

You can run

You can hide

But you can't

Escape my love

You can run

(You can run, you can hide But you can't escape my love)

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They're always running around

Telling me I should be free

But there's no kind of way

I'd let them take your love from me

You see I'm not the one who goes on

Speculation, hearsay, gossip

But I'm a firm believer

In trusting, caring and loving

My love for you is so timeless

Its deeper than the depth of emotion

And everyday goes by, I am finding

The reasons that I love you more and more

Now and forever will I love you and be true

Now and forever will I keep what we have new

I will cherish, adore you

Trust and give my all to you

I'm not entrusted in starting all over again

To give you up on someones words

It's not something I'd do

You see you can tell a tree

By the fruit that it bears

And from where I stand

I see my field is yielding

Wish we could sail away on the ocean

Float away on midnite dreams

And we dont need some magic potion

So we can live inside of our dreams

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