lostall4ever Posted December 20 Report Share Posted December 20 Last Saturday(12/11) I had a few drinks with a friend. Sunday was spent sleeping it off. Because I slept so late on Sunday, I had trouble sleeping on Sunday night so I had a few drinks.Felt like crap Monday but I made it to work on time. Monday night I just had a couple drinks at home. On Tuesday, a friend of mine and I went out and we had some white. It was a late night. I made it to work on time but felt like hell on Wednesday. Wednesday night, I had a Christmas party to attend. I got drunk and hooked up with a girl.On Thursday, I stopped by a friends to say hey and ended up doing some white. I got back home on Thursday night and had a few drinks and more white. Long story short, I went over to that girl's place.Harmless fun right? Wrong.I am in a great relationship with a woman who loves me with all her heart. I had to sit her down yesterday and explain what happened. Today is my first day of sobriety. I feel lost, lonely, scared and guilt is consuming me. I may lose the most important relationship in my life. This was the person I was going to spend the rest of my life loving. I always used to say moderation is the key. I have come to realize that I am incapable of moderation. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pattbateman Posted December 20 Report Share Posted December 20 yeah dude you need to go out and get fucked up!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fkornre Posted December 20 Report Share Posted December 20 sorry to hear that podes...sik new SN... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pattbateman Posted December 20 Report Share Posted December 20 shit happens Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
smgarret Posted December 20 Report Share Posted December 20 Last Saturday(12/11) I had a few drinks with a friend. Sunday was spent sleeping it off. Because I slept so late on Sunday, I had trouble sleeping on Sunday night so I had a few drinks.Felt like crap Monday but I made it to work on time. Monday night I just had a couple drinks at home. On Tuesday, a friend of mine and I went out and we had some white. It was a late night. I made it to work on time but felt like hell on Wednesday. Wednesday night, I had a Christmas party to attend. I got drunk and hooked up with a girl.On Thursday, I stopped by a friends to say hey and ended up doing some white. I got back home on Thursday night and had a few drinks and more white. Long story short, I went over to that girl's place.Harmless fun right? Wrong.I am in a great relationship with a woman who loves me with all her heart. I had to sit her down yesterday and explain what happened. Today is my first day of sobriety. I feel lost, lonely, scared and guilt is consuming me. I may lose the most important relationship in my life. This was the person I was going to spend the rest of my life loving. I always used to say moderation is the key. I have come to realize that I am incapable of moderation.Obviously something is wrong with your relationship or else you wouldn't be out hooking up with other girls. Get on the wagon, sounds like you need some help Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
somebitch Posted December 20 Report Share Posted December 20 no one cares about your patheitc life. why do you feel the need to tell a messageboard about your mishaps. go dig for attention elsewhere. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kfitz73 Posted December 20 Report Share Posted December 20 no one cares about your patheitc life. why do you feel the need to tell a messageboard about your mishaps. go dig for attention elsewhere.Whoa...Don't hold back now... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
NOT IN USE Posted December 20 Report Share Posted December 20 sorry to hear that podes...sik new SN...hahhahaha Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crowina Posted December 21 Report Share Posted December 21 i've done a hell of a lot more then that...and knew not to hook up with anyone...you can't blame substances for your lack of self control to stay faithful. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GLopez Posted December 21 Report Share Posted December 21 At least you had the guts to tell her the truth. I bet you a dollar, a lot of these mutha fuckas on this board has done the same thing, but to chicken shit to tell their S.O the truth. So for that, I applaud you.I guess man, you've seen what happens. Try to straighten yoursef up to where YOU want to be at. No one really knows what's best for you, but you. Good luck man.......and try to learn from your mistakes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
disk-ofreak Posted December 21 Report Share Posted December 21 i've done a hell of a lot more then that...and knew not to hook up with anyone...you can't blame substances for your lack of self control to stay faithful.exactly what i was going to say... blame yourself , not the drugs Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tranzwhore Posted December 23 Report Share Posted December 23 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
majinbuu Posted December 24 Report Share Posted December 24 why the hell would you you tell her? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
disk-ofreak Posted December 24 Report Share Posted December 24 why the hell would you you tell her?are you going to sander on nyday? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
majinbuu Posted December 25 Report Share Posted December 25 are you going to sander on nyday?of course i am....are u? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
disk-ofreak Posted December 25 Report Share Posted December 25 hell ya!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bumpdaddy Posted December 25 Report Share Posted December 25 Last Saturday(12/11) I had a few drinks with a friend. Sunday was spent sleeping it off. Because I slept so late on Sunday, I had trouble sleeping on Sunday night so I had a few drinks.Felt like crap Monday but I made it to work on time. Monday night I just had a couple drinks at home. On Tuesday, a friend of mine and I went out and we had some white. It was a late night. I made it to work on time but felt like hell on Wednesday. Wednesday night, I had a Christmas party to attend. I got drunk and hooked up with a girl.On Thursday, I stopped by a friends to say hey and ended up doing some white. I got back home on Thursday night and had a few drinks and more white. Long story short, I went over to that girl's place.Harmless fun right? Wrong.I am in a great relationship with a woman who loves me with all her heart. I had to sit her down yesterday and explain what happened. Today is my first day of sobriety. I feel lost, lonely, scared and guilt is consuming me. I may lose the most important relationship in my life. This was the person I was going to spend the rest of my life loving. I always used to say moderation is the key. I have come to realize that I am incapable of moderation.Don't sweat it too much.... everyone fucks up before they wise up. Anxiety wont help and guiilt will only lead to depression. Assuming you're in your 20's I'd predict you'll be doing many more stupid things before you pull over into the slow lane. It may seem like the end of the world now but you'll probably be laughing about this when you're in your 30's. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
majinbuu Posted December 25 Report Share Posted December 25 hell ya!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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