DJGaryMatthews Posted August 27 Report Share Posted August 27 i've decided to stop doin E. it's been 2 years now, and it's just not the same. when i first started doin it, it was not well known around where i live, so it wasnt everywhere like it is now. i didnt have to deal with shady people when trying to get it like i do now. but the actual drug itself just isnt the same, plus i think i lost my ability to roll. i've spent thousands upon thousands of dollars on this shit probably over the past few years. and i'd say maybe half of that money was well spent. there were so many nites when i sat around feeling nothing, while my friends we all fucked up, their eyes rolling back in their heads, chompin down on straws.....i just cant do it anymore. i dont feel it. limelight for andrew mendez was my last time...i spent $60 that nite, and i didnt feel shit. i went to LL for scot project, and just drank and had a fucking blast. so i think this is it for me...i really wanna stop. so i guess i need to change my screenname, cuz it doesnt fit me anymore. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
korzo- Posted August 27 Report Share Posted August 27 Congrats! It's something that definitely gets taken for granted... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shugabooga Posted August 27 Report Share Posted August 27 good for you! it sounds like you're making the right decision!!! what's your new screen name going to be? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DJGaryMatthews Posted August 27 Author Report Share Posted August 27 Originally posted by shugabooga good for you! it sounds like you're making the right decision!!! what's your new screen name going to be? idk what it's gonna be yet. is it possible to change my sn without losing my number of posts? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
inyourdreams Posted August 27 Report Share Posted August 27 PM Dave... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nSyNcBaBy Posted August 27 Report Share Posted August 27 Originally posted by xtcgspot i've decided to stop doin E. it's been 2 years now, and it's just not the same. when i first started doin it, it was not well known around where i live, so it wasnt everywhere like it is now. i didnt have to deal with shady people when trying to get it like i do now. but the actual drug itself just isnt the same, plus i think i lost my ability to roll. i've spent thousands upon thousands of dollars on this shit probably over the past few years. and i'd say maybe half of that money was well spent. there were so many nites when i sat around feeling nothing, while my friends we all fucked up, their eyes rolling back in their heads, chompin down on straws.....i just cant do it anymore. i dont feel it. limelight for andrew mendez was my last time...i spent $60 that nite, and i didnt feel shit. i went to LL for scot project, and just drank and had a fucking blast. so i think this is it for me...i really wanna stop. so i guess i need to change my screenname, cuz it doesnt fit me anymore. thats my baby!!!! hehe.. ive been doin e for about 2 years too and although i still get fucked up most of the time, its really not worth it... and even though xtcgspot decided to quit b4 i decided to, we're tryin to do it together, cuz LL for scot project was my last night doin it. but i dont have to change my screenname hehe.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nubreedfan Posted August 27 Report Share Posted August 27 I dont understand the point of your post. are u negative on all all drugs or just e? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nSyNcBaBy Posted August 27 Report Share Posted August 27 Originally posted by nubreedfan I dont understand the point of your post. are u negative on all all drugs or just e? idk if ur talkin bout him or me.... but i can say this for the both of us..... we're not negative about it... cuz weve done it for 2 years... but we're just stopping cuz its not worth the $ anymore... and neither of us are gonna do a complete 360 and start knockin other people for doin it cuz thats bein totally hypocritical. and there are some other drugs i am negative about and would never do but as far as drugs weve done that we're not gonna do anymore, we're not negative. we're just smartening up a bit Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DJGaryMatthews Posted August 27 Author Report Share Posted August 27 Originally posted by nubreedfan I dont understand the point of your post. are u negative on all all drugs or just e? there wasnt really a certain point to my post. just sharing something with everyone, we all do that from time to time. im not tryin to enlighten anyone, and im def not gonna criticize people who still take pills. how could i do that, when i myself have done it for 2 years. everyone comes to a point in there life when they realize they have to stop doing some of the stupid shit that they do. maybe i realized it a little early, being only 19. i have a long time ahead of me to make stupid decisions....shit, i mean i still got my 20's to go thru, who knows what's gonna happen. some day i'll probably end up taking another pill, or i may try coke one day...who knows. but as of right now, im trying to quit ecstasy, before it eats all of my brain away, hehe.im not being negative about any drugs. i havent done much, just E and K(which was only a few times). the others i havent tried and i really dont want to. im scared i'll like them too much. that's what always stopped me from doin coke, even though ive always wanted to try it. the only thing i still wanna do, just to experience it, is shrooms or acid. but im not gonna let my life revolve around that if i try it, like i let my life practically revolve around ecstasy. getting fucked up was on my mind ALL the time, and i got fucked up almost all the time.but again, im not gonne be negative about drugs. most of my friends take pills, and im sure will continue to do so, and im sure they'll do it in front of me too, esp when they come to clubs with me, but i'll just have to deal with that, cuz i just feel its my time to stop. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stacychase Posted August 27 Report Share Posted August 27 it appears that you have made a great decision. Thanks for sharing.... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DJGaryMatthews Posted August 28 Author Report Share Posted August 28 Originally posted by stacychase it appears that you have made a great decision. Thanks for sharing.... no problem...anytime, hehe. all this support from everyone...this is amazing!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lady-blasphemy Posted August 28 Report Share Posted August 28 good job! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pipdaddy Posted August 28 Report Share Posted August 28 19.....jesus. you'll definitely be blowing after your 21st bd.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nSyNcBaBy Posted August 28 Report Share Posted August 28 thats real good support there buddy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bigpoppanils Posted August 28 Report Share Posted August 28 yay! now i wont be the only sober one at the meetups anymore!seriously...congratsgood luck! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Xpander Posted August 28 Report Share Posted August 28 Hey mate, all my support to ya.Never touched drugs, never will... to each their own.But you, my congratulations. Party hard mate.And bigpoppa, stop hogging the sober status....hehehe:tongue: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thehacker Posted August 28 Report Share Posted August 28 Originally posted by xpander And bigpoppa, stop hogging the sober status....hehehe:tongue: holmes... not even!i practically INVENTED party-goer-always-sober status.bytch! =) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SPYGIRL3 Posted August 28 Report Share Posted August 28 Originally posted by bigpoppanils yay! now i wont be the only sober one at the meetups anymore!seriously...congratsgood luck! Being sober has it's advantages too. It's all good, as long as you go out and have fun, that's all that matters. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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