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awwwwwwwwwwwww no pix of me...shyt.. hehe

It was a fun party, nothing crazy, but fun. then went ova to FaCtoRy and had a SiCK time thnx to a special girl ;-)

S & D

Im sorry luv, Its very hard loosin someone close especially when they are such a positive person, you just have to feed off the energy of others that have had a loss as well. bStrong LuV RaZ

Andy, im just gettin back into things right about now, so YOU BETTER HAVE A TIC FOR ME! HEHE LuV RaZ

Yup.... :-)

You know why the Pali's keep bombing and fighting to live in israel? because NO OTHER ARAB NATION WANTS THEM! There are many arab nations in the world, the middle east and asia are dominated by muslims... so no one can give the Pali's their own land?? they only want israel, the ONLY Jewish nation in the world? think about that. Makes you wonder why NO OTHER ARAB nation wants to give Pali's their own land.... hmmmm

JUST STOP... IM SORRY, BUT WAYYYYY TOO MANY OF THE PROMOTORS ARE POSTIN UP ABOUT THIS... THIS GUESTLIST/THAT GUESTLIST.. ETC..ETC.. HONESTLY, IF YOU'RE READING THIS POST, HERE ON CP, YOU SHOULD USE THE CP GUESTLIST... SORRY TO BE A DICK, BUT C'MON! ONE THING THAT MAKES A GREAT PARTY IS PROMOTION WITHOUT FEELING THAT THE PARTY IS BEING PROMOTED... THINK ABOUT IT :-) Cu2morrow LuV RaZ

Its been a full week, and all I can say is THANK GOD FOR A GOOD CLOSE FAMILY AND VERY GOOD CARING FRIENDS.... Love, Raz

Damn its been a hard week.... TOOOOO MUCH DRAMA IN DA N Y C

ABC 7 just came by and had a whole documentary done about my father. it's sooooooo hard to go through something like this.. i hope you guys never go through what I just did. love all, Raz

even though its all over the papers and tv, a friend has sent me this link. i am upset that there is not pictures of my father, but im sure they will follow. The New York Daily News Headline http://www.nydailynews.com/news/crime_file/story/57374p-53738c.html again, I love you ALL and appreciate you concerns LuV RaZ

Today was the funeral and the burial. It was hard, but I stood strong. Good news is that the cops have afew leads and this is becoming a famous case with top investigators working on it, along with ABC ch. 7 headlining it as a special report about my father. Thank you all for the support. Love, Raz

I want all of you to know, its MEANS SOOOO MUCH TO ME to have your support. I always knew that we are all family, but now I can FEEL it... thanks everyone, Raz

love you guys for all of your support. thanks, always Raz

its just the craziest thing... you cant sleep for shit... and the whole family is together, but everyone is in such a zone, its out of this world. its in todays DAILY NEWS page 10.... cried about 4 times just while reading it. love you all, Raz

TODAY, 2/4/03 2 DAYS AFTER MY FATHER TURNED 65... HOMICIDE HITS MY FAMILY. AT 188 3RD AVE. IN BROOKLYN NEW YORK, MY FATHER WAS MURDERED IN HIS OFFICE, INVESTIGATION IS GOING ON..... HE TURNED 65 ONLY 2 DAYS AGO.. AND WE THREW HIM A SURPRISE PARTY. HE LOVED IT... I WILL NOT BE GOING OUT FOR A WHILE, AND I WILL BE MISSING THE WMC.... MY SPOT AT ULTRA WILL BE FILLED BY A FRIEND GUEST DJ.. HOPE TO NOT MISS ME TOO MUCH ON MY LEAVE OF ABSENCE, BUT MY FAMILY NEEDS ME RIGHT NOW... LOVE ALWAYS... RAZ JACOB 2/2/38 - 2/4/03

for the last couple of years durin the WMC, JP has been spinnin at FUEL onthe same night as DT...not sure what his plan this year is, but i'll find out. catch me @ Ultra LuV RaZ

to quit smokin pot is the hardest and easiest thing to do.... its hard cuz it feels good and always aroud, plus its fun! its easy cuz YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS and if you have the right mentality, you can learn how to get yourself the same high without smokin, plus the down feelin sux, and its hard wakin up in the morning... the first week or two is stressful, but after that, iTS MAD EASY! plus you feel much better. i quit smokin awhile ago, but still hang out with my pothead friends and still have a good time. all you gotta do is pass it! it builds up your strenght :-)

ANYTHING could be said within the next 338 days....

I was there from 4am to 6:30pm, aroun 5 - 6 it started getting OVERLY packed and VERY HOT. IT WAS PACKED TIL I LEFT, NOT PACKED PACKED, BUT PACKED! THE MUSIC WAS VERY GOOD, I HAD A SICK ASSSSS TIME, AND AS I PREDICTED HE PLAYED.... 50'S IN DA CLUB... GO SHORTY... ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY... SHIT WAS HOT, AND SHOULD GO ON TILLABIT PAST 1 OR 2 AM.

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IS BECAUSE MY GIRL'S TRACK IS ON IT... CYN! fantasy reality! Maybe you guys remember her from my Exit party, indepenDANCE day 02'.

why WOULDNT everyone be there!!!! always count on NERO TO HOOKITUP! Much luv to every1 who made it out to liquids on the 28th... we'll c u all at eugenes! the 18th~! LuV RaZ