ok...i said the exact same thing to myself close to a year ago...i couldn't deal with drugs, the scene, the people, and even the music...for about a month I didn't go out and had nothing to do with the scene that was in...until i got comped to see Sasha & Digweed at Twilo for the communicate party...it renewed my faith in everything, the music, the vibe was amazing, and met some really cool peeps... it's sad to hear when someone says if the drugs don't work anymore they need to quit the scene...it really means something is wrong with you mentally and physically... quit fuckin' hating life and be around those who make you happy and feel good about yourself... ------------------ i'll see what i can do. . . shadowchaser076@aol.com