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It's like 12:30 ..I'm kinda sleepy - Just a thought- Now that Bush is finally going to be president- Isn't "AMERICA the Beautiful" the most fucked up dysfunctional country in the world besides being the wealthiest ? In this country- if you don't conform to what's socially acceptable- i.e ( If you don't look like Rick Martin or are not rich like Donald Trump or are not as beautiful as J.Lo) ..Life can be pretty fuckin miserable. Point is - everybody wants to be " beautiful people" ...BUT who's fuckin standards are you living by ? People feel that we have to look like models on cover of Vogue, or be rich like the guys in Forbes and have a life of a celebrity to be happy and be respected . I wonder if beautiful rich famous people are TRULY HAPPY. I guess that's why they do all those drugs and get into all sords of trouble. And how do we know what's beautiful ? What if Elite put Janet Reno on cover of Vogue and declared that she is the epitome of beauty ? I bet all girls would go nuts to try to look like Janet Reno ..lol did anyone watch AMERICAN BEAUTY and BOYS DON'T CRY ? Made me realize- If you're "different" - you get crucified or even killed. Going through life without being able to truly express yourself = suicide. I DON'T KNOW WHAT SOCIETY IS AND I HOPE I NEVER WILL. THERE's JUST TOO MANY FUCKIN PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD AND NOT ENOUGH LOVE.

DEF...one of my favorite tracks !!! I still play it. I wish someone would send me an angel !

ANYTHING BY PRINCE ! Sheila E- Glamorous Life, Love Bizzare Tina Marie - Lover Girl Eurythmics - The City Never S;eeps The Breakfast Club - Right on track Neneh Cherry- Buffolo Stance USA for AFRICA - WE are the World !! Al.B Sure, Bobby Brown, Johnny Kemp, Babyface U2, INXS, Jody Watley, Micheal Jackson, , DM, New Order + Julio Eglesias, Pet Shop Boys, Duran Duran, Information Society I think the pop music scene was so much better in the 80's. It was time of originality and innovation. we had artists like Prince, Maddona, and Michela Jackson starting out- it was a magical time. Music will never be the same now with mega greedy music conglomerates pumping out "manufactured products" ( N'sync, BSB, Britney and the rest of the teeny group acts with matching outfits ) WHEN WILL THIS TEENY BOP PHASE END ?

how much damage does ONE hit of E or acid acutally do ? There was a whole report by American Medical Association did on long term effects of usuage of MDMA - i.e. ( memory losss, depression . mood swing and etc.) ALSO - Does E cause "twitching" ? Did anyone experience an involuntarily "jerking" or twitching of their body ? It only occurs during sleeping or when lying down.

Saw Ricky Martin do the "She Bangs" routine last night. [This message has been edited by a12345 (edited 12-13-2000).]

I'm looking for an old track maybe by - COLUMBIAN DRUM CARTEL - Not "We have the house surrounded" - there's another one with some guy speaking spanish on it. Frankie Felliciano might have remixed it. It was released about 3yrs. ago. Would anyone know which track I'm talking about ?? T

HUH ? I'm a whirlwind ? Whirlwind ? This is a public forum. I thought people can post WHATEVER they want and WHENEVER they want. ..Now I have to do a research paper on my RANDOM thoughts ? LOL CAN I POST ANYTHING I WANT ON THIS FORUM ??? ANY CRAZY THOUGHT I HAVE OR CRAZY STORY I HAVE WITHOUT PEOPLE JUMPING ON ME ?? YEah - I also have another crazy story. Do you know why I read sites like this ? To see what my fuck buddy is up to. I miss him and people write posts about him . There you have it - THat's why I read a club site. You don't have to believe me. You can knock this post all you want. It's cool..

Hi there Myrlin. Let me get this straight. You diss me left and right and then you wanna meet me ? LOL I'm not confused. I'm just bored. When I get bored - I think of strange questions. Besides - Whatever happened to FREEDOM OF SPEECH ??? Isn't this a public forum where YOU CAN SAY ANYTHING YOU WANT ??? Any inner derranged thoughts you can think of ?? TO EVERYONE - stop bashing me. You're only doing that cause you don't understand me. PEOPE FEAR WHAT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND Why are you so threatened by difference in ideas/ opinions ? I don't find many people who think like me. ... I'm a sweet funny girl ...sometimes.. ANYWAYS - I had fun with this website. I'm done. I'm too old to be here anyways. MERRY CHRISTMAS. HAPPY HOLIDAYS. p.s. - yeah that show = MEGA FCUKIN CHESSE FEST !!! And I thought Big Brother was bad !! Take Care Myrlin .

A girl turns into a bitch after a guy mistreats her/beats her and etc....and whatever .. Guys don't hate a woman because she's a bitch because = A bitch is a product of your mistreatment. All girls are sweet until .... [This message has been edited by a12345 (edited 12-11-2000).]

Dis you ever feel like as if you don't belong anywhere ? Did you ever feel as if everyone is normal and you're not ?

What did you want to be when you were young ? bet all of us had big fantasies about being something great (fame. fortune and beauty) ... some people chase that until they die.. .. Being an adult is knowing- when to stop dreaming and realize that life is nothing special and it's just difficult. You know how every parent tells their kids " life is hard " or "life is difficult" .. ... I don't know what I'm trying to say but this Christmas - All I want is hope and to dream again .... - Because what's the point of living if you can't have what you want or be around people that make you happy ? That may sound childish - but -it's true. Some say that - " You can't do what you want all the time "- that's bullshit .. If you can't do what makes you happy or be around people that make you happy -That defeats the whole entire fuckin purpose of life. Too many people live their life doing what they don't want. Working jobs they hate/ fucking people they don't even like just becausee they're lonely..... What do you think the world would be like if everybody was rich and beautiful ? ... Life's a dream and may all dreams come true. When you stop dreaming life ends.

YES. My friend was murdered. People were going off saying racial slurs and threatening to kill each other- SO I wrote that. Cathyo - how do remember all my posts ? -I brought up the KISS Q. again becuz- nobody really answered me. Look I was just trying to talk to you guys that's all .. ALRIGHT ..I'LL JUST GE OFF THIS SITE. SORRY EVERYONE [This message has been edited by a12345 (edited 12-08-2000).]

What so strange about my questions ? I'm just asking about what this guy thinks ..becuz I can't figure him out . Don't have to answer if you don't want to but - I don't think I'm asking anything that is sooo unusual ??? Or - I'm just trying to start another post.

- this board is lot cheaper than therapy.