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It's like 12:30 ..I'm kinda sleepy - Just a thought- Now that Bush is finally going to be president- Isn't "AMERICA the Beautiful" the most fucked up dysfunctional country in the world besides being the wealthiest ? In this country- if you don't conform to what's socially acceptable- i.e ( If you don't look like Rick Martin or are not rich like Donald Trump or are not as beautiful as J.Lo) ..Life can be pretty fuckin miserable. Point is - everybody wants to be " beautiful people" ...BUT who's fuckin standards are you living by ? People feel that we have to look like models on cover of Vogue, or be rich like the guys in Forbes and have a life of a celebrity to be happy and be respected . I wonder if beautiful rich famous people are TRULY HAPPY. I guess that's why they do all those drugs and get into all sords of trouble. And how do we know what's beautiful ? What if Elite put Janet Reno on cover of Vogue and declared that she is the epitome of beauty ? I bet all girls would go nuts to try to look like Janet Reno ..lol did anyone watch AMERICAN BEAUTY and BOYS DON'T CRY ? Made me realize- If you're "different" - you get crucified or even killed. Going through life without being able to truly express yourself = suicide. I DON'T KNOW WHAT SOCIETY IS AND I HOPE I NEVER WILL. THERE's JUST TOO MANY FUCKIN PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD AND NOT ENOUGH LOVE.
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DEF...one of my favorite tracks !!! I still play it. I wish someone would send me an angel !
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ANYTHING BY PRINCE ! Sheila E- Glamorous Life, Love Bizzare Tina Marie - Lover Girl Eurythmics - The City Never S;eeps The Breakfast Club - Right on track Neneh Cherry- Buffolo Stance USA for AFRICA - WE are the World !! Al.B Sure, Bobby Brown, Johnny Kemp, Babyface U2, INXS, Jody Watley, Micheal Jackson, , DM, New Order + Julio Eglesias, Pet Shop Boys, Duran Duran, Information Society I think the pop music scene was so much better in the 80's. It was time of originality and innovation. we had artists like Prince, Maddona, and Michela Jackson starting out- it was a magical time. Music will never be the same now with mega greedy music conglomerates pumping out "manufactured products" ( N'sync, BSB, Britney and the rest of the teeny group acts with matching outfits ) WHEN WILL THIS TEENY BOP PHASE END ?
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how much damage does ONE hit of E or acid acutally do ? There was a whole report by American Medical Association did on long term effects of usuage of MDMA - i.e. ( memory losss, depression . mood swing and etc.) ALSO - Does E cause "twitching" ? Did anyone experience an involuntarily "jerking" or twitching of their body ? It only occurs during sleeping or when lying down.
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Saw Ricky Martin do the "She Bangs" routine last night. [This message has been edited by a12345 (edited 12-13-2000).]
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I'm looking for an old track maybe by - COLUMBIAN DRUM CARTEL - Not "We have the house surrounded" - there's another one with some guy speaking spanish on it. Frankie Felliciano might have remixed it. It was released about 3yrs. ago. Would anyone know which track I'm talking about ?? T
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Ok, my thoughts on FIDELITY and society have just gone awry
a12345 replied to myrlin's topic in New York / New Jersey
HUH ? I'm a whirlwind ? Whirlwind ? This is a public forum. I thought people can post WHATEVER they want and WHENEVER they want. ..Now I have to do a research paper on my RANDOM thoughts ? LOL CAN I POST ANYTHING I WANT ON THIS FORUM ??? ANY CRAZY THOUGHT I HAVE OR CRAZY STORY I HAVE WITHOUT PEOPLE JUMPING ON ME ?? YEah - I also have another crazy story. Do you know why I read sites like this ? To see what my fuck buddy is up to. I miss him and people write posts about him . There you have it - THat's why I read a club site. You don't have to believe me. You can knock this post all you want. It's cool.. -
Ok, my thoughts on FIDELITY and society have just gone awry
a12345 replied to myrlin's topic in New York / New Jersey
Hi there Myrlin. Let me get this straight. You diss me left and right and then you wanna meet me ? LOL I'm not confused. I'm just bored. When I get bored - I think of strange questions. Besides - Whatever happened to FREEDOM OF SPEECH ??? Isn't this a public forum where YOU CAN SAY ANYTHING YOU WANT ??? Any inner derranged thoughts you can think of ?? TO EVERYONE - stop bashing me. You're only doing that cause you don't understand me. PEOPE FEAR WHAT THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND Why are you so threatened by difference in ideas/ opinions ? I don't find many people who think like me. ... I'm a sweet funny girl ...sometimes.. ANYWAYS - I had fun with this website. I'm done. I'm too old to be here anyways. MERRY CHRISTMAS. HAPPY HOLIDAYS. p.s. - yeah that show = MEGA FCUKIN CHESSE FEST !!! And I thought Big Brother was bad !! Take Care Myrlin . -
A girl turns into a bitch after a guy mistreats her/beats her and etc....and whatever .. Guys don't hate a woman because she's a bitch because = A bitch is a product of your mistreatment. All girls are sweet until .... [This message has been edited by a12345 (edited 12-11-2000).]
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Dis you ever feel like as if you don't belong anywhere ? Did you ever feel as if everyone is normal and you're not ?
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What did you want to be when you were young ? bet all of us had big fantasies about being something great (fame. fortune and beauty) ... some people chase that until they die.. .. Being an adult is knowing- when to stop dreaming and realize that life is nothing special and it's just difficult. You know how every parent tells their kids " life is hard " or "life is difficult" .. ... I don't know what I'm trying to say but this Christmas - All I want is hope and to dream again .... - Because what's the point of living if you can't have what you want or be around people that make you happy ? That may sound childish - but -it's true. Some say that - " You can't do what you want all the time "- that's bullshit .. If you can't do what makes you happy or be around people that make you happy -That defeats the whole entire fuckin purpose of life. Too many people live their life doing what they don't want. Working jobs they hate/ fucking people they don't even like just becausee they're lonely..... What do you think the world would be like if everybody was rich and beautiful ? ... Life's a dream and may all dreams come true. When you stop dreaming life ends.
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YES. My friend was murdered. People were going off saying racial slurs and threatening to kill each other- SO I wrote that. Cathyo - how do remember all my posts ? -I brought up the KISS Q. again becuz- nobody really answered me. Look I was just trying to talk to you guys that's all .. ALRIGHT ..I'LL JUST GE OFF THIS SITE. SORRY EVERYONE [This message has been edited by a12345 (edited 12-08-2000).]
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What so strange about my questions ? I'm just asking about what this guy thinks ..becuz I can't figure him out . Don't have to answer if you don't want to but - I don't think I'm asking anything that is sooo unusual ??? Or - I'm just trying to start another post.
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- this board is lot cheaper than therapy.
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THANKS ! YOU'RE Sooo Sweet !! ALL OF YOU PEOPLE ARE SOO DAMN SWEET !! YOU GUYS ARE BEAUTIFUL !! THANKss.. Well I'm gonna ask alot of fucked up questions from now - and all you need to do is give an honest answer !! Oh - if you're psychic- that would be great !
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YES IT WAS DURING SEX. He told me " I missed you" ( becuz we haven't seen each other in a while) After he told me He missed me- I kissed him - then he gets up from the bed and starts running to the bathroom and says I'm "Playing Games" WHaddya think ?
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Sceneario : Having sex with a "buddy" - then in a romantic spur - I gently kiss him on the lips . Then he starts freaking out and running away from me and accuses me of " PLAYING GAMES" - I don't get it , why would he accuse me of playing games ? Is it : A) He got scared because he likes me so much and can't believe I kissed him ? or He really doesn't like me so he accuses me of playing games so he can make me look like the bad one ? or C) He got really embarassed or he flet too much emotions and couldn't deal .. . What do you think ?????
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- When I was 15 - this black girl from Newark told me that her Uncle was the biggest baddest hustler in E. Orange. Then she looked at me and told me - My Uncle would love you !! Then she said my pussy would be more valued on the streets in her hood because " I'm exotic" I live in NJ- so sometimes I had to take the bus back and at Port Authority - African- American pimps w/ gold teeth and fake fur coats would come up smiling at me and get all excited and shit ! I look like a nice girl. I don't understand why all these scanky African- American pimps all appraoched me in the past . .. Shall we say Karma ? Now I'm older - I don't get approached by black pimps ..lol Now I attract - the Tony Soprano types ! LOL
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TOM READ UR PM !
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YEah I see- mostly peeeps w/ white skin sizzling themselves to death in that laser tanning cancer machine- FAKE TANS = AMkes you ORANGE !! LOL Why do people get them ? They don't even look good ! It looks WEIRD !! It looks like they took a dip in TANG !! Since when is being "white" bad ?? I don't understand why whiteys are obsessed with tanning !! BE Proud to be White !
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SO TOM ...wanna dance ?
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I'M STALKING RIGHT NOW. (edited 12-08-2000).] [This message has been edited by a12345 (edited 12-08-2000).]
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HOLY SHIT !!! JERSEYTOM !!! I NEED YOU !!! First - I need a M to teach me the basic steps - I need a M to lead me. My spins are tight but I need a guy to spin me. TOM - Do you know how to the samba rolls ? I'm 5' 2 but I dance very high heels. I can't spin as fast in heels yet... How tall are you ? and Can you lift ?? What do you look like/ dancing style wise - Me - I try to emulate Prince's wife - Mayte's look and her style
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I am not talking about stripping Do we have any B-Boys/girls here that do music videos + background dancers ??? My resume : 1992 - In Living Color - the FLY GIRL AUDITION - see ( I didn't make it becaue I was too small !!! ) See- why I hate being petite !!! 1997 summer - MTV's The GRIND (Yuck ) Then trained with Rock Steady for a bit- because I thought I was going to pursue hip hop dancing instead - Couldn't pop into windmills ,air tracks and 1990's Then did some house music video - (back ground dancer) SO that's one more reason why I hate being petite . Wasn't big enough... ANYWAYS ...I'm looking for a dance partner. I need a M dancer who can samba/salsa/ mambo + all the professional latin dances. (ballroom dancing) Is THERE ANY GUY HERE THAT CAN MAMBO ???