sariman

Great night Pete! Hope to do it again real soon. //sariman ------------------

I've fallen into the hole lately of wondering if that "special someone" really actually exsists. I can't itemize the qualities of the person that I would find special, but I do know a few things that would be a plesent change from experience. An open mind person so that she could have fun doing anything with a williness to learn new things as well as rediscover lost things. An open heart so that I wouldn't have to guess my way through every encounter. Being strong, but still learning. I don't think you can ever "know youself" completly as I've been told I need to do. Life is a constant learning experience so you either change or your stagnate. If your always changing then your always redefining who you are. Haveing a good natured, open, understanding soul to guide all of the change is the important part. Being completly comfortable in any situation. Not afraid to let lose if you feel like it. Someone that respects and listens to me. It comes down to someone who can love life and is open enough to learn to live a new life everyday! //sariman ------------------

I'm not a lady, but I've got a myth that's tended to hold true more than not. Nice guys finish last! Still isn't going to stop me from trying though. //sariman ------------------

Yes yes, Skezix has a brother. I haven't told him yet though, so everyone keep quite. haha We should make a movie... a kind of clamation ... Cotton-Club: clubbing brought to new heights. /sariman ------------------ [This message has been edited by sariman (edited 03-09-2001).]

I've never been "in love", but I have fallen in love before... multiple times. On this subject I have one quote memorized that I think still rings true: "Fear is the only thing that stands in the way of love. Fear of rejection. Fear of scrutiny. Fear of loss. But, how can we lose anything when it is only in giving ourselves, pushing ego aside, that we truly recieve." //sariman ------------------ [This message has been edited by sariman (edited 03-09-2001).]

He's still taking all the attention away from me. I think he's getting a big head. I thought I caught him struting around the house last night with a white suit and pimp cane. ------------------

Hey man. Haven't seen you out in awhile. Anyway, I'm picking up photography as a hobbie and need some advice. Next week I'm going to be taking alot of pictures in snow with lots of sunshine. I've got a Canon Rebel 2000 and was wondering which filters I should pick up before my vacation. Should I just get a magenta filter to take some of the blue out of midday snow shots? Or I've heard getting a polarizing filter will let me tune the contrast so that the snow doesn't blanket everything out. Anythought? //sariman ------------------

Definitly a match! Oo, we have to get your osterrich and my monkey together. Hope your feeling better now! //sariman ------------------

Applause for Diva! Take your bow girl! //sariman ------------------

*** COUGH *** *** COUGH *** Damn smokers! ------------------

Are you kidding. Since when do parents raise children? Unless your a boot-camp dad your kids are going to follow the trends of society if they want to "fit in". The best you can do is be there for him/her to talk with and encourage them to solve problems before they ever get into society. That way they at least know how to think for themselves even if they choose to be like their friends. //sariman ------------------ [This message has been edited by sariman (edited 03-09-2001).]

Honestly I think were all sheep. Memetics explains most of todays societies and the trends we see (hence boy bands and loop ear rings). I'd like to belive in a perfect world where a women is souly interested in a guy because she enjoys his company. But, I've seen some women who are with guys just because the guy spends money on them. Then again some women with low selfesteems that are with guys because the guy doesn't give a shit about them. Trying to discuss such a broad class of people is damn near impossible. Because what a person wants in the opposite sex is largly determined by what stage of life their in and all of their past decissions. Yes, I'm falling into a bit of determinism here. But, just because I can pick qualities a woman would like by knowing her past that doesn't mean I could pick the perfect guy for her. So unless you have a rebutal I stand at my original thought that you can't say which sex is more superficial without quantifying your data set. ------------------

Highmay, good points, but why does this have to pertain to sex and looks? Take it into character judgements... then ask which sex is more superficial? //sariman ------------------

Sorry to hear about that Denise. I'll keep my eye open for you. //sariman ------------------

I think it largly depends on where the person is from, how they were raised, and what their past relationships were like. A person raised in the south (me) for instance has TOTALLY different view on women than men who grew up here in the city. Add on top of that being an only child raised by a mother and you basically have a softy who thinks looks are important, but enjoys the chemistry more. I think men are still more superficial overall though. We have the figures of sexy women burnt into our mind daily through magazines, paper and tv. For a women you can take an average guy and put him in sharp/sexy clothing and most women will find him attractive. //sariman ------------------

They work wonders, but just remember not to stay on them for good. Get what you want off at the same time you start exercising and work your diet a little. //sariman ------------------

Too much estrogen in this post! Guys can like flowers too. I like to give them more than I would care to recive them. Giving: Purple Orcids, Daisies, and Blue Roses Recieveing: I don't know the name. There really bright blue, little flowers, like the ones in "What Dreams may Come" Cheers. //sariman ------------------

I'll take you word for it. I'm sure women have the same complaint. But I think less men smoke than women! Seems everywhere I look when I'm out there is a woman with a cigarett in her mouth. //sariman ------------------ [This message has been edited by sariman (edited 03-08-2001).]

How many people find cigaretts one of the biggest turnoffs? Not only the smell it leaves on women, but just the act of watching a girl smoke is a turn-off to me. Ah. One day the world will ban cigaretts and everyone can breath freely! Till then I'll just have to drink more until until my mind thinks it's fresh air! //sariman ------------------

PLUR has been and will always be around. It isn't a dance music thing... ravers just gave it a name. Originally ravers were all friends and a new breed of hippie that loved everyone. The sad thing is that PLUR came to symbolize the feeling of togetherness people felt on ecstasy. That ISN'T PLUR at all! PLUR doesn't need drugs... it's there from the time you wake up until you close your eyes again at night! //sariman ------------------ [This message has been edited by sariman (edited 03-08-2001).]

Kissing is definitly one of lifes greatest pleasures. With a good kisser you can lose track of time even. Sadly I forgot to get her name! I definitly think tounge kissing is a must. Not a whole lot of tounge, but just the rigth amount with some soft variety and a little nibbling can make a mood. //sariman ------------------

Thanks! Turned 21 last saturday! //sariman ------------------

Yea research like this is a fluke most of the time because most X users also injest alot of other chemicals. The only finding that I put faith in is that humans are building a tolerance to ecstacy. The more you roll the less seretonin you have and the more damage you do... the brain can rebuild itself, but it takes time. Last point is that there is an age some say 25 some say 35 in which your brain losses the ability to replace lost neurons. It's all a balance game, just be smart and aware of your body. Everything in moderation! //sariman ------------------

No more rolling or smoking up here. I just enjoy myself more sober. I had a couple of bad rolls, but that didn't change me. I just realized that I'm a happier person without it. Who knows one day I might get down again and need an escape, but right now I have too much responsibility at work and too much fun being sober. I turned 21 saturday and really only had a couple of beers because I couldn't dance if I was drunk. I still love rollers though. I was blowing people up and giving E tricks to people while sober. I share alot of myself anyway so I fit right in. peace. //sariman ------------------ [This message has been edited by sariman (edited 03-06-2001).]

lol i was smiling all night at the ll sat.. alot of people came up to me, it was pretty cool.. lol some dude spanked me.. I know how you feel. Some girl squeezed my ass while I was dancing on the steps. But, I don't know about the smiling thing. I'm always smiling at clubs... it just makes me happy to see everyone having so much fun! //sariman ------------------