zeonstar

Is there anything more wonderful than when you are just getting to know someone and everything is just going perfect? Every feeling and emotion is totally mutual. Ahhhhh....

Hey Legendary. I knew writing here would get your attention. I'm glad you had a good New Years. For most of my life I've never did anything for New years, certainly never went OUT really. Once a few years ago when I was with my ex wife our friends took us out to a really nice Dinner on New Years eve which is her birthday. This new years was great, mostly because of Stacie. Ok let me catch you up on a few people Legend. Shauna, the girl who was drunk that I helped get home. She is a very sweet girl but also very... I don't know she is very much a loner I guess, it's hard to explain. She was not looking for anything serious, even though I enjoyed being a friend with her. But I have called her several times and haven't got any calls back, so what can you do. Sheri, the older woman who seduced me more or less. (I honestly don't take much seducing... I'm a GUY!) With her, she was also not looking for anything serious blah blah blah and I guess I contacted her too much in one day. I called her AND left a text message on her phone. OH the horror. (I say that sarcastically because I think it's so rediculous.) Do you remember my story about meeting Shauna? Go back and re-read it and you will see I mention a girl named Brandi a few times. Brandi is kind of regular I see at Pollys alot and we became like unspoken friends. Would always recognize eachother and say hi... stuff like that. After the Shauna ordeal me and Brandi got closer and Brandi seems very good at judging people and what they are like. I fully admit she got me pegged pretty good. Brandi knows what I am looking for and wanted to help me find it. Brandi lives with 2 girls, twins. Stephanie (who was actually there the Shauna night) and Stacie. Last Thursday I was fortunate to have the night off. Brandi met with me and Polly Esthers and brought Stacie, she wanted us to meet. She had told me this beforehand so I knew. Needless to say by how I have been talking, we hit it off. I dare not say I think this is going to be it finally because I don't want to jinx myself... but I sure feel it. I have SUCH wonderful times with her. After we met, we had a date for Sunday. Went to dinner and a movie, had a wonderful time. Ate, saw the movie, and then I took her to her house and we sat in the car for about 3 hours and talked. Next I saw her on New Years and had another wonderful time. At midnight I kissed her for the first time. I think I melted her. I am a good kisser apparantly. The kissing at midnight thing I admit was Brandi's idea... but man it worked out well. We had another date last night, saw Beauty and the Beast in IMAX and grabbed something eat. Again I took her home and I intented to drop her off and drive home, instead we talked in the car (and kissed) for over 3 hours. Boy time does get away from you... Quick details about Stacie. She lives about 20 miles away. She lives with her sister, Brandi, Brandi's 2 kids... and her own son. Yes she has a son and no it does not bother me. If the girl for me has a kid... so be it. Her husband died 7 years ago, she is 29, and will be 30 on the 10th. She loves 80s music, classic rock. Movies. We have a tooon in common and get along wonderfully. She IS looking for something serious... just like me. She does not work currently. She has enough money saved up and is going back to school. I haven't asked her much about what she does. I think she mentioned trying to get an accounting degree. Well that's about it. Oh funny little note. After New Years we all went to a girl named Jennie's apartment. Turns out she lives in the same complex as.... Sheri! That struck me really funny. Small world. Bet I'm going to be all bubbly and happy at work today. -ZS

Hey Legendary. I knew writing here would get your attention. I'm glad you had a good New Years. For most of my life I've never did anything for New years, certainly never went OUT really. Once a few years ago when I was with my ex wife our friends took us out to a really nice Dinner on New Years eve which is her birthday. This new years was great, mostly because of Stacie. Ok let me catch you up on a few people Legend. Shauna, the girl who was drunk that I helped get home. She is a very sweet girl but also very... I don't know she is very much a loner I guess, it's hard to explain. She was not looking for anything serious, even though I enjoyed being a friend with her. But I have called her several times and haven't got any calls back, so what can you do. Sheri, the older woman who seduced me more or less. (I honestly don't take much seducing... I'm a GUY!) With her, she was also not looking for anything serious blah blah blah and I guess I contacted her too much in one day. I called her AND left a text message on her phone. OH the horror. (I say that sarcastically because I think it's so rediculous.) Do you remember my story about meeting Shauna? Go back and re-read it and you will see I mention a girl named Brandi a fe times. Brandi is kind of regular I see at Pollys alot and we b ecause like unspoken friends. Would always recognize eachother and say hi... stuff like that. After the Shauna ordeal me and Brandi got closer and Brandi seems very good at judging people and what they are like. I fully admit she got me pegged pretty good. Brandi knows what I am looking for and wanted to help me find it. Brandi lives with 2 girls, twins. Stephanie (who was actually there the Shauna night) and Stacie. Last Thursday I was fortunate to have the night off. Brandi met with me and Polly Esthers and brought Stacie, she wanted us to meet. She had told me this beforehand so I knew.

Hey Legend. Just writing to see how you are doing. Sorry I don't have any horror stories to tell this time. I'm actually doing quite well for a change and I am actually confident it isn't going to fizzle out this time by the time you read this. The source of my happiness goes by the name of Stacie. A friend of ours introduced us and that was that. I hope you (and anyone else reading this) had a good new years. Mine was quite nice for a change. If you want to hear more about Stacie, PM me or something. Be glad to tell you. -Zeon (Adam)

For those of you who got a kiss... how did it go? Mine was wonderful! As I said before it was going to be our first real kiss and it was so great. She is an awesome kisser. We are also starting to really like eachother. I'm a happy camper. I may of found someone... finally!

I work at a place called Anacomp. (www.anacomp.com.) Not my career job by any meams, but just something for now to pay my debt and bills. I get so tired of explaining what Microfiche is. I was to hug anyone who knows so I don't have to go through the explanation.

I will be kissing the girl I've been dating for about a week now. A mutual friend introduced us and we really hit it off. This is going to be the first time I've really KISSED her so hopefully she's been wanting it. I had this alll planned out. Enjoy your night everyone. I have hardly ever did anything for New Years in my life, so hopefully tonight will be fun.

That is easier said than done my dear....

Ok, so what's his name Fiery? :-)

I've lost a a few posts myself after writing them. Grr it drives me nuts. When it happens I DO restart them in Word. No way I am going to write something a third time. Usually what happens to me though is not a server error, it's Sygate cutting out and my Laptop loses the net connection. Very annoying. But I always end up rewriting my stories.

Say what?

Nothing at all wrong with being an older women. I've quite enjoyed the ones I've met lately. Age really doesn't mean much to me. As long as I like her and she likes me. I do not care how old she is. I'm sorry if I suggested it bothered me, it certainly does not.

Yeah non sex related I know, but this is where everyone is! I just got back from seeing Lord Of The Rings. It was an awesome epic movie, and that's putting it mildly. I waited about a year for this movie and during it I never wanted it to end! Shit it's going to be hard to wait for the next 2 movies. But at least I know right when they are coming. I'm already thinking when I will have time to see it again. It shot right to my most favorite movie ever. Recommended.

You know if you think about it Legend, the funny part is I really haven't changed much. I'm still shy as hell, I have yet to just walk up to a girl and ask them to dance... things just happen to me though and obviously it's working. If Sheri hadn't motioned for me to come to her, who knows how long I might of just looked and not acted. However with the girls I do meet by some means or another, I am feeling more confidence, like with Sheri knew she liked me right away so I wasn't very shy. I danced with her, held her close. You know just did the in charge man kind of stuff. She more or less took me home, I didn't take her home. But whatever works. I am being careful trying not to expect too much out of her and if and when I see her again. I know we had a good time and I would love to see her again but in truth I of course don't know if she wants to see me again. She said she did, and she gave me her real phone numbers so I imagine that's a good sign. I called her Sunday though and things didn't goto well. I basically called to say hi and she kind of snapped at me and was real short. She emailed me the next day (Yes I have her email addy too) and sh did say sorry and that she has just had a bad migrane for the past few days. I wrote her back saying it was ok and I understood but I have not called or anything. My friend Victor, whom I have mentioned a few times has implored me NOT TO call her again for at least 3 days. Give her some time and space. It's the middle of the week anyway so I am doing just that. I am dying to talk to her again, I want to see her this weekend if possible. I also wanted to see if she wants to do something for New Years. I have never ever in my life really went out for New Years. The Polly's here is having some deal and I would love to go with her. My luck her friend who I gets the feeling comes and visits alot will come down and she'll want to do something with her. I do know Sheri knows like no one here... and neither do I. That might work for us. On a little side note I just wanted to say that you (Legend) may find this suprising that it hadn't been awhile since I had sex. I actually have a friend I am with regularly. For lack of a better term, and I know how bad this sounds, she is a fuck buddy. A relationship with her would never work out, but we both love the sex. Of course if I get serious with anyone, be it Sheri or God knows who, I'll have to stop with my friend. That's all. My mind is elsewhere right now. 10 hours and 42 minutes till my showing of Lord Of The Rings. Going to go before work. The wait is ooover.

Great Story Legend. You already know what unexpected thing happened to me lately. Man I swear we are like long lost fucking twins or something. SO much of your experiences are just like shit that could happen to me, and your reactions are very much how mine would be. I really hope we get a chance to meet and hang out someday. I need to get to the Bay Area and visit my family.

I wasn't posting to impress anyone, but thank you. Man Legend there are some posts you watch like a hawk huh? I never hear from you but if I reply to this, or The Biggest Mistake-- BAM! there you are. Ok you want to hear more. I don't have alot of time but here goes. You read the story about Shauna right? No it wasn't her I was with, although I did talk to Shauna at work, and have even seen her twice. We saw Vanilla Sky last night. She is a sweet girl and actually great to talk to but will never be anything serious. She does not want a relationship. Talking about her is for another time but I think it will do me good to know her as she wants to help me. Moving on. Last Friday me and Shauna were actually suppose to go out. I had a Xmas party at work and for the first time in ages, actually had a Friday before 11:30. I got off work at 6:30, and got out of the Xmas party around 9pm. I called Shauna to tell her I was out of the party and ready. No answer. I called several more times, even drove by her house to see her car there with all the lights out. I had a feeling she was asleep or something and I later (Saturday when she called me) found out that was the case and that she had been getting sick. But when it was Friday I didn't hear from her, but remembering all my friends advice, "Don't wait for anyone especially if they are not serious yet", I had more of a Friday than I usually do and I went out anyway. Got to Polly's and spent awhile at the DJ Booth with my DJ friend Rick, who was on the 70s section for a change. This girl dancing in the corner of the dance floor with her friend kept making eye contact with me. I mean we did it over and over, smiling and all that. I came and went a few times, always ended up back at the DJ booth and she was always dancing in the same spot seeing if I was looking. At one point she had left to the other half. I didn't know she was there but when I saw her I walked by her and kind of rubbed my hand across her back. That seemed to get a big smile. But still no talking yet. While later she was back at her spot in the 70s section and I was up at the booth. I came down because I was getting close to talking to her and finally she just motioned for me to come to her. So I danced with her and her friend the rest of the time we were there. We hit it off pretty quick and definatly liked eachother. Her name is Sheri, and she is a red head. Never had been with one before. She was a cutie and I told her that alot. She had this bashful little smile that was so damn cute. Altought she didn't look it, she was 30! I don't know why I keep meeting older women. It's not intentional and it certainly doesn't bother me, but does anyone look thier age anymore? We danced close and liked eachpother pretty quick. At first I was just kissing her on the cheek but she seemed to really think that was sweet for some reason. Went to to full kissing later of course. In fact I think the first lip kiss was from her when I had left for a moment to get a drink. At one point of the night while we were dancing I had asked almost jokingly "So are you going to take me home?" and she said "Maybe..." Then 1:15 rolls around (Not closing time) and she says so you ready to go? I said something like "You want to go already" and she said something like I thought you were coming with me? So with a little smile and that little "Oh shit this is really going to happen" we left. I took her home in my car and her friend came back in her Van. I guess Sheri is new to Sacramento (which works to my advantage I think) and her friend was visiting from Frenso. I stayed the night, slept in Sheri's room and her friend was out on the couch. It was great to be with her. Being with a new person alot though is definatly not my thing, it's too nerve racking. What does this girl like? What does she not like? I hope I see her again, I am pretty sure I will, she really seemed to like me. I will enjoy it alot more as we're together more and learn what she is like and likes. The sex was slow and nice. God she had a great body... I spent forever on her. I think it had been awhile for her but I did a good job. Yes she got off. I think I exhausted her. We spent alot of time kissing and looking at eachother kind of... tenderly. I think it went a bit beyond "Casual sex" and that's really fine with me. I can't just cut my emotions off when I'm into someone like that. Yes yes I know I need to be careful, no lectures! Hope I can see her this weekend. I already miss her. Bah time to get ready for work. Zeon.

I went home for the first time with someone I met at the Club Friday night. It was fun. I had a good time. :-) Poor little me was taken advantage of. Heehee.

Now I am curious to see what Regina looks like.

From what I gathered from the Making-Of, the whole Love Triangle Trio, Reif, Danny, and Evelyn or whatever her name was, was fiction, although the characters were a compliation of real people. Basically they were our way into the sotry, ala Jack and Rose in Titanic. True event, Fictional people.

Oh Yeah and for the record I was pissed when American Beauty won best picture over The Green Mile. Grrr! Shawshank Redemption was that director's first movie. Which was also based on a Stephen King story, and also took place in a prison. Lots of simularities there huh? I recall Shawshank lost best picture too. A crime to be sure. FYI the director's new movie comes out next week, The Majestic. First movie his not based on a Stephen King story! :-D

Only movie I really remember people getting emotional over was The Green Mile. God damn that is a great movie. I remember seeing it in theaters and no one moved in 3 hours. No one went to the bathroom or anything... we were all mezmerized. I don't cry during movies but that one got me DAMN close. I was tearing up pretty good.

I saw PH in theaters but actually liked it more the 2nd time. Glad I bought it. It's on 2 discs though. I thought that was kind of odd. Guess they used alot of room with the audio tracks. (Dolby Headphone is cool for late at night.)

I have it on DVD. Actually been in the mood to watch it but haven't got around to it. I saw Pearl Harbor the other night and it got me thinking about how Titanic gets really good when the destruction happens.

Heh I swear to God everyone asks that, they all think he is a stuffed animal. Yes he is a real. He is full grown now, the size of the other cat. (His Momma.) But he does look kinda fake I know.

Could you masterbate in front of this?