i cant fuckin win, i get bitched at cuz im never home, and i get bitched at when i am home, i cant take this shit, my stress level is over the limit, i am so fucking depressed about shit that shouldnt be a big deal and all i want is out. i just cant win, try to make everyone happy and u get shit on in the end. i need to get the fuck out of my house but cant do that either cuz i cant afford it. so im stuck in this hell of depression till things change . sorry for venting but i had to get it all out .