ok, i took a nap earlier and i had a dream that my very first bf , not like it was my first real bf but like jr high school, almost too shy to hold hands or give a peck to type bf. gave me a dying rose and i told him im sorry i have a bf right now and hes like just keep it anyway, but it was wierd, it was like a rose that was dying red rose that was turning black, y do i have these nutty dreams, now i am trying to figure out what this means