mugwump Posted June 12 Report Share Posted June 12 Hey guys..I just wanted to let you all knowthat I Realize I got out of controlwith my tantrum about the EX thing!I really loved your night..loved it so much because I knewI was "home" with people that Icare about..ALL OF YOU..and then this stupid girlhas to be there as well...And well..I just kinda lost it!Got home trashed and blewup on my keyboard..Woke up with a hangover and a feelingthat I did something I shouldn't have..Got to work and ooohhhh..what did I do now!?CP is a giant shit vent formy personal crap..I realize it was fucked up and thatI should keep that kind of shit to private e-mails etc..BUTSince I did lay it all outlike I did perhaps you allshould get the reason why I'm so pissed off.NOT BECAUSE I WANT SYMPATHY..but because I just want you all for a secondto get into my head (Scary as that may be for some of you..)*If you give a shit keep on reading..(If you could care lessthen just take this apology for what is)..I'm sorry..I'm sure the rest of the nights willbe great! You all have a familythat carries a great vibe. Unfortunatelyat this time I can't be a part of itif someone keeps popping uplike they do.(Tilly Dejavu anyone?)(((HUGZ)))and mad love..MUGCHUMP Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mugwump Posted June 12 Author Report Share Posted June 12 ok..so I've told thisone before so many times thatI'm sure some of you could fill in thedetails..Why do I do it PUBLICLYyou ask?~well..Because perhaps if enoughpeople Keep asking a certain someonewhat the fuck he's doing withsomeone that obviously NO ONE LIKESthen maybe he might hide her under a rocknext time he plans to invite her tomy very few places that I escape and tryto drown my sorrows in.Then again that's just wishfull thinking!In the end she'll wind up probablysleeping with a few more of you andwill eventually strut my DOG in just for good measure.So you wanna know..?Here its is AGAIN!:(spot light on Mugz)A)Mugz lives with someonesix years..marriage.B)Mugz intrioduces that someone tomany of his closest friends fromback home and around NY..Mugz is very happy..he gets a dog.C)Mugz flies to Italy oftenwith that whore..he thinks all isgreat..(Five years in)*(Spot light on EX)D) That whore sleepswith one of his friends when heis still in Italy..talks shit about Mugz at a Dinnerparty that she invites allof Mugz friends to in his own house..E) Mugz gets back..looses job..losses money..IRS fucks him..Mugz drinks too much..Whore moves out ..Takes Mug'z doggie.F) No money..no girl..no dog..LOTS OF HEROIN!Lots of booze!G)Mugz meets new friends thathelp him through his tough time..Mugz discovers New people thathelp him back to his feetTHANK GOODNESS FOR FRIENDS!RIGHT?!RIIIIGHT??!wrong! (*Spot light on "So called FRIENDS!")H)Friends start to talk to whore...A certain friend becomes quite chummy..Mugz stops hearing from all friends..Mugz no longer knows who friends are anymore..Mugz runs away to clubplanet landto find a sense of community..I)CP, Clubs..Mugz forgetsold friends..Mugz finds new ones..Mugz falls in love again..all is well..J) Mugz discoveres that he is really sick..He has cancer. Mug ztries to reach outto his closest friends from back in the day..but they are gone..they are with her now.K)"Friends" with whore invade CPland.Show up at old haunts..."Friends"give Mugz funny stares..no onecalls Mugz ever again...L)Mugz tries to findsome place to call his home..some kind of support system..Mugz has none. Because..Well..Because I Get too fucked upand loose my mind on here and loose all of you.***************** Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mugwump Posted June 12 Author Report Share Posted June 12 So what have we learned here kids:Well perhaps that Mugz is as loudmouth on CPbecause It's the only way he knowshow to make H"HIM" stopbringing "HER" out toHIS PLACES Filled with people he cares about..Why?Is Mugz not "OVER" his Ex!No that he is..In fact he is quite in lovewith a beautiful person and HATES thatother bitch...She took his dog,his friends, usedhim for FREE trips to ITALY and Talks shit about all of YOU everytime that "so called friend" brings her out!nope..Mugz reeaallly reaally hates her!He just really wants to move on..be left alone..not have to be ALWAYS remindedof everything he lost!Mugz dosen't want sympathy..just respect..If He EVER meant anythingto those old "so called" friendsthey would understand that.HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IFYOUR EX WAS FUCKING AFRIEND THAT HELPED YOU THROUGH THE SEPRATION AND HARD TIMES!?might make you do stupidangry things like pointin his direction and tellpeople.."Yup,there he is!"Fucked up isn't it!Thenagaianlifeisn'tfair! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
gqraver Posted June 12 Report Share Posted June 12 That is some serious fucked up shit that has happened to you.If you really want to show her, then be happy, don't give a shit that she doesn't deserve what she has not. I went thru a similiar thing in the last few months (though maybe not to such an extreme) and I realized that harping on the past, always thinking about what she did to you will not make things better for you, or make you happier, it will just drive you crazy and keep you fucked up in the head.Yeah she fucked you over, but be the better person, go on with your life, your new job, your new woman.What goes around come around, karma, trust me she will get what she deserves in the end, and also those who sided with her or fucked you over too.peace Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dr0ne Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 damn kid if that shit all happened to me i don't think i could trust telling that shit to my closest friend.and you've just trusted that shit with about 100,000 of your closest friends. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thehacker Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 Originally posted by dr0ne and you've just trusted that shit with about 100,000 of your closest friends. and that's just the kind of guy maudy is...nothing if not Eventually totally honest and open. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dr0ne Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 Originally posted by thehacker and that's just the kind of guy maudy is...nothing if not Eventually totally honest and open. im all for honesty but seriously theres a time and place for some things to be let out and sometimes you should keep shit to yourself forever if it takes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
crickket Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 Originally posted by gqraver That is some serious fucked up shit that has happened to you.If you really want to show her, then be happy, don't give a shit that she doesn't deserve what she has not. I went thru a similiar thing in the last few months (though maybe not to such an extreme) and I realized that harping on the past, always thinking about what she did to you will not make things better for you, or make you happier, it will just drive you crazy and keep you fucked up in the head.Yeah she fucked you over, but be the better person, go on with your life, your new job, your new woman.What goes around come around, karma, trust me she will get what she deserves in the end, and also those who sided with her or fucked you over too.peace I don't think Mugz really cares what SHE thinks.I think he's just upset because he lost his doggie..<<CHIRP>>His old friends..<<CHIRP>>and having her invade placesthat are thrown by people he cares about makeshim go loco! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mugwump Posted June 13 Author Report Share Posted June 13 Originally posted by dr0ne im all for honesty but seriously theres a time and place for some things to be let out and sometimes you should keep shit to yourself forever if it takes. come on now..fess up.... you loved it!You read every godamn word of itdidn't ya..So did "THEY" I hope..and if you want the rest of the storygo ask THEM next time you see either of them!Mug'z stage is a great place to stand ina spot light aint it "FRIEND!"That is all now..nothing left in here to see..move along.(Oh..and it's boxers not briefs..I've experimented with homosexualityonce in highschool and I'm really a closetSMITHS fan!)M* Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JonStephen Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 Originally posted by mugwump (Oh..and it's boxers not briefs..I've experimented with homosexualityonce in highschool and I'm really a closetSMITHS fan!)M* I am completely confused with this last statement Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ghhhhhost Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 yep...im kinda glad i missed homegrown Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hoke Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 Originally posted by djjonstephen I am completely confused with this last statement That's Maudy being totally honest and open.Maudy, I was really wondering this morning why you were going off so hard... now that I know the story, I totally understand why you're so upset.Just remember that there are plenty of people in this world, in this same scene even <hint hint> who are completely outside of that situation... don't throw out the entire basket over one rotten egg -- your presence in clubland has brought smiles on many faces, and it would be a shame to lose that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thehacker Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 i didn't read the whole thing 1) cuz i've heard the story before from the man known as mugz, himself (mind you it's just his side of the story so i take it with the necessary grain of salt everyone should when only hearing one side) and 2) if i wanted to more i'd just ask, in person. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
brickhouse Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 Bumping this one just so the apology is above the rant, where it deserves to be... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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bigpoppanils Posted June 13 Report Share Posted June 13 Originally posted by ghhhhhost yep...im kinda glad i missed homegrown me too Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mugwump Posted June 13 Author Report Share Posted June 13 NO you silly people.HOME GROWN'S GREAT FOR YOU ALL!go..It's all music for all people!This stupid crap with me and certainpeople has pushed me away from thisnight!BUT YOU ALL HAVE NOTHING TO DOWITH IT!What Ron and Bog are doingis really really great!Giving back to the sceneand bringing people together..I just can't be there because it hurtstoo much to have to look at a friend you lostif he and she are there.But that is my problem and life goes on!You all go and support!(((HUGZ)))*Now everyone justgo do your own thing! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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